To all of those who have left me,
Here I stand, in the cells of Azkaban. Here I stand, convicted with a crime that I did not commit. Here I stand, with hatred towards all of you, all of you that left me. Mother, Father, Sirius, Dumbledore, Remus. All of you. You left the world because of me. You all made me stand there, feeling useless. You left when I needed you the most.
Where were you, Mother and Father, when the Dursley's were half starving me? Where were you, Sirius, when I had to stay in that place? Where I was as mentally abused as possible? Where were you Dumbledore, when I had to face off with Voldemort? And Remus, where were you when I was forced to watch my mentor, my closest thing I had to a grandparent, die?
You were all thinking about yourselves. Thinking about the good in the world. Well, you know what? Maybe I didn't want to be in this world. Mother, why did you force me to live? Why force me to stay alive, without my parents there to save and guide me through out the world? Sirius, why, when I finally found you, did you not obey what you were told? Dumbledore, why did you force me to watch you die? And Remus, why did you not arrive in time?
Then, there are all those who are alive. Rufus Scrimgeour, why did you do this? I saved your damn people, and this is what I get? So what if I killed Draco Malfoy? He was a Death Eater! He was about to kill Dumbledore! And you convict me of killing an "innocent" student. Sure.
Ron, Hermione, Ginny. You weren't there. None of you were. Maybe it was because of your fear, or maybe not. All I know is that if the Weasleys and Hermione were there, then I would've felt better.
And Snape. Severus Snape. I was beginning to look up to you, you know that? You were very brave in my eyes. My damn naive eyes. You were trusted by Dumbledore. He trusted you and this is how you repay him? You kill him? I can't believe that I actually thought that you were being good. You and your damn acting.
So, in closing, I hate you all. Thanks for making my life a living hell. I'm sure that you all enjoyed it. Just remember. Next time, maybe the next savior won't be so passive.
-Harry James Potter
