Hey! MI here!

My second story! Finally!

Im new on fanfiction, so I will accept criticism!

This will be a one-shot, but if I get people who wants me to write more, I will GLADLY do that.

So for now, READ ON!

Why? Why her? What has she ever done to get your attention? Somebody, please answer me..

The questions Utau asks herself are the same. She knows she has a sad, heartbreaking, depressing life. But she tries her best to smile again.

Just one more smile, it won't hurt.

Utau knows Amu likes Ikuto. She just isn't admitting it and keeps being stubborn. She knows Ikuto likes Amu. As much as it hurts for Utau to admit it, she has to. She has to let him go one day. So she does. It broke her heart to a million pieces, but she knew Amu could deal with him and save him.

It's the right thing for siblings to do. I won't regret it.

But she does. She regrets it more than anything. But every time she sees Ikuto free and happy, she doesn't care if she's hurting. She only wants Ikuto to be happy. And if he's happy, she's happy as well.

But then, she goes back to hating Amu. Utau hates Amu more than anything. She hates her, for not doing anything to win Ikuto's heart. She hates her, for getting everybody's love and attention. Utau hates her, for Amu and everybody has their a happy ending, but herself is left alone in the darkness, getting swallowed up in her own sorrow.

Nobody likes me, no ones going to help me, because they're too busy with Amu.

That's how it was always been. Amu, Ikuto, and everyone in the picture, and they have never realized that she was always not in the picture.

How did this happen?

Then she remembers. Ikuto. Her brother.

She hates Ikuto, too. Ikuto is just bad as Amu. Oh, no. She does not love him one BIT anymore.

You cold hearted, selfish bastard.

Utau wants to yell those words to Ikuto so badly. Everything he had done to her.

He had made her suffer for so long. How he had left her, when they were children. How she had waited for so long for his love, and care. But how he had rejected her ever so harshly every time. He also knew about Utau's feeling towards him. But he still chased after Amu. Right in front of her eyes. He had made her cry so many times. He knew it, yet he didn't stop. And Utau hates him, no, DESPISES him for that.

That's the cycle of Utau's life every second, minute, hour, day, night, week, month, year. Being hurt, thinking about Amu and Ikuto's relationship, hating Amu, and hating Ikuto. And it's back to having a broken heart. That's how it has always been. Herself. Getting hurt by other people, then healing herself, taking care of herself. Trying to gather the shattered heart pieces and sew them back together. It had been like that for all her life.

She's done. She had enough. She's not gonna put up with people mistreating her anymore. They have done enough damage. She's gone through everything. Every pain, cuts and bruises in her heart. It's about time they return the favor. She will get her revenge. She is back in the Love Game. When she plays, she plays to win. And she WILL win. Payback Time. This is gonna be fun.

Wow! I guess I really did it!

So what did you think?

You hate it, don't come back.

Like it, review for another chapter!

I'll accept request and suggestions!

Until then, SEE YA!