Just have a little patience
I'm still hurting from a love I lost
I know that you're there. I know that you're waiting. I hope that that's enough. It has to be because I'm still broken. I have nothing left to give.
I'm feeling your frustration
Any minute all the pain will stop
I know you want me now. I know that you think I'll be strong enough to get through it. But out of all my strengths I know my weaknesses and I'm not strong enough. Yet.
Just hold me close inside your arms tonight
Don't be too hard on my emotions
Just be there for me; for a shoulder to lean on when it all becomes too much. For a person to talk to. For a game to take my mind off the pain that's inside of me. Don't try and force me. Just be there.
'Cause I need time
My heart is numb, has no feeling
Because even though I have come so far, even though I stand up and say that nothing will affect me I need someone to understand that I am human and things do affect me. A lot more than I ever make out.
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little patience
I will recover. I will get over it: this loss and betrayal. I just need you to wait and be there. Not saying anything, not doing anything, just to be there, standing by my side.
I really wanna start over again
I know you wanna be my salvation
The one that I can always depend
I want to be apart from the pain and the guilt that hampers me daily. I want to be able to let you in. I want to be able to trust. I want to be free.
I'll try to be strong
Believe me I'm trying to move on
It's complicated but understand me
And I will try. I have and I will because I know you're worth it. This may take time but in the end I will do it. For you.
'Cause I need time
My heart is numb, has no feeling
I just need you to take a step back. Give me the space but always hover just on the edge of my horizon so I know you're there. Help me to feel things again. And help me to accept them.
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little patience
Have a little patience
But you'll have to wait because I'll take my time. I won't rush this. I'll take it logically because that's how I take everything else in this life. I'll take it one step at a time and if I fall I'll just get back up again and keep going. No matter what.
'Cause the scars run so deep
It's been hard but I have to believe
I have to fight every inch of the way. I didn't even realise how much I'd been burying until it all came to the fore. Until it all attacked me at once. Until I went under.
Have a little patience
Be there. Stay there. Be a comfort in times of sadness. A guiding light in the dark. A solid presence in the form of evil. Be yourself, your true self and help me!
'Cause I, I just need time
My heart is numb, has no feeling
Because I will get through it. I find myself becoming more human each day. What will happen when I become free? Will you still be there? Will you still care?
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little patience
It's been so long for you to wait. I can feel the fear of being without you rising. I won't be able to go on. Because without you I'll self destruct, I'll lose my way, I'll fall; far and fast and away from you.
Have a little patience
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So if you have the strength to wait, do so. Because leaving me now will destroy me, utterly. I won't survive, I won't care, I'll just be... gone.
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little patience
So help me. Remain with me. Be strong. Because I've finally found someone worth fighting for. And I won't let that be snatched away.