Title: She's only happy when it Rains

Chapter: ...This body is a clay pot...

I'm only happy when it rains

I'm only happy when it's complicated

And though I know you can't appreciate it

I'm only happy when it rains

You know I love it when the news is bad

Why it feels so good to feel so sad

I'm only happy when it rains


Pour your misery down

Pour your misery down on me

Pour your misery down

Pour your misery down on me


I'm only happy when it rains

I feel good when things are going wrong

I only listen to the sad, sad songs

I'm only happy when it rains


I only smile in the dark.

My only comfort is the night gone black.

I didn't accidentally tell you that I'm only happy when it rains

You'll get the message by the time I'm through

When I complain about me and you.

I'm only happy when it rains
Pour your misery down...

You can keep me company

As long as you don't care
I'm only happy when it rains

You wanna hear about my new obsession

I'm riding high upon a deep depression

I'm only happy when it rains
Pour your misery down on me

I'm only happy when it rains...

'I'm only happy when it rains' – garbage

Kikyou tried not to look up at the dark sky, the shining stars and the color of the leaves of trees as they reflected the moonlight. She finally gave up and let the tears that had been pushing on her eyes run down her cheeks. Before she came completely into the small clearing she stopped dead in her tracks. 'Inuyasha loves her.' The words ran over over in her head and her lips moved to say 'No!' but nothing came out.

-Inuyasha was holding her in his arms looking at her, a look of love-, a look Kikyou had only thought he had showed to her.

-She reached up and brushed back a strand of his silver hair and he grabbed her hand and held it in his grasp.-

Kikyou's face was no longer blank and showed the sadness that had stayed deep in her heart for so long.

-Inuyasha bent down over Kagome's face.-

Kikyou turned away, "Inuyasha....." she whispered as she walked away through the trees.

''forward''

Kikyou's fast pace dwindled and she slowly came to a stop, a soul stealer floated by her, 'If I was still alive....in my own flesh not in this clay prison.....if I was human again....would Inuyasha love me?' she thought. Kikyou looked up at the sky not with sorrow but with anger, "I Don't want to be made of clay anymore! If I have to continue like this I don't want to live!" she screamed then fell to her knees crying.

'new p/o (p/o point of view)/'

The great sky demon had heard her cries and turned around, floating on thick mist, "Kikyou I will not let you be miserable any longer" its voice boomed like the sound of thunder "Kikyou you will no longer suffer."


(Back to Kikyou's point of view.....)

Kikyou sobbed throwing her self into the dirt; suddenly it felt like was something breathing on her neck. She looked up ready to kill what ever was leaning over her, there was nothing there, she glanced around to see a figure on the path ahead of her. A demon.

"Leave Demon" Kikyou spat out, but it still stood there (or should I say floated there), Kikyou stood up Glaring, "What do you want?" the demon seemed to understand what she had said yet it was not answering. 'I'm not wasting my time on this' she thought and started to walk, past the demon, down the path.

"So Kikyou, are have finally become sick of your clay body." a voice that seemed like it came from all around her said in a deep voice, Kikyou stopped at this comment and looked over her shoulder, the demon was gone. "Kikyou would you like to be human once more" said the voice now in front of her.

Kikyou slowly turned her head to look at the sky demon, "What do you want?" she said again only this time with a hint of suspicion "The real question, Kikyou, is what do you want." Said the demon; this broken record conversation was starting to getting on her nerves.

Not answering Kikyou looked down at her hands, they were so life like, and yet she knew that they were not real, all of her was not real; she was a clay pot. Kikyou looked up and was shocked to see blue light everywhere, 'is it going to kill me' she thought, she wasn't afraid she was ready to go, to leave the fake body and the no-longer returned affections she had of Inuyasha.

''forward''

Kikyou felt that she was lying on a wooden floor and that she was inside because there was no sunlight on her eyelids, 'what am I doing still alive?' she though morbidly. She opened her eyes and let them adjust, she was beside a well, all around her there seemed to be wood; all except for the well it was made of stone, and looked much older than everything else. 'What now...' Kikyou stood up and saw that there was a door, walking though it she almost thought that she was going crazy, in front of her was not a village or even forest, but what looked like a place (which is really a house, poor Kikyou hasn't seen modern day houses ok...).

In front of the palace was a long stretch of black stone, "A path...." Kikyou murmured and began to walk down it still looking around in amazement.