Dean decides he's going to go and capture one of hells demons on his own. Dean gets in his car and drives. He is heading to Illinois to find a demon that once cross roads with his dad in the past. As he arrives in an empty parking lot, dean is gettingsuspicious
of what might happen!
Suddenly a circle of demons chanting surrounds him, dean falls to his knees, grabbing his head, screaming! This continues, dean starting being haunted by thoughts of his troubled past. Every time he letdown Sam, his mom, and especially Cas!
As the demons start to finish their chant to drag Dean into hell, Cas falls from the sky, angry and powerful, and with one strike. All demons had fallen back into hell.
Cas quickly ran and comforted dean in his arms. Dean looked up to Cas and said "you always knew didn't you, all the times i'vetried to hide it, what does it all come down to?" Cas interrupted "Dean all that matter is I'm here, and in not going any
/where, say why don't you pull your self together and stay alive dean, that's all you need to do" as tears run down his face. "I need Sam, I need to know he is safe" Dean said in a panic. "Sam is a big boy, he knows what not to do" Cas replied.
"You will take care of him, make sure he sticks to those books and keep him out of trouble" Dean desperately says. "And Cas you, you know I love you, at first I thought it was a brotherly protecting kinda way, but it's deeper than that, you know that"
/Cas replied amusingly " Dean Winchester I do know, and I know whenyou get your ass up of this floor, you can take me out for dinner, so you, you better get up Dean, Sam needs you, I need you, come on Dean" as Dean starts to close his eyes, loosing
gripin Castiel's hand, a single tear drop falling from his face. Cas grips tighter, crying, he shouts and nothing else matters but Dean!
Sam runs over shouting "DEAN, DEAN! No, no, no" he drops to his knees, tears streaming down his face! Both Cas and Sam are left hopeless and completely destroyed.