The best kind of day;your hand around mine,walking down the beach. We're not talking,not now. Now is only for walking,staring out from the coast.

It's times like these,when your quiet,that i wonder the most what your thinking about. Me,perhaps? Or maybe your not thinking,maybe your just walking,just enjoying the sunshine.

You sigh,and your lips turn up in a smile.

I pull my eyes from the tides to look at you.

"What is it?" I ask.

You turn to me,and there's so much beauty in that one single moment. Spence,I'm in awe of you.

"Nothing...I was just wishing this could last forever. Wishing I never had to go home,I wish i could spend my whole life walking on the beach with you." You say.

I suddenly feel the weight of your words,this isn't a lighthearted walk on the beach anymore,this day is so heavy now. Im scared of commitment,it dosen't sit well with me. I've never had a relationship longer than a week,and thatg date flew by without my realizing it.

I know how ridiculous this is,i know the stupidity of my feelings,but i can't shake it.

"Ash?" You ask.

"Yeah." I reply,trying to keep my panic at bay.

"Are you as scared about this as I am?"

You read my mind. I try peicing something together in my mind,then it all tumbles out.

"I...I think so. I know this is new to you,but it's also new to me. Not so much the girl thing,but the relationship part."

You smile,like my answer has comforted you. You turn to me,and you kiss me. And,God Spence,there is so much sweetness in it that it melts away all of my fears. And then,I'm looking into the future.

I see us buying out first house together,painting the walls blue. I see us grocery shopping,playfully arguing over cereal. I see us slipping into bed after a long day,you curling up to my side.

I see my sister meeting your brother,them going out and partying together-both our families morphing into one. I see your mother finally accepting us being an us. I see me playing a show,you in the audience,my eyes on you the entire time. I see you going to college,becoming a nurse. I see us adopting a child,growing old,being happy.

I see the future laid out before me.

And for once,I'm not scared,not in the slightest.