"Questions" (tsukasa's reasoning)

Why is my life like this trapped in a world of nothing? Nothing of my life has ever meant anything. Yet in this "World" I feel as if I'm going to be the one being the main reason for life or death. What does this life really hold in "The World"? I have to find out yet, . I was chosen for this ..why.. I wish to know what happened for my life to change like this. I have never had friends only enemy's. I never wanted friends I just wanted to be alone. But why then did I join this game.this "World"?

I was never needed in my real life yet I want to go back but I can't. I must live this world till I find my way back. What will take me back? What will bring this world I am in to finishing stop or end? Where is the key to give me the answers even though I have all ready found it. I look on in this world to see that I must further go in to this mystery I am in the middle of. I find myself stuck in this black whole of never dieing or living but just being here and nothing else. I will soon find my way and once I have found it I will then be.free.