Notes=Luffy is raped on a daily basis by Sanji. Zoro finds out. A Zoro and Luffy fic.

Chapter 1

Luffy P.O.V

I screamed through the gag as he rammed himself in and out of me moaning in pleasure. Soft wimpers came out as well as weak moans from being stuck in keroseiki cuffs. He kept the cuffs just for these moments.

" You feel great. A good fuck up the ass. What I need today" he said. I whimpered knowing it would also be awhile before he uncuffed me.

After getting done, he showered, got dressed, flirted with the girls, started breakfast and then uncuffed me.

I went and showered. Lately I hadn't been eating. The so called " I hate seeing people starve" bull crap is just a thing he puts up so that people think he's an ok person. People like me I guess.

I decided to go ask Nami when we landed because I wanted more art supplies. I loved drawing and I was out. I have been drawing sketches of Zoro lately. I love Zoro so there were a few of him sleeping or training. Just sketches of Zoro being Zoro.

I entered Nami's office and saw her working on a map. Nami knew I was into drawing seeing as I bought her supplies for her maps at the art stores when I went too. " When do we land on an island?" I ask. The deal was...my allowance was a tad higher if I got her map supplies but that was because she also wanted me to confess to Zoro.

Nami also knew I liked Zoro. " In a few hours. Here's our money so you can get your supplies and my supplies." she said. I wasn't dumb like people made me out to be. If you know the right perspectives in art and stuff you have a decent IQ.

Or one thats there anyways. The only reason that I fell in the ocean every day was because I was suicidal and hated life. I was sick and tired of being raped. I had a journal and wrote in it. Yeah. I write too. No one read it either so it doesn't matter.

I just put up an act and people fall for it...well except for Nami who is pretty smart and knows me. Zoro most likely suspects something but doesn't show it.

I went into my room to write another journal entry.

September 5th,

Dear Journal,

Another suicide down the toilet. Could always try to drown when I am taking a bath. It's a wise idea but Nami knows the numerous ways I have tried to die by now and has blocked off all the rooms. She is the only one of the whole crew who knows I am suicidal and jumping off the ship on purpose. Got raped again so kind of want to buy a new knife for cutting too but am pretty sure my shopping bags will be checked by Nami(should just call her mom since she acts like my mom;lol). I wish I could tell my true love I love him but so long as that bastard keeps rapeing me, I cant!

I sighed and then decided to get ready to go and get our stuff. Nami stopped me and told me not to buy any new knives. Yeah I am also a cutter. Nami is like a parent figure...quite literally. She is dateing Robin.

" Nami, you and Robin should go out to eat somewhere." I said. " Luffy I have to finish this map. It tells us what town we hit next and..." she started. " Captains orders. You and Robin need to get out and do something." I said having not used to my authority as captain to get my crew out and about. Nami looked ready to laugh then.

I then headed off to get a new journal, art supplies, and Nami's map supplies.

Zoro P.O.V

I already knew Luffy was into drawing and knew he was suicidal. I didn't tell anyone though. It was for Luffy to say. Not me. Last time I saved him, he got pissed and tried to hit me and I grabbed his hand and merely said " I'm not letting you go that way captain."

As I trained again, I saw the witch drawing maps outside. " Have you thought about doing anything with Luffy, Zoro?" she asked. I shook my head. " I plan on raising allowance and canceling what you owe me but I want you to take him somewhere." she said.

I looked at the ocean. This wasn't for the money but to stop Luffy from killing himself. " Fine but it's for Luffy. He's been having problems lately." I said. " I already know about the suicides. He's smarter than that to merely fall in by accident. Someone is hurting him." she told me.

" I know" I agreed. Sanji came in, looking satisfied. Lately Luffy avoided the cook and now barely ate. Luffy was getting to be frail due to this. I watched as Luffy came over and handed Nami her map supplies.

" Luffy you're going to be heading out with Zoro. You haven't aten lately and you need a decent meal." Nami told him. Luffy looked at me but said nothing.

So I headed off with him.

-later with zoro-

Luffy P.O.V

I ate a bit of it. More than normal. I know Sanji drugs my food so that he can screw me even more so I barely eat the food on the ship. I also won't let crew mates take any food on my plate due to this.

I had shown Chopper why once and merely said it must of been an accident at a pub we were at and there was something foreign in my beverage so he didn't think it was an " on purpose thing".

" You eat more here than on the ship. Care to say why?" Zoro asked. Zoro and Nami treated me like I was intelligent and not like an idiot. " My food is drugged so I don't eat. You can even look next time but please don't show the others because I don't want them worried." I said.

" Fine." he said. " I won't show the others."