Prologue

"I can't even look at you!" I screamed at him, tears streaming down my face. "You fucked us up! You screwed everything! We had our ups and downs but we managed to fix it all at the end of the day, but not this time. No, this time we-"

"No! Ally, please," he got on his knees and clasped his hands together in begging position, "I'm begging you. This- this can't be it, no no no." He wrapped his arms around my waist, and buried his head in my stomach.

I could barely hear him begging me, barely feel his lips on the bare skin of my stomach, all I could hear were the same three words in my head over and over again: they were right, they were right, they were right.

I'm going insane.

"Get off," I quietly commanded him, and he slowly obliged looking up at me with bloodshot eyes.

He stood and looked me in the eyes, his filled with sorrow while mine were preoccupied with determination.

"Goodbye Austin," I sniffled and turned around, I wasn't going to have him try to win me back with some excuse, or even puppy dog eyes, it wasn't going to happen.

No matter what I do, there is no way I will ever look at him again.