Disclaimer: I do not own Glee or any of the characters.
A/N: I didn't have a clue what to call this, so I just decided to name it after the song that was in my head (the song Quinn sings).
This story is completely made up of MSN (messenger) and text conversations. I like reading stories like this and I like writing them... so here's another! It's fairly long and just basically the journey of Rachel and Quinn getting together.
Sunday.
Quinn: Evening.
Rachel: Good evening, Quinn.
Quinn: You alright?
Rachel: I am doing particularly well this evening, thank you. How are you?
Quinn: Good, thanks.
Quinn: and it's cool you're doing good and stuff
Quinn: So what are you up to?
Rachel: Looking through Facebook. You?
Quinn: Same.
Rachel: Cool.
Quinn: Yeah.
Quinn: So... I liked your performance today.
Rachel: Thank you, Quinn. It is nice to be appreciated once in a while.
Quinn: I always appreciate you when you sing
Quinn: You touch something in me...
Rachel: I believe my voice does have that effect on people but they're too afraid to admit it.
Quinn: Maybe.
Rachel: You have to admit that I am right.
Quinn: I do. You touch me all over when you sing.
Rachel: Okay...
Quinn: I'll have to do a good enough performance to be able to touch you next time.
Rachel: I have to say Quinn, your phrases are making me feel a little uncomfortable.
Quinn: But I want to touch you.
Rachel: Are you drunk?
Quinn: No.
Quinn: Not yet.
Rachel: Are you going to a party later or something?
Quinn: No. My mom has gone out for the night so I've taken a bottle out of the cabinet.
Rachel: So you're drinking alone?
Quinn: Story of my life. I don't think I could drink with Puck again.
Rachel: Understandable.
Rachel: You seemed to be okay at my party though with him there.
Quinn: He was all over Zizes. I felt safe with everyone there.
Quinn: and even though you were extremely drunk, I know you wouldn't have let anything happen to me.
Rachel: Of course I wouldn't have, Quinn. And I wasn't that drunk.
Quinn: You were.
Rachel: Were not.
Quinn: No, really, you were.
Quinn: You were sucking the face off of a gay guy
Rachel: He was confused about his sexuality.
Quinn: And he's now very gay.
Rachel: Well... yes. We could have worked and had amazingly talented and good looking children, but yes, I am of the female gender and he obviously doesn't favor me over Kurt.
Quinn: They're a cute couple
Rachel: I agree.
Rachel: It's nice to have most of the Glee club paired off and happy.
Quinn: Yeah.
Rachel: Kurt and Blaine...
Rachel: Noah and Lauren...
Quinn: Tina and Mike...
Rachel: Brittany and Artie...
Quinn: Brittany and Santana...
Rachel: Oh dear.
Quinn: What?
Rachel: That's not going to end well, is it?
Quinn: Not in the slightest.
Quinn: I knew it as soon as Brittany got with Artie it wasn't going to end well
Rachel: They could still work.
Quinn: Not if Santana has anything to do with it
Rachel: That is true.
Quinn: Poor Artie.
Rachel: I've always imagined you and Artie could make a cute couple.
Quinn: What?
Rachel: Yeah... I've seen your little shared looks before... I think you'd make a cute couple.
Quinn: Uhh... they may have been something between us a VERY long time ago... but I like someone else... so, uh.. no.
Rachel: There was something between you?
Quinn: Yeah, like before Glee club and everything. Everyone thinks Finn was my first love... but Artie actually was. We went well together.
Rachel: Oh my God. Does anyone else know this?
Quinn: Santana. Brittany. They both get funny with me about it.
Rachel: Why did you tell me if it's only them two who know? And obviously you and Artie?
Quinn: To tell you in a twisted way that Finn wasn't my first love and I never loved him?
Rachel: Oh. Okay. Why did you split up with Artie, may I ask?
Quinn: My need to be popular. I couldn't be popular if I was with some geek in a wheelchair...
Rachel: Quinn. That isn't very nice.
Quinn: I know, okay? I know.
Rachel: Do you still love him?
Quinn: No. Definitely not. I mean maybe we'll always have a little something but no... I love someone else.
Rachel: So if Artie asked you out... you wouldn't say yes?
Quinn: Correct. I wouldn't say yes. Even though my love for someone seems to be only one sided, I couldn't be with someone else when I'm thinking of the person I love every minute of the day.
Rachel: Understandable.
Rachel: Who is it you're in love with?
Quinn: Ah, that's a little something I'm not willing to share with you, Berry.
Rachel: Fair enough. I didn't expect you to but it was worth a try. I have to say though that I am shocked not only about you and Artie, but the fact that you told me.
Rachel: You wont slushie me if I told you that I'd considered dating Artie once, would you?
Quinn: Why would I slushie you for that?
Quinn: ?
Rachel: Him being your first love and everything...
Quinn: Rach, he may have been my first love but I don't love him now. Me and him are in the past. Far in the past. So far in the past that this is the first time I've spoken about it in a couple of years. It has been and gone and forgotten
Quinn: :)
Rachel: Are you okay with that?
Quinn: 100%
Rachel: That's good then
Quinn: Yup
Rachel: So... you don't think the one you love likes you back?
Quinn: lol no, not in the slightest.
Rachel: Why is that?
Quinn: They're interested in someone else
Rachel: ...but they're not with this someone else?
Quinn: No.
Rachel: There's always hope then?
Quinn: Hmm... I think too much stuff is in the way, really. If I were to make a pro and con list, the con list would be longer than your list of solo choices.
Rachel: That's a pretty long list.
Quinn: Yeah.
Rachel: What about the pro column? How long is that?
Quinn: Probably about the size of how much Literature work I did today... a couple of lines.
Rachel: Well what are the pros? If you can say?
Quinn: erm
Quinn: We're both hot
Rachel: Always a bonus
Quinn: We're relatively smart
Rachel: Always attractive.
Rachel: But what about chemistry... how much of that do you have with them?
Quinn: I kind of think a lot. Maybe not in the best way at times, but I think she'd agree we have a lot
Rachel: Well that has narrowed it down
Quinn: You think?
Rachel: Definitely.
Quinn: Oh my God
Rachel: Yep.
Quinn: I just...
Rachel: Yep.
Quinn: Can I die right now?
Rachel: Quinn, it's nothing to be ashamed of. Being gay is perfectly normal.
Quinn: I'm not gay
Rachel: Bisexual then
Quinn: I've already slipped up
Quinn: Maybe I am gay
Quinn: But erm
Quinn: Yeah
Quinn: Can we talk about something else now?
Quinn: I can't believe I said that
Quinn: Oh my God
Rachel: It's fine, Quinn. If it makes you feel any better then I can quite openly admit to you that I am bisexual.
Quinn: You are?
Rachel: Yes. So you can relax
Quinn: Have you ever like, been in love with a girl though?
Quinn: That's like... really gay
Rachel: No... not yet.
Quinn: Yet? Do you like a girl?
Rachel: I honestly don't really have my eye on anyone right now
Quinn: Oh
Quinn: Well this is awkward
Rachel: It's fine, Quinn. I wont tell anyone.
Quinn: Thanks I guess
Rachel: So this lady of yours... you think she thinks you have chemistry?
Quinn: er, well, yeah
Rachel: A friend of yours then
Quinn: I guess so
Rachel: Okay... so... she's hot, smart and you have chemistry with her
Quinn: Yeah
Rachel: Is it Santana?
Quinn: No
Quinn: But please don't throw names at me because if you said her name I don't want to lie to you
Rachel: She's someone I know then?
Quinn: Maybe
Rachel: Right. Well, I don't want to pressure you into saying... but I'd like to help you
Rachel: Is there any way that I could?
Quinn: Not really
Rachel: Could I not ask every girl in school their sexuality?
Quinn: Only if you want to get a few punches in the face. I'd not advise it.
Rachel: Maybe that would be a little personal
Quinn: Yeah
Quinn: Besides, I know her sexuality
Rachel: Oh really? She might just want people to think that she's straight. I thought you were straight until tonight
Quinn: Who said she's straight?
Rachel: She's not?
Quinn: No
Rachel: Well... that's brilliant, Quinn!
Quinn: It helps, but there's no chance for us
Rachel: But why?
Quinn: She's not interested
Rachel: How would you know if you don't ask?
Quinn: It would be humiliating if I asked and she felt nothing for me though
Rachel: Hmm... that's true
Rachel: Though I fail to see how anyone couldn't have feelings for you. You're a very pretty girl, Quinn. And I seem to recall me once telling you that you're a lot more than that, too.
Quinn: That was the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me.
Quinn: You have no idea how much that meant to me
Rachel: I'm not the only one who knows that, Quinn
Quinn: I think you are, you know. People think the real me is that girl who was captain of the Cheerios and could get anyone to do what I wanted with just one look
Quinn: You seem to be the only one who knows that isn't the real me. You know it's a cover up
Rachel: Why can't you be yourself all the time?
Quinn: It's hard
Rachel: Surely it's harder to pretend to be someone you're not?
Quinn: Surprisingly, it isn't. It just hurts.
Rachel: You don't have to hurt, Quinn. I want to help you become more... you. Maybe if you start being more like the real you, you'll have more confidence to ask this girl out.
Quinn: I don't think I'd ever have the confidence
Quinn: No matter how much she knows the real me
Quinn: ugh, I hate this.
Rachel: You wont get anywhere in life if you wait for other people to make the first move all the time.
Quinn: This is different.
Quinn: My God. I love her. I love her so much that it fucking hurts. If she rejected me... I think I'd die
Rachel: That's a little dramatic, Quinn.
Quinn: Your specialty
Rachel: I resent that
Quinn: Sorry
Quinn: But you see why I can't make the first move
Quinn: It hurts so much now I can't even begin to imagine the pain I'd feel if she rejected me
Rachel: You're cute when you're like this.
Rachel: Why are you sure she'd reject you?
Quinn: We've got... history
Rachel: You and Puck kind of history or you and me kind of history?
Quinn: Er... you and me
Rachel: Well if you show her that you've changed, Quinn, she can forgive you for things that have happened in the past
Rachel: Being honest here, even though I never let it show, you used to hurt me really badly, Quinn. I used to cry because of you. But now... I forgive you. I forgive you for everything because I've seen you now for who you really are. I'd never hold our past against you.
Rachel: Quinn?
Rachel: Are you there?
Quinn: I'm so sorry
Rachel: For what?
Quinn: Making you cry! I feel fucking awful right now.
Rachel: Quinn, it's okay. I forgive you, I promise you. I don't hold any grudges against you for it.
Rachel: And if I can get over how you've treated me in the past, anyone can
Rachel: Including this girl who you think so much of
Rachel: If you let her see that, then maybe you'll have a chance with her
Rachel: If you show her or tell her how much you care then really, Quinn, it could touch anyones heart.
Rachel: I wish someone loved me as much as you love this girl
Rachel: Quinn?
Rachel: Hello?
Rachel: Have I said something I shouldn't have?
Quinn: No
Rachel: Oh, you're there
Rachel: Are you okay?
Quinn: Yeah
Quinn: I think I need to tell you something
Quinn: I'm going to tell you and then I'm going to go, okay?
Rachel: Wait why will you go?
Quinn: I don't want to know your reaction
Rachel: But we have school tomorrow so I'll see you then anyway
Quinn: I'll avoid you
Rachel: Please don't
Rachel: Don't tell me if you're going to do that
Rachel: Please
Quinn: I can't do this
Rachel: What?
Quinn: Tell you
Rachel: Then don't. It's fine. Just think of her, how you're going to show her you've changed.
Rachel: I'm just someone who is willing to help you, I don't need to know
Quinn: Please stop
Rachel: Stop what?
Quinn: Being so nice to me
Quinn: I don't deserve it
Rachel: You deserve it more than you deserve being hated... and really, who could hate you? You're Quinn Fabray. Funny, smart, gorgeous, talented, so beautiful, so bright, confident and did I mention you're the prettiest girl I've ever met?
Quinn: I love you.
x
Monday.
From Rachel:
Can we talk?
From Rachel:
Please, Quinn?
From Rachel:
You can't avoid me forever
From Rachel:
You look really beautiful today
From Rachel:
What happened with Santana?
From Rachel:
Have you been crying?
From Rachel:
Please, Quinn, I can't stand to see you like this.
From Rachel:
I've been hearing some talks... did Santana hit you?
From Rachel:
I'll hit her. Why did she hit you?
From Rachel:
Quinnnnnn
From Rachel:
Please just talk to me.
From Quinn:
Stop texting me
From Rachel:
Quinn! How are you? Are you okay?
From Quinn:
I just told you to stop texting me. Don't you ever listen to me?
From Rachel:
Don't shut me out. Not now
From Quinn:
Leave me alone
From Rachel:
Quinn, please. I've been going out of my mind all day.
From Quinn:
Not my problem
From Rachel:
Please just tell me how you are?
From Rachel:
Please?
From Rachel:
Stop being so stubborn and talk to me
From Rachel:
Do you want to talk about last night?
From Rachel:
Ugh, just give me a chance will you?
From Quinn:
I'm warning you, Berry. Stop texting me.
From Rachel:
Come out of the bathroom
From Quinn:
Oh my God will you just go away?
From Rachel:
No
From Quinn:
I'm not leaving here until you're gone
From Rachel:
Please can we talk?
From Quinn:
Look, I'm sorry... but please just piss off.
From Rachel:
Fine.
From Rachel:
I'm singing to you in Glee today.
From Quinn:
Don't you dare
From Rachel:
You mean a lot to me, Quinn.
From Quinn:
Just stop it
From Rachel:
We'll talk later
x
From Quinn:
I hope you're happy now.
x
Rachel: I'm so sorry, Quinn, I had no idea all that was going to happen
Quinn: Obviously
Rachel: I'm so sorry
Quinn: Yeah. You said.
Rachel: Please forgive me?
Quinn: I haven't stopped crying since I left the choir room
Rachel: Ugh, Quinn
Rachel: What can I do to make it up to you?
Quinn: Kill me?
Rachel: Don't.
Quinn: I've never so humiliated in all my life
Quinn: How could you do that?
Rachel: It actually wasn't my fault
Quinn: So who's was it? You're the one who sang that song... which I still don't know how you know it effects me so badly because it fucking reminds me of you. You're the one who made me cry in front of the whole Glee club. You're the reason why Santana now knows that it's YOU of all people I like... and now everyone in Glee knows. So thanks for that. I've just become even more of a laughing stock than I already was.
x
From Quinn:
I didn't mean to offend you.
From Rachel:
It's fine. Anyone who is in any way linked to me suddenly becomes a lot less popular.
From Quinn:
I wish it wasn't like that.
From Rachel:
Yeah, well, it is. It's something I've had to deal with all my life. You should know how that feels, Lucy. Nice to know your popularity means more to you than I do.
From Quinn:
That's not true. You know it's not. I was just angry.
From Quinn:
Rachel?
From Quinn:
I'm so sorry for what I said.
x
Tuesday.
From Rachel:
How can you go from being lovely to me one minute and a complete bitch the next?
From Rachel:
I hope you know I don't like you very much right now.
From Rachel:
My dads are going to have to buy me a new sweater. That was my favorite but there is no way that slushie stain is going to come out.
From Quinn:
Yeah well hopefully they'll buy you something decent now. Maybe I done you a favor ruining that hideous thing.
From Rachel:
Fuck you.
x
Wednesday.
From Rachel:
I've never been more disappointed in you than I am now.
x
Thursday.
From Rachel:
How can you tell me that you LOVE me and do this?
From Rachel:
You have no idea how I'm feeling right now.
x
Friday.
From Rachel:
I hope you know I cried myself to sleep last night.
x
Monday.
From Rachel:
Quinn, please put a stop to this. It hurts.
x
Tuesday.
From Rachel:
I'm days away from telling my dads I want to transfer.
From Rachel:
You'll never see me again.
From Rachel:
I guess that's what you want now
x
Wednesday.
From Rachel:
Grow up.
x
Thursday.
Quinn: You had no right to take my book from me.
Rachel: You had no right to slushie me, push me around, laugh at me, order attacks on me.
Quinn: That journal is my private property.
Rachel: And this is my fucking life.
Rachel: Why do you keep on hurting me and writing how much you love me rather than just growing a pair and ask me out.
Rachel: Do you even realize that Santana has given me a black eye?
Quinn: What?
Rachel: Not like you care anyway
Quinn: How did she give you a black eye? Did she hit you?
Rachel: So what if she did? What would you do about it?
Quinn: Is this some sort of joke? To see what I'd actually do if she hit you?
Rachel: Yeah, Quinn. It's just a joke.
x
Friday.
From Quinn:
You told me it was a joke!
x
From Quinn:
I've been suspended.
x
Rachel: How long for?
Quinn: Two weeks.
Rachel: What did you do?
Quinn: Killed Santana.
Rachel: You'd be in prison if you did that.
Quinn: It would be worth it.
Quinn: I hit her
Rachel: Why?
Quinn: What do you mean why? She hit you!
Rachel: I can fight my own battles
Quinn: Obviously not. She's still alive.
Rachel: Calm down
Quinn: Don't fucking tell me to calm down. I'm furious at her
Rachel: But why?
Quinn: I just told you. She hit you.
Rachel: So?
Quinn: She hurt you! I wasn't going to let her get away with it.
Rachel: The only person who has hurt me these past two weeks is you.
x
Saturday.
From Quinn:
Come online?
From Quinn:
Please?
x
From Quinn:
Talk to me. Santana just told me she's been to see you
From Quinn:
Rach, please. I'm scared.
From Quinn:
What did she do?
x
Sunday.
From Quinn:
Can you come online?
x
Quinn: What did Santana do?
Rachel: Well hello, Quinn. Yes I'm fine thanks, how are you?
Quinn: Sorry. Hello. How are you? Really?
Rachel: Hurt.
Quinn: What did she do?
Rachel: Not by her.
Quinn: Oh... is this me again?
Rachel: I didn't think it was possible to feel so heartbroken by someone you don't love.
Quinn: I'm sorry.
Quinn: What can I do to make it up to you?
Rachel: Sing to me in Glee
Quinn: But I've been suspended for two weeks.
Rachel: Looks like you'll have to wait then.
Quinn: Okay :( Is there anything else I can do?
Rachel: Not really for now.
Quinn: Okay. I'll wait.
Rachel: In answer to your earlier question, Santana just visited me to talk.
Rachel: I apologize for making you worry.
Quinn: What did she want to talk to you about?
Rachel: She loves you, you know?
Quinn: What?
Rachel: You know, like a best friend
Quinn: Well yeah I know that... even if she does hit me from time to time
Rachel: She came to apologize to me for hitting me and to talk about you. She doesn't want to see you hurting anymore
Quinn: ...Santana said that?
Rachel: Yes. She also wants you to grow a pair
Quinn: That's rich coming from her
Rachel: But look how much more happier she is now that she finally has accepted herself and how she feels.
Quinn: That is true...
Quinn: I am really sorry, Rach.
Rachel: I know
Quinn: Do you forgive me?
Rachel: I can't yet
Rachel: It's too soon.
Quinn: I understand.
Rachel: I'm glad
Quinn: Rachel?
Rachel: Yes, Quinn?
Quinn: I love you. You know that, right?
Rachel: I guess so
Quinn: You guess?
Rachel: I know, baby, I know you do. I just wish you wouldn't get so defensive.
Quinn: I need to work on that. You've always helped me with that.
Rachel: At least I'm doing some good
Quinn: You make me a better person
Rachel: You're making me blush
Quinn: I can say a lot more that'll make you blush
Rachel: Like what?
Quinn: Like how I spend at least half my day thinking about kissing you
Rachel: Only half?
Quinn: A lot of the rest of the time I spend it thinking about you in my bed
Quinn: ...Rach?
Quinn: Too soon?
Rachel: Yes
Quinn: Well that's embarrassing
Rachel: Not embarrassing. It's just... you were right. I don't think I've ever blushed so much
Quinn: Sorry
Rachel: Don't apologize
Rachel: It's... kinda hot
Quinn: Now you're making me blush
Rachel: Cute :)
Rachel: It's getting late
Quinn: Oh yeah you have school tomorrow
Rachel: I'm sorry you were suspended. You didn't have to do that for me
Quinn: I would never have forgiven myself if I didn't do something to defend you
Rachel: I'll tell Santana we said thanks
Quinn: For what?
Rachel: Well, if she didn't hit me then you wouldn't have hit her and that is honestly the nicest thing anyone has ever done for me
Quinn: So we thank Santana?
Rachel: Yes
Quinn: Okay
Rachel: Well I'd better be getting some sleep
Quinn: Okay, beautiful. Sweet dreams x
Rachel: Goodnight x
x
Monday.
Rachel: Hey, how was your day?
Quinn: So boring. Yours?
Rachel: Aaw. Same as usual really. Slushie free though
Quinn: I'm glad :)
Rachel: Someone did try to but Santana jumped to my rescue. It was weird.
Quinn: Oh.
Rachel: Oh?
Quinn: She defended you?
Rachel: Are you jealous?
Quinn: What? No
Quinn: Maybe
Quinn: I wish it was me
Rachel: We should be thankful, otherwise I'd have had a crappy day
Quinn: I am thankful :)
Rachel: Has Santana told you about her sleepover?
Quinn: Sleepover?
Rachel: I'll take that as a no
Rachel: She's having a sleepover on Friday
Rachel: She invited you, me and Brittany
Quinn: Oh cool. Sounds good :)
Rachel: So you're going?
Quinn: If you are, yeah
Rachel: Great! I'm kind of looking forward to this
Quinn: It'll be good :) As long as Brittany and Santana don't have sex when we're trying to sleep...
Rachel: Would they seriously? Even with us there?
Quinn: Oh yeah. Nothing would stop them if they're horny.
Rachel: That's a little bit disturbing
Quinn: Yeah
Rachel: Maybe we should outdo them if they make too much noise ;)
Quinn: Rachellllllllllllllll
Rachel: Yes Quinn?
Quinn: Not fair
Rachel: Sorry
x
From Rachel:
Where did you go?
From Quinn:
Sorry, internet cut out
From Rachel:
That's okay, I was going to go soon anyway few things to do. Talk to you tomorrow?
From Quinn:
Yeah :) x
x
Tuesday.
From Rachel:
Santana said we're going to be drinking on Friday
From Quinn:
A typical Lopez sleepover
x
From Rachel:
I can't get online tonight :(
From Quinn:
Okay :(
From Rachel:
Dads want a family evening
From Quinn:
That's nice
From Rachel:
Talk to you later
From Quinn:
:)
x
Wednesday.
From Quinn:
I miss you
x
From Rachel:
We'll see each other Friday :)
From Quinn:
I can't wait
From Rachel:
Talk to you online later?
From Quinn:
Yeah
x
Quinn: Hey Rach!
Rachel: Hello Quinn, how are you?
Quinn: Better now you're here
Rachel: You charmer, you.
Quinn: Good day?
Rachel: Same as usual really. You?
Quinn: As good as it can be here on my own
Rachel: It's not fair that you got suspended. Santana didn't get suspended for hitting me.
Quinn: I had an audience, everyone saw it
Rachel: I'm sorry
Quinn: It's fine babe... totally worth it
Quinn: What do your dads say about going to Santana's on Friday?
Rachel: They're fine with it. I didn't mention that we'll be drinking though
Rachel: I'll have to sneak out a bottle of vodka from their stash
Quinn: You don't have to bring any, you know. I'm sure Santana will have plenty.
Rachel: I'll still bring some... in case she kicks me out for not having with me or something
Quinn: I wouldn't let her do that. She wouldn't do that anyway
Rachel: I'll still bring some :)
Quinn: Okay then
Quinn: I'm gutted I can't go to Glee tomorrow
Quinn: I want to sing to you
Quinn: I have the perfect song
Rachel: You can sing it to me Friday
Quinn: No
Quinn: I want to sing it in front of everyone
Rachel: What song is it?
Quinn: I can't tell you that
Rachel: Pleaseee?
Quinn: Nope!
Rachel: Why not?
Quinn: It's a surprise
Rachel: Fine
Quinn: Not mad, are you?
Rachel: Of course not, Quinn
Quinn: Good :) I'm planning on wooing you, Rachel Berry
Rachel: No more defensive tantrums?
Quinn: Rude. No.
Quinn: I'm all yours
Quinn: And I'll tell everyone
Rachel: You know we're like... not together, right?
Quinn: Yeah I know
Quinn: That doesn't mean that I don't belong to you still
Rachel: I don't own you, Quinn
Quinn: You have my heart. I'm yours.
Rachel: That's sweet
Quinn: So yeah, I'll wait until I'm back at school to sing for you and to you. I hope I'll be good enough
Rachel: You have a beautiful voice, Quinn
Quinn: I mean to get back in your good books
Quinn: Thanks anyway
Rachel: You're working your way there already
Quinn: :D
Rachel: Can I ask you a question?
Quinn: Anything
Rachel: What does being popular mean to you?
Quinn: Not a lot anymore
Rachel: What did being popular mean to Lucy?
Quinn: Nothing and everything. I hated myself and I wanted to be popular so I'd know I was accepted. But I also just wanted to be invisible.
Quinn: I'd built myself up so much since changing that being popular was my only goal, even when I finally was popular. I did everything to keep it
Rachel: Then Beth happened
Quinn: Yes. Then Beth happened
Rachel: Did she change your need to be popular?
Quinn: She changed a lot of things in my life
Rachel: You don't talk about this a lot, do you?
Quinn: No
Rachel: Would you like me to change the subject?
Quinn: It's fine
Rachel: Are you sure?
Quinn: Yeah, I'm sure. Maybe it would do me some good.
Rachel: Do you miss her?
Quinn: So much.
Rachel: Would you get her back if you could?
Rachel: Was that too much?
Quinn: That's a bit of a hard question
Quinn: I don't think I want to answer it
Rachel: That's fine, sorry for throwing you in at the deep end there
Quinn: It's okay, Rach. Just still a sensitive subject
Rachel: How do you feel that it was my mother of all people who adopted her?
Quinn: If she's anything like you then I couldn't be happier for Beth
Quinn: How does it make you feel?
Rachel: It hurt at first but I've kinda got over it. My mom didn't want me but wanted Beth... yeah it really hurt but it's okay now.
Rachel: Hey, you're in love with your daughters sister
Quinn: Oh my God
Rachel: Hahahaha
Quinn: Please never say it like that again
Quinn: Otherwise I'd have to say - if you ever did fall in love with me - that you'd be in love with your sisters mom.
Rachel: That does sound quite wrong.
Quinn: Haha
Rachel: Did Artie ever tell you how he felt about you getting pregnant?
Quinn: No. I never even asked him
Quinn: Do you think I should have?
Rachel: I think he's okay with it, you know. He seems quite close with Noah
Quinn: That's true
Quinn: Wow I feel quite bad about that now though
Rachel: Maybe you should talk with him?
Quinn: I think I will, you know.
Rachel: It might put things to rest for him
Quinn: Has he said something to you?
Rachel: Oh, no, I was just assuming if he did once have bad feelings about it.
Rachel: Quinn?
Quinn: I just phoned him. We're going to meet up tomorrow after school.
Rachel: That's fantastic :) How are you feeling?
Quinn: Nervous. So nervous.
Rachel: It'll be okay, Quinn. Just tell him everything. And the truth
Quinn: I could never lie to him
Rachel: I'm so happy you're both good friends still
Rachel: It's lovely to see
Quinn: We'll never be anything more again
Rachel: I know
Quinn: Good :) I'm going to get some sleep now, Rach
Rachel: Okay, I should be getting to bed too
Quinn: I love you
Rachel: Sweet dreams, Quinn.
x
Thursday.
From Quinn:
I'm so nervous
x
From Quinn:
Wish me luck
From Rachel:
Good luck Quinn. It'll be okay. I'll be here for you after. Let me know how it goes x
x
From Rachel:
Are you okay?
x
From Rachel:
Quinn? Artie just called me. He wants me to talk to you. He wouldn't tell me what happened.
x
From Quinn:
I'm okay, Rach :) I just needed some time to let it all sink in. Everything is okay now though. I'll talk to later online.
From Rachel:
Okay xx
x
Quinn: Hey
Rachel: Hello
Quinn: Talking to Artie definitely helped the both of us
Rachel: Yeah?
Quinn: Yeah. I never knew how hurt he was when I got pregnant
Quinn: How did how he must have felt cross your mind and not mine?
Quinn: You don't have to answer that. Artie did for me when I asked him.
Rachel: What did he say?
Quinn: That I had so much other stuff to deal with without having to worry about an ex
Rachel: I guess he's right
Quinn: Yeah but it still makes me feel bad
Rachel: How is he now?
Quinn: Perfectly fine with everything. We spoke about a lot of things.
Rachel: How are you? How did you feel talking to him?
Quinn: I spoke about Beth a lot. We cried.
Quinn: Ugh Rach I have to tell you something
Rachel: I think I know what's coming. Go for it. Hit me.
Quinn: We kissed...
Rachel: ...and?
Quinn: That's it. We kissed before we both realized what we were doing
Rachel: And nothing else?
Quinn: Did you think I'd get back with him?
Rachel: Well, yeah
Quinn: Rach, no. We'd been talking about everything. Like, I told him how in love with you I am and that it still hurts that you don't seem to feel anything for me back and we spoke about Brittany and Santana and how he knows he's hanging onto something that's never going to last
Quinn: Then it just... happened. It was just one kiss though. We're both kinda heartbroken. But not about each other... just to be clear there.
Rachel: Quinn, I do feel something for you. It's okay that you kissed him, I totally understand.
Rachel: But believe me, I feel something for you. These past three weeks... I've felt more emotion than I ever have. This past week especially. I do really like you, Quinn.
Rachel: And with Artie... I totally understand with him as well. Him wanting to hang onto Brittany but he knows she's slipping through his fingers and into Santana's arms. It's harsh but... I guess that's life.
Rachel: I guess you both felt a bit lost? And went back to something you both know
Quinn: You feel something for me? Really?
Rachel: Of course I do.
Quinn: I never knew
Rachel: Well you do now
Quinn: The grin I have right now is about to break my face
Rachel: Haha! It's a nice feeling to make someone this happy
Quinn: You're everything to me, Rach.
Rachel: I'm swooning. Like seriously. I can't wait for tomorrow!
Quinn: Me either :)
Rachel: Sorry to go back to this conversation... but I am wondering
Quinn: ?
Rachel: Do you feel annoyed at Santana and/or Brittany for what they're doing to Artie?
Quinn: No, honestly, I don't. I kind of hurt for him... but it's not Brittany and Santana's faults, really. They're in love with each other... no one and nothing can get in the way of love
Rachel: I agree. Thanks for that :) So I know tomorrow wont be awkward in any way
Quinn: It wont be. We have good sleepovers and it'll be even better with you there
Rachel: Can I ask why Santana hit you the other day?
Quinn: We were arguing about the Cheerios and I ended up calling her names and rubbing it in her face that Brittany was still technically with Artie
Rachel: Ouch
Quinn: Yeah... I'm not proud of it
Quinn: That's why I think she was so happy when you sang that song to me... because everything clicked for her then. It was like she suddenly understood everything I've ever done
Quinn: I'm even gayer than her
Rachel: I'm still sorry for singing to you like that in front of everyone
Quinn: I'm not sorry and I don't want you to be either
Quinn: I'm so sorry at how angry and defensive I got. When you text me saying you were hurting, I was throwing up all night. I couldn't even believe myself what the hell I was doing. I guess I was scared. I'm so sorry, baby, I was so stupid
Quinn: I'm glad you sang to me. Everyone knows now how I feel. It's like the hardest part is done. I'm out... and I'm pretty proud now.
Rachel: You're an inspiration, Quinn Fabray.
Quinn: You're my inspiration.
Rachel: I am falling so fast for you.
Quinn: If it wasn't so late, I'd be running to your house right now for a cuddle.
Rachel: I'd like a Quinn cuddle
Rachel: But wow, you're right... look at the time! We'd better get some sleep so we're awake enough for tomorrow night :)
Quinn: You're right, as always
Quinn: Goodnight, my love. Sweet dreams xx
Rachel: Goodnight Quinn. Looking forward to seeing you tomorrow x
x
Friday.
From Quinn:
Enjoy your day
x
From Rachel:
All is going well so far :)
From Quinn:
Good. Can't wait to see you tonight!
x
From Rachel:
I'm just leaving
From Quinn:
I'm already here. See you soon x
x
From Quinn:
Come bck downstars!
x
From Quinn:
Whered u go?
From Rachel:
Outsidee!
x
From Santana:
Q! Cntrol ur midget1!
x
From Quinn:
where r u?
From Rachel:
Runnin from brittany!
x
From Rachel:
Come to bed quinnieeeeee!
x
Saturday.
From Quinn:
My head feels like it's just about to explode
From Rachel:
Ooh! You're awake. Take something for it
From Quinn:
I have. Mom's grounded me for the week
From Rachel:
Why?
From Quinn:
She didn't know we'd be drinking
From Rachel:
Bummer. My dads can't tell
From Quinn:
You're lucky you're such a good actress
From Rachel:
Thank you
From Quinn:
You going online?
From Rachel:
Yeah two minutes.
x
Quinn: Hey babe
Rachel: Afternoon. Apart from the brainache, how are you?
Quinn: Surviving. You?
Rachel: A little hung over but okay. I had fun last night
Quinn: Me too
Rachel: I'm sorry that I kissed Brittany.
Quinn: It's okay. She kissed you, you didn't kiss her
Rachel: I'm glad you understand that. She mentioned something about a list?
Quinn: Yeah, you were like one of the very few people in the school who she hadn't made out with before last night
Rachel: You've made out with her?
Quinn: Yeah a while ago
Quinn: She just kind of jumps on people
Quinn: She even done it to Mr Schue
Rachel: Gross
Quinn: That's what Brittany said
Quinn: Ugh I feel so sick
Rachel: Go back to sleep, get some rest
Quinn: No it's okay. I feel better talking to you
Rachel: :)
Rachel: I'm sorry our first kiss was when we were drunk...
Quinn: We're both to blame for that. I'm just surprised I actually got to kiss you
Rachel: I'm a needy drunk
Quinn: I'd noticed
Rachel: I'm sorry
Quinn: Don't apologize, really. I kinda loved you being like that with me
Rachel: I'm glad you weren't an angry drunk last night
Quinn: Angry drunk.. horny drunk.. I don't know which is worse
Rachel: I certainly didn't mind you being a horny drunk
Rachel: I just wanted to cuddle you all night and you just wanted to touch me - and yourself - all night. It was win-win for the both of us, really
Quinn: I'm so embarrassed
Rachel: Don't be
Quinn: But... I... Yeah...
Rachel: If you don't want to talk about it then we wont
Rachel: It's perfectly natural to feel the need to do things like that
Rachel: Even more so when drunk
Rachel: and Brittany and Santana having sex upstairs must not have helped
Quinn: I can't believe I did that
Rachel: I think we're just lucky that I was in the right frame of mind not to jump you
Quinn: I don't think I would have minded
Quinn: But I know what you mean
Quinn: That would suck if we got it on all the way while drunk
Quinn: I want to remember every moment if we ever... got together like that
Rachel: Me too
Quinn: Sorry. Again.
Rachel: Again, don't be. It was insanely hot.
Quinn: Ugh so so so so so embarrassing
Rachel: Quinn, seriously, it was HOT. Don't be embarrassed. I'd never been more turned on in my life
Quinn: Are you still drunk?
Rachel: Certainly not.
Quinn: Okay
Rachel: If it makes you feel better, you're the one I think about now
Quinn: Huh?
Rachel: You know... when I'm... doing what you did last night
Quinn: Oh
Quinn: Ooooh.
Quinn: Oh God
Quinn: That's so hot
Rachel: It is
Quinn: Wow
Quinn: I think I need a few minutes... or a cold shower or something.
Rachel: Me too.
Rachel: I'll be back soon.
x
From Quinn:
I had to get offline. I don't feel too good at all
x
From Rachel:
Aaw baby, I hope you feel better soon. Get lots of sleep and I will talk to you later xx
x
Sunday.
From Rachel:
Quinn? Are you okay?
x
From Rachel:
It has been a while...
x
From Rachel:
Please text me to let me know you're okay
x
From Rachel:
I miss you
x
Monday.
From Rachel:
Good morning, Quinn. How are you?
x
From Rachel:
I'm really worried now. Are you okay?
x
From Rachel:
School isn't the same without you.
x
From Rachel:
I'm coming to your house after school
x
From Rachel:
I'm on my way over.
x
From Rachel:
Aaw Quinn, I'm so sorry you're still really unwell.
From Rachel:
I had a really interesting talk with your mother...
From Rachel:
She said she'd tell me if there was any developments with you so I don't have to feel like I'm going to die by worrying about you
x
From Rachel:
Goodnight beautiful
x
Tuesday.
From Rachel:
Everyone at school is asking you how you are
x
From Quinn:
Hey Princess. I'm so sorry for making you worry. The doctor told me to sleep... so that's what I've been doing
From Rachel:
Oh Quinn! It's so lovely to hear from you again. Does this mean you're feeling a bit better?
From Quinn:
I am a bit, thank you. I'd say I missed you, but I've been dreaming about you...
From Rachel:
Oh yeah?
From Quinn:
Yeah. Dream Rachel loves me
From Rachel:
Real Rachel loves you too
From Quinn:
You love me?
From Rachel:
I do. Like, not quite as much as you love me... but it's coming and it's coming fast. You make my heart flutter, Miss Fabray
From Quinn:
I love you
From Rachel:
xx
x
From Rachel:
Your mom just called me telling me that you've actually eaten something today. I'm so happy you're getting better
x
From Quinn:
What did you talk to my mom about when you came round? And did you actually see me when you came round?
From Rachel:
Yeah I saw you. You didn't look well :( You smiled a little when I gave you a kiss though :p
From Quinn:
You kissed me?
From Rachel:
Just a little one
From Quinn:
Great so the two times we've kissed I've been drunk out my head and asleep.
From Rachel:
Haha next time we'll both be awake a sober :)
From Quinn:
Will look forward to it!
From Quinn:
So what did you talk to my mom about?
From Rachel:
You never told me that you told your mom that you love me
From Quinn:
Oh yeah.. I did tell her
From Rachel:
I see that now. She seems very supportive. She's very... er, she seems a very excited kind of woman
From Quinn:
Ever since she let me come back home she's been like the best mom in the world
From Rachel:
She does seem pretty cool
From Quinn:
I thought she'd freak out and kick me out again when I told her I was into girls
From Rachel:
How did she react then?
From Quinn:
She just hugged me and said she's proud of me
From Rachel:
Aaw, Quinn! That's lovely.
From Quinn:
Yeah. It's cool. Then she asked me if there was any girl in particular... then I couldn't stop talking about you
From Rachel:
You're so cute
From Quinn:
Not as cute as you :p
From Rachel:
I'm so happy you're on your way to getting better. You can come back to school next week!
From Quinn:
Yup. I still feel a bit naff right now but I'm sure I'll be okay for Monday. I can't wait to see you again.
From Rachel:
I can't wait to see you either :)
x
From Rachel:
Goodnight Quinn x
x
Thursday.
From Quinn:
Are you okay? I didn't hear from you all day yesterday. I would have text but I was kind of drifting in and out of sleep
x
From Rachel:
I had a bad day at school yesterday. I've taken the day off today
From Quinn:
What happened?
From Rachel:
Finn outed us to the whole school, baby.
From Quinn:
What? How? Why? What?
From Rachel:
He's such an idiot. I can't believe I ever fucking liked him. I hate him right now.
From Quinn:
I'm going online
x
From Quinn:
Rach? Are you coming online?
x
From Rachel:
Sorry. Had a bit of a breakdown. Coming on now.
x
Quinn: What happened? Are you okay?
Rachel: I'm okay now. Yesterday was awful
Rachel: He told me he loved me and wanted me back
Rachel: I told him that I wasn't interested anymore
Rachel: Then he kissed me in the middle of the hall where everyone saw
Rachel: I pushed him away and told him to back off, told him it wasn't fair what he was doing because I don't want him anymore
Rachel: Then I told him I liked someone else
Rachel: Then his slow brain obviously caught on to what happened in Glee a few weeks back
and knew it was you who I liked
Rachel: Then we had to perform in front of the school because someone canceled on Figgins again
Rachel: And he stopped half way through the performance and told everyone while pointing at me, and I quote: "She's a dyke and she's fucking Quinn Fabray"
Rachel: Then Santana punched him
Rachel: Then Puck beat him up until Mr Schue stopped it
Rachel: Then I just ran off stage. Brittany ran after me but I just didn't stop until I got home
Rachel: Then Finn called me and started apologizing so I told him to fuck off and hung up
Rachel: Then Santana phoned to ask if I was okay and I said no so she tried to make me feel better by talking about what a twat Finn is and she told me that he has been suspended until the end of the week... so basically one day.
Rachel: I've been getting texts from unknown numbers asking me what it's like to... ugh, I don't even want to say.
Rachel: It was awful
Quinn: Baby, I am so, so sorry
Quinn: I'm so sorry I wasn't there for you
Quinn: I hate Finn so much
Quinn: It'll be alright, okay?
Quinn: I'll be there with you Monday and we'll face it together
Quinn: I knew Finn was stupid but I didn't think he'd be that stupid
Quinn: What if we can't perform again?
Quinn: Oh God it's all my fault
Rachel: Quinn, it's not
Quinn: How can I make this better?
Quinn: Oh God
Rachel: Quinn
Quinn: If I never...
Quinn: I'm so sorry
Rachel: QUINN. Please. Stop.
Quinn: What?
Rachel: It's not your fault at all. It's Finn's
Rachel: Finn is just a really jealous guy and he doesn't care who he hurts if he wants something bad enough
Rachel: Obviously his one brain cell didn't tell him that if he really wanted to get me back then he wouldn't have hurt me
Quinn: Wait... you said he kissed you
Rachel: I'm sorry
Quinn: It's not your fault
Quinn: You didn't like... kiss him back though, did you?
Rachel: No, Quinn, I pushed him away
Quinn: Okay. And Puck?
Rachel: What about him?
Quinn: You said he beat up Finn
Rachel: Yeah, he did
Quinn: Do you think he still feels something for you?
Rachel: No. He just likes me because I'm Jewish.
Rachel: Stop worrying, baby.
Rachel: I want you. No one else.
Quinn: Okay. Sorry. I just get worried... you know like as if this is a dream and I'm going to wake up at any second
Rachel: It's not a dream. I'm here and I'm not going anywhere
Quinn: I'll stop being paranoid now :) I just don't think I've ever been this happy in my life
Rachel: Just wait until we actually get together :p
Quinn: I have crazy butterflies just thinking about it
Quinn: When can we be together?
Rachel: Someone's eager ;)
Rachel: After you sing to me in Glee
Quinn: Okay :) Four days
Rachel: Yup
Rachel: I'm kind of exhausted... think I'm going to go to sleep
Quinn: Okay Princess
Rachel: Goodnight x
Quinn: Night Rach x
x
Friday.
From Rachel:
Hey Quinn, I just realized I never asked you how you were yesterday. I apologize. I hope you were okay and hope you're even better today.
x
From Quinn:
It's fine, baby. I know you had a rough couple of days. I'm okay. I'm much better now :) Are you okay today?
x
From Rachel:
I'm glad you're better! I'm okay thanks, had a much better day than Wednesday
From Quinn:
Did you go in today then?
From Rachel:
Yeah. I'm still hearing the talks in the halls but it's okay. I had Santana and Brittany following me around all day. I'm thankful you're friends with them otherwise I wouldn't have them making sure I'm okay
From Quinn:
They're your friends as well now. And what are people saying in the halls?
From Rachel:
Well everyone seems to believe that we just meet up regularly for sex.
From Quinn:
Er... okay. We'll show them on Monday that it's not just sex.
From Rachel:
Obviously. We haven't even had sex... yet.
From Quinn:
Going online?
From Rachel:
Be there in five.
x
Rachel: Hey
Quinn: So... we're going to have sex?
Rachel: That is usually what goes on in a relationship with someone you love. Except if you're Miss Pillsbury of course.
Quinn: Ha
Rachel: You've got to feel sorry for her
Quinn: I'm just glad I'm not her
Rachel: I told Finn that I was going to wait until I was 25 to lose my virginity but Miss Pillsbury is like 30 or something, isn't she?
Quinn: You're going to wait until you're 25?
Rachel: I'm starting to rethink that
Quinn: Oh? Why's that?
Rachel: You managed to turn me on more in one night than Finn has ever done
Quinn: Me?
Rachel: Yeah, you
Quinn: Hnng.
Rachel: What?
Quinn: Hnng... say it
Rachel: I don't get it
Quinn: I'm turned on, okay?
Rachel: Oooh right.
Quinn: Yeah
Rachel: Did... er... did you wanna... talk?
Quinn: About what?
Rachel: Sex?
Quinn: Sex?
Rachel: Yeah. Sex. You know... I do wanna have sex with you
Quinn: Where?
Rachel: My bed?
Quinn: Will your dads be out?
Rachel: Yes
Quinn: So I could lay you down on your bed and kiss you...
Rachel: While I'm running my hands over your back and waist from underneath you...
Quinn: You scratch down my back... making me arch up... then I start to kiss down your neck...
Rachel: You suck on my neck... then lick over the mark you leave...
Quinn: I kiss your lips again while my hand plays with the bottom of your shirt
Rachel: I run my hands over your covered breasts
Quinn: I moan into your mouth
Rachel: I feel your nipples harden under my touch and feel myself getting wetter for you
Quinn: Oh God... I hold the bottom of your shirt and lift it over your head after you give me a nod of permission
Rachel: I slide my hands slowly down your belly and take your shirt off... my hands go back to your breasts
Quinn: I kiss down your neck again, licking your collarbone then kiss the top of your breast while cupping the other in my hand
Rachel: I arch up and squeeze your breasts gently
Quinn: I moan and tell you to take my bra off
Rachel: My fingertips dance across your skin as they reach around behind your back and undo your bra... I slide the straps down your shoulders then remove it an throw it to the floor with our shirts
Quinn: I lean down and brush my breasts against yours... not quite satisfied enough, I tug at your bra, asking you for permission to take yours off
Rachel: I nod desperately, wanting to feel you against me... skin to skin
Quinn: You arch your back and I undo your bra and take it off you
Rachel: You lean back down and our nipples brush against each others... we both moan into each others mouths as we kiss again
Quinn: I brush my tongue up against yours as the tip of my finger starts lightly drawing a circle around your nipple
Rachel: I whimper and bite your bottom lip gently
Quinn: I kiss down your neck and keep going lower until my lips are in line with your nipple. I lick my lips...
Rachel: I breathe heavily and lift my chest towards your face, not being able to wait much longer. Your lips graze my nipple and I shudder
Quinn: I lick around your nipple before taking it into my mouth and begin sucking on it softly. I feel my panties grow damp when you cry out at the feeling of my mouth on you
Rachel: I run my fingers through your hair and watch you
Quinn: I look up at you and lick your nipple lightly, making sure you can see everything I'm doing to you
Rachel: I start to rock my hips slightly, getting more turned on by the second.
Quinn: I lick a path from your nipple over to the other one and suck on it softy before I nip at it. Feeling you shudder under me makes groan and want to take you right at that moment
Rachel: I rock my hips harder and feel the front of my jeans rubbing against the top of your thigh
Quinn: I kiss you and run my hands over the top of your jeans before fiddling with the button
Rachel: I can't take it anymore and undo the button myself
Quinn: I giggle and roll my hips down, I moan at the pressure
Rachel: I look you in the eyes as I lower the zip on my jeans. I hook my thumb on one side and wait for you to do the same with the other side
Quinn: I do what you want me to and we both remove your jeans from your body, leaving you laying underneath me in just your panties... your chest rising and falling fast, your eyes clouded over with lust...
Rachel: And love, baby. I undo the zip at the side of your skirt and pull it down quickly, leaving you in the same state of dress as I am
Quinn: I run my hand over your thighs, feeling your heat as I get higher and higher
Rachel: I cup your breast in one hand while the other cups between your legs
Quinn: I cry out and grind down into your hand needing more
Rachel: I rub softly through the material and moan at how wet you already are
Quinn: All for you, baby, all for you... I place my hand over your covered center and kiss you hard while applying the same amount of pressure between your legs
Rachel: I moan loudly and beg you to take my panties off
Quinn: I take my own panties off then I take yours off, groaning at how wet and ready you are for me
Rachel: I move my hand back to between your legs and run my fingers through your wetness
Quinn: I moan and position my knee at your center and nearly come when I see you grinding yourself into me
Rachel: I rub slow, tight circles over your clit as I feel the pressure begin to grow inside
Quinn: I move myself against you, wanting to feel more... I move my knee away from you and glide my fingers over your clit
Rachel: I'm so close... I move my fingers lower and easily slide two fingers inside of you
Quinn: I begin to lose all thoughts as I ride your fingers and watch you as you watch me
Rachel: I watch you as you move on me, starting to lose control
Quinn: I tell you I'm about to come as I grab hold of your waist and ride you harder
Rachel: I slip another finger into you and groan at how you feel around my fingers... so tight
Quinn: I beg you to give me the release I need
Rachel: I run my thumb over your clit and almost come at the sounds you're making
Quinn: I cry out loudly as I come against you, still riding your fingers to make my orgasm last longer
Rachel: When you stop moving on top of me, I slowly take my fingers out of you and suck all the wetness off of them
Quinn: I moan and move down to kneel between your legs
Rachel: I watch you as your eyes pay attention to my fingers moving between my lips, sucking every last drop of you off of them.
Quinn: Oh fuck I'm going to come.. I place my palms against the inside of your thighs and push your legs further apart and lick a line from your entrance up to your clit
Rachel: I'm coming right with you baby. I reach down and pull on your hair a little as you lick my clit
Quinn: I suck on it hard, wanting nothing more than to see and feel you come
Rachel: I rock my hips fast, feeling myself so close already as you give me more pleasure than I've ever experienced in my life
Quinn: I move one of my hands from your thigh and rub your clit fast with two fingers as I push my tongue inside of you as deep as I can
Rachel: Oh fuck. Oh baby.
Rachel: I'm comign
Quinn: oh fuck yes
Rachel: Coming**
Quinn: That's it baby
Quinn: come for me
Rachel: Oh gd
Quinn: ooooohh
Rachel: Oh. My. God.
Rachel: That was so... intense
Quinn: I can barely even breathe right now
Rachel: Ugh, that was so good
Quinn: I love you so fucking much, Rach.
Rachel: I know baby.
Quinn: Our little game... you didn't get to finish
Rachel: Trust me, I finished alright
Quinn: Mm, so hot
Rachel: Have you seen the time?
Quinn: Oh wow, we're making a habit of going to bed late these days, aren't we?
Rachel: I'm not complaining :)
Quinn: Me either
Rachel: Well I'd better be off... thank you
Quinn: Thank you right back
Quinn: Goodnight gorgeous x
Rachel: Goodnight, Quinn. I'll be thinking of you x
x
Saturday.
From Rachel:
Are you still grounded?
From Quinn:
No, why?
From Rachel:
Want to meet up? Go shopping or something?
From Quinn:
Yeah sounds great! Shall I pick you up?
From Rachel:
If you want :)
From Quinn:
When?
From Rachel:
I'm ready whenever
From Quinn:
Be there in half hour
x
From Quinn:
I can't believe you made me buy an animal sweater. For ME!
From Rachel:
It looked cute on you
From Quinn:
Baby, only you can work that look. I can't
From Rachel:
You looked adorable. You should wear it when you come around mine next
From Quinn:
If I must
From Rachel:
:) I promise not to tell Santana about this
From Quinn:
She'd think I'm more whipped than she is
From Rachel:
No comment
From Quinn:
Hey!
From Rachel:
Love youuuuu
From Quinn:
See you again soon, Rach
x
From Rachel:
I had a really nice day. Thank you, Quinn.
From Quinn:
It was my pleasure
From Rachel:
You didn't have to pay for the meal. It makes me feel bad that you paid for the lot
From Quinn:
I was happy to pay for it. It made me feel like it was... well... you know, a date?
From Rachel:
It was a date
From Quinn:
Yeah?
From Rachel:
Yeah :)
From Quinn:
So you can't feel bad for me paying for it. It was me taking you out on a date
From Rachel:
Okay then :) It was lovely to kiss you while sober!
From Quinn:
And awake ;)
From Rachel:
Yep. You seemed to know the perfect moment to kiss me
From Quinn:
I did?
From Rachel:
Yeah :) I have to tell you again that you looked really beautiful tonight
From Quinn:
Not half as beautiful as you looked... you take my breath away
From Rachel:
You're making me blush again
From Quinn:
Is that a bad thing?
From Rachel:
Not at all. I never wanted tonight to end
From Quinn:
Me either
From Rachel:
I'm falling crazy in love with you, Quinn Fabray.
From Quinn:
You're making me the happiest girl in the world
From Rachel:
Impossible. That title goes to me right now
From Quinn:
I'm looking forward to school on Monday to see you again
From Rachel:
Me too... and for Glee
From Quinn:
I hope you will like my performance
From Rachel:
I'm sure I will. Your voice is stunning and you'll be singing to me... what more could a girl ask for?
From Quinn:
Thank you for the compliment
From Rachel:
I'm sleepy
From Quinn:
Me too... bed time?
From Rachel:
Yeah
From Quinn:
I'm glad you have a good time, Rach. Sweet dreams xx
From Rachel:
The best. Goodnight xx
x
Sunday.
Rachel: Good afternoon, Quinn!
Quinn: Hey Rach :)
Rachel: You alright? What have you been up to?
Quinn: I'm good thanks, you?
Quinn: I went to church this morning
Rachel: Brilliant, thank you.
Rachel: Your mom didn't make you go there after an overnight change of heart about you being gay, did she?
Quinn: Haha no. I just wanted to talk about things... you know, to give me a better understanding. Quite a few things have happened in my life now that is considered a sin but my mind has been put at rest now.
Rachel: I'm glad. Would you like to talk about what you spoke about in there?
Quinn: It was mainly about Beth and you
Quinn: I always thought I was bad for getting pregnant so young and you know, the whole sex before marriage thing... but none of that really matters because I've brought a new wonderful human being into the world. It might have been a mistake but it had a forgiving outcome
Rachel: That's beautiful
Quinn: And I talked about you. Even though I'm the happiest I've ever been, there's always been something in the back of my mind telling me that I'm doing something wrong here. But I'm in love. That's the whole reason we're here. To love and to be loved. Whether it's gay or straight... it doesn't matter
Quinn: I know I maybe should have spoke to you about some of these things but before my dad left, I went to church every single Sunday of my life... even when I was unwell. God was basically my father... so I guess I had this weird need to explain myself
Quinn: And I feel so much better now
Rachel: I'm proud of you :)
Rachel: I understand how being brought up how you were would make a big impact on your life and how you think
Rachel: I'm happy you feel better about everything.
Quinn: So many things in like the last few weeks seem to have been sorted in my life
Quinn: I have you to thank for that, Rach, so thank you
Rachel: I hardly even realize I'm doing anything to help you but I'm glad I am
Quinn: Artie, Beth, God... I feel like I've taken a few happy pills or something
Rachel: Haha :)
Quinn: I just need to smack Finn now and I'll feel complete
Rachel: Why?
Quinn: I'm not going to forget the reason why he was suspended for a very long time
Rachel: Please don't hurt him. I know he done wrong and I'll be angry at him for months, but we can just forget about it
Quinn: Rach...
Rachel: Please? Besides, he got a good beating from Santana and Puck
Rachel: Kurt was even telling me how Finn has been moping around the house
Rachel: He says it serves him right
Quinn: You and Kurt are like best friends, aren't you?
Rachel: I'd say that's accurate
Rachel: From the outside you'd probably think we wouldn't get along but we're actually more alike than before this year I ever thought we could be
Quinn: I think your friendship with him is cute
Quinn: You both used to really envy each other
Rachel: That's because we were always in competition with each other
Rachel: Now I feel we're equals
Rachel: Oooh! We could totally double date
Quinn: Seriously?
Rachel: You don't think it's a good idea?
Quinn: Oh no, I think it's a wonderful idea
Quinn: What would Kurt think
Rachel: He'd love it
Quinn: And Blaine?
Rachel: I'm sure Kurt could talk him round if he didn't really want to
Rachel: I still don't know Blaine too much at the moment
Rachel: I want to get to know him more though
Rachel: Kurt and I will be moving to New York at the end of next year and I expect Blaine will be joining us
Quinn: You've got your future planned out?
Rachel: Basically, yes. But obviously now it has a few adjustments
Quinn: Them being..?
Rachel: You, of course
Rachel: What are you plans for the future?
Quinn: I don't actually really have any
Rachel: Then you could come to New York with us?
Quinn: I guess so
Rachel: You guess? Do you not want to?
Quinn: Oh I do, Rach, I'd quite happily go wherever you go... I just don't know if I'd be good enough for that state
Rachel: Baby, why do you say that? You're so smart. You'll get into college there easy
Quinn: I'm not so sure
Rachel: Hey... you'll get in and you'll do great. There are so many options for you, you can do anything you want
Quinn: I don't know what I want to do though
Rachel: Well then we'll go to New York together and figure it out from there?
Quinn: You really want me there with you?
Rachel: Oh course, Quinn! I wouldn't want to be there without you
Quinn: I'd follow you anywhere, Rach. I hope you're not annoyed at me for not having any plans
Rachel: Of course I'm not annoyed. You're coming to New York with me, that's a plan, right? :)
Quinn: I guess so. Thanks, Rach :)
Rachel: Just don't worry about it :)
Quinn: Can I ask you some questions? I feel like you know my whole life story but I've not really heard much about you... only stuff everyone else knows.
Rachel: If you want to know more things, go ahead :)
Quinn: First I want to know more about your future
Rachel: Our future
Quinn: Our future
Rachel: We move to New York with Kurt and Blaine. We get an apartment together, altogether or two separate apartments across from each other. I go to college, go to as many auditions as I can, then finally get on Broadway. I get little roles at first then eventually become the star. Santana and Brittany come to visit us a lot, and we go to visit them and old friends and family. We go to Santana and Brittany's wedding... then you propose to me... then we babysit for Santana and Brittany's and Kurt and Blaine's kids... then we have children of our own, I'll take a few years off Broadway and hopefully you can take some time off with you career... maybe you'll be your own boss? That would be awesome.
Rachel: Me, you and New York, baby. It's going to be great
Quinn: I'm going to propose, am I?
Rachel: Of course
Quinn: Why me?
Rachel: Quinn, I'm not going to propose. I've never ever thought it would be me to propose to someone
Quinn: You're lucky then that I would be happy to do that
Rachel: :)
Quinn: It would be great if I was my own boss... I wouldn't know what of though
Rachel: Maybe something will come to you in time
Rachel: It's so exciting!
Quinn: It is, I'm quite looking forward to it. Living together... sounds amazing. I think it would be funny with Kurt and Blaine as well. At least I wont have to worry about either of them making a move on you
Rachel: Exactly. Been there, done that
Quinn: It took me a long time to erase that kiss you had with Blaine from my mind...
Rachel: Aaw, I'm sorry. I was so drunk!
Quinn: I know, you were a cute needy drunk. I wished so much that you were hanging off of me rather than Finn. I almost died when you called me 'girlfriend'
Rachel: If I had known back then..
Quinn: I know babe :) Next question?
Rachel: Yup, go!
Quinn: Your past relationships?
Rachel: Do you really want to know about them?
Quinn: I do
Rachel: Are you sure?
Quinn: Yeah, please
Rachel: Okay... er, well, Finn was my first boyfriend. I was kind of infatuated with him. I loved him... but now I see how freaking blind I was. He was no good for me so I'm really glad we're over. Umm, Noah... we were more like, friends with benefits. We made out a lot... it didn't go further than that though. He's a good friend. We had our last make out session when I cheated on Finn... that was when I found out he slept with Santana. And Jesse... he was like the male version of me. It was a bit creepy, I guess. I really liked him though. I almost slept with him but I wasn't ready. Then I found out he was just with me to make us lose the competition and well, my mom put him up to it. That kind of hurt.
Quinn: Interesting, thanks for that :) I'm fucking jealous but I'm okay now that things have been cleared up :)
Rachel: I'm all yours now. If anyone should be jealous, it should be me... Noah had sex with you
Quinn: It makes me cringe every time I think about it
Rachel: Me too
Quinn: Next question? How is your home life?
Rachel: I love my home life. I think I'm really lucky. My daddies think the world of me and I think the same of them. My dad is Hiram and my daddy is Leroy. Dad is Jewish. They're both doctors but they have flexible hours so I still get to see them a lot. We've always been a really happy family. The only time we've had a problem really was when my mom came back into my life. My daddies weren't happy because I was just so lost. I'd always wanted to meet my mom but it didn't end well.
Quinn: I'm sorry things didn't go to plan with your mom
Rachel: It's getting better
Quinn: I'm glad. I must admit you were so quiet for a while ever since that moment you found her
Rachel: I'm glad you and Mercedes were there for me when I left.
Quinn: I'm happy I was there for you. I know it was selfish of me but that was one of the best days of my life.
Quinn: Obviously I felt hurt at how much pain you were in, but I got to hold you for hours
Rachel: I did in the back of my mind wonder why you were so willing to hold me and calm me down
Rachel: Thank you, by the way. You made me feel a lot better that day
Quinn: It wasn't a problem whatsoever
Rachel: :) Any more questions?
Quinn: Yeah one more I think... I want to know about your friends
Rachel: My only friends are in Glee, really. Santana - well, I guess we're friends now. I think she tolerates me for you. Brittany - friends by default. Tina - she's one of the very few who I've been friends with since the beginning, we're close. Mike - we get along thanks to Tina. Artie - he has been a little insensitive to me and behind my back before but apart from that, we're good, he is always there to help me. Mercedes - we argue a lot unfortunately but we sound awesome together when we sing. Finn - he has hurt me too many times to be called my friend right now. Noah - he has always got my back and I think he'll be in my life forever. Kurt - my best friend, I'd do almost anything for him. Lauren - we've only ever spoken to each other like twice. Sam - Santana warned him about me so he always kinda stayed away from me apart from at prom.
Quinn: You're close with Tina? Hmm, Mike never mentioned that
Rachel: Why would he?
Quinn: I'm close with him. He was like the first person I told about you
Rachel: Really? Wow, I never knew you were that friendly with him
Quinn: We're kind of nerds together
Rachel: In what way?
Quinn: Computer games and stuff
Rachel: Quinn Fabray, the closeted nerd!
Quinn: I'm not even ashamed :p
Rachel: Adorable. So... what about your friends?
Quinn: Same as you really. Only have friends in Glee.
Quinn: I'll do a little explanation like you did
Rachel: Okay
Quinn: Santana - pretty much my best friend, we have a weird friendship, but it's pretty tight. Brittany - again, by default, she has an actual heart of gold. Tina - all I really know of her is what Mike tells me. Mike - my best male friend, definitely, we get on so well, he's always a phone call away. Artie - we're friends but we like don't meet up out of school or text or anything. Mercedes - we used to be really close, she let me live with her towards the end of my pregnancy, we've kind of drifted now though. Finn - can't stand him. Puck - my friendship with him has been awkward since Beth, we kind of avoid each other. Kurt - we've had our moments, I value our friendship. Lauren - we became friends after she revealed Lucy, I know you're thinking it should be the opposite but we came to an understanding. Sam - he didn't deserve to be cheated on, he was a lovely boyfriend but we were only really together to boost our popularity.
Quinn: There
Rachel: You're right, I am surprised about you and Lauren
Rachel: What is she really like? You know, behind all the attitude?
Quinn: She's like that all the time lol
Rachel: Not very pleasant then
Quinn: I like her. I can handle her attitude
Rachel: Fair enough
Rachel: Baby, I'm really tired
Quinn: I am too
Quinn: Like really tired
Quinn: We've got school tomorrow
Rachel: I'm so glad you're going to be back tomorrow :) I miss you already
Quinn: I miss you too. I always do
Rachel: We'd better get to sleep so we can see each other sooner
Quinn: I like the way you think
Rachel: Goodnight my beautiful lady xx
Quinn: Goodnight Princess xx
x
Monday.
From Rachel:
Can't wait to see you!
From Quinn:
You get up too early
From Rachel:
I'm sorry, did I wake you?
From Quinn:
Yeah... but it's okay :) I can't wait to see you either babe
x
From Quinn:
I wish I was in your class
From Rachel:
I wish I was in yours! I've never been good at Maths.
From Quinn:
It's too hard in here... I even find it difficult and I'm a math geek
From Quinn:
I need entertainment
From Rachel:
I'm looking forward to your performance in Glee later :)
From Quinn:
I'm kinda nervous now
From Rachel:
Don't be, you'll be amazing
From Quinn:
I hope I'll be good enough for you
From Rachel:
I have a feeling you will be
From Quinn:
I enjoyed lunch today
From Rachel:
Oh me too :p
From Quinn:
I've never found making out so enjoyable in my life
From Rachel:
I wouldn't mind making that a regular thing
From Quinn:
Every lunch time... that would be amazing
From Rachel:
It made me really hot
From Quinn:
Oh yeah?
From Rachel:
Yeah... up against a wall... definitely a fantasy of mine
From Quinn:
You want me to take you up against a wall?
From Rachel:
When we get to that stage in our relationship, definitely. Just thinking about it made me more turned on than you already made me
From Quinn:
Did it make you as wet as it made me?
From Rachel:
Oh, without a doubt. Should we really be talking about this right now? Being in class and everything?
From Quinn:
Probably not... but I can't stop thinking about it. I'm so lucky to have you. Or, well, nearly have you
From Rachel:
I'm the lucky one
From Quinn:
You make my heart sing, Miss Berry.
From Rachel:
And you'll be singing to me in about 35 minutes!
From Quinn:
I most certainly will be
From Rachel:
I'd better do some work now
From Quinn:
Okay, my love
From Rachel:
x
x
Quinn: Hey girlfriend :)
Rachel: Hey girlfriend right back at you :p
Quinn: I'm so happy, Rach
Rachel: Me too! That song was beautiful, Quinn. Your voice was perfect for it. Oh my God, I was swooning.
Quinn: I'm so glad you liked it
Rachel: It was out of this world. I loved it so much... although you've said sorry a million times already?
Quinn: I know but sorry is just a word, isn't it? I wanted you to really feel like I meant it
Rachel: I knew you meant it but I know what you mean... clever :)
Quinn: I'm sorry that Finn kicked off again
Rachel: It wasn't your fault. He's got problems in his head...
Quinn: I agree
Rachel: I loved that you asked me out in front of everyone though... it was amazing.
Rachel: You did something so important to you in front of everyone... it made me feel really special
Quinn: You are special and you're mine
Rachel: I am yours, all yours
Rachel: For a minute I thought you were going to propose to me haha
Quinn: I think everyone else did as well! Maybe I shouldn't have got down on one knee
Rachel: I liked it that you did that. It gave it a nice touch
Quinn: I feel on top of the world :)
Rachel: Can we meet before school starts tomorrow? I want to tell you something but I'd rather do it face to face
Quinn: Okay?
Rachel: Cool :) Come to mine half hour before you usually leave?
Quinn: Okay, will do... you're not gonna like, break up with me are you?
Rachel: What? Nooo, quite the opposite :) Just pick me up, yeah?
Quinn: I'll be there
Quinn: Rach?
Rachel: Yes?
Quinn: Do you forgive me now? You know... for that week I was a total idiot
Rachel: Yes, Quinn. I forgive you. It's in the past now
Quinn: Thank you so much
Rachel: We can move on from that now
Rachel: Everything is fine now
Rachel: Okay? So don't worry about it
Quinn: Okay, thank you :)
Quinn: I loved what you were wearing today
Rachel: Are you just saying that because of my short skirt?
Quinn: Haha well that helps, but I meant your whole appearance
Quinn: You're really beautiful Rach.
Quinn: I can't believe you ever considered getting a nose job
Quinn: You're perfect the way you are
Rachel: Why did you want to help me to get it done then?
Quinn: I know how it feels to want something so badly. I got a nose job myself, I've been there
Quinn: I didn't agree with what you wanted but yeah... I know what it's like and I wanted to help you. If you knew it would make you feel better then I was happy to help... in a kind of twisted way
Rachel: Why did you hate Lucy so much?
Quinn: She just wasn't the person I wanted to be. I was so miserable
Quinn: So I did something about it
Quinn: She's dead and buried as far as I'm concerned now :)
Rachel: Sorry I keep bringing your past up
Quinn: It's okay. It does me good to talk about sometimes... and I like looking back at how much I've changed. I'm definitely happier now
Quinn: Especially now I have you
Rachel: You're such a sweet talker, Fabray.
Quinn: Only for you :)
Rachel: My dads want to go shopping and are dragging me along so I have to go
Quinn: Aaw, okay
Rachel: I'll see you tomorrow morning?
Quinn: I wont forget
Rachel: See you tomorrow then :)
Quinn: See you tomorrow xxx
x
Tuesday:
From Quinn:
Be there in 5.
x
From Quinn:
Did you really mean that?
From Rachel:
That I love you?
From Quinn:
Yeah
From Rachel:
Yes. I love you, Quinn Fabray.
From Quinn:
Like... in love?
From Rachel:
I thought I already told you? :p Yes. I am totally head over heels in love with you.
From Quinn:
I just... can't believe it. It's like... everything I've ever wanted has happened
From Rachel:
I'm glad I'm the one to make your dreams come true
From Quinn:
You'll always be the one. Oh my God, I'm so happy.
From Rachel:
I very much am too :) I love you
From Quinn:
And I love you
From Rachel:
Come round mine after school today?
From Quinn:
If you want me to
From Rachel:
I do
From Quinn:
Will do then :)
From Rachel:
I'll see you in History... then lunch :p
x
Quinn: Oh my God
Quinn: I can't believe your daddy walked in on us
Rachel: It's okay, Quinn.
Quinn: He saw things no father should ever see
Rachel: He has seen worse, believe me
Quinn: I'm still so embarrassed. I thought he was going to kill me
Rachel: Daddy is harmless
Rachel: It's dad who you'd worry about
Quinn: What? Will your daddy tell him? Will he kill me?
Quinn: I'm too young to die
Quinn: Shall I come around and apologize?
Rachel: Calm down, baby
Rachel: They're not angry
Rachel: I explained to them that we're in a relationship with each other and, well, we like to act on what we feel
Quinn: What did they say?
Rachel: They're fine with it :) And they said you're welcome to come around whenever you want
Rachel: They just told me to warn them if you're round and they don't know
Quinn: Thank God
Quinn: That was... wow, so embarrassing
Rachel: I'm not embarrassed
Quinn: I had my hand inside your shirt!
Quinn: You had your hand up my skirt!
Quinn: I don't even know how I'm still alive
Rachel: Quinn, it's fine, okay? Stop worrying :)
Quinn: It was just a shock
Rachel: I understand
Quinn: Your dads are cool
Rachel: I know :D
Rachel: How would your mom react if she caught us in that position?
Quinn: I think she'd be okay... she'd just like... apologize about fifty times and then ask if I want to talk about if after you've gone...
Quinn: That would be so embarrassing... but I think she'd be fine with it. She'll try and be a cool mom haha
Rachel: I'm so thankful that we have supportive and understanding parents, we're really lucky
Quinn: I agree. I can't imagine what my dad would say if he knew
Rachel: What would happen if he found out?
Quinn: He'll hate me even more. I wouldn't really care though to be honest
Quinn: He abandoned me once before when I needed him more than ever, whatever he would say to me knowing I'm gay... well, I wouldn't care. I don't even call him my dad in front of my mom anymore. He's Russell and he's not part of this family anymore.
Rachel: Are you sure you don't care about it all anymore?
Quinn: He's still my dad but yeah I'm sure :)
Rachel: You're the strongest person I know, Quinn
Quinn: I just try my best to do what I have to
Rachel: I'm so proud of you
Quinn: :)
Rachel: Do you want to stay over tonight?
Quinn: Overnight? Like sleep?
Rachel: Yes, Quinn
Quinn: In your bed?
Rachel: If you want to :) We don't have to do anything
Quinn: Could we still make out?
Rachel: Oh definitely
Quinn: And you've checked with your dads?
Rachel: Yeah, they're happy for you to sleep over. They're even okay for you to sleep in my bed with me
Quinn: Your dads are so fucking awesome
Rachel: I know :)
Quinn: I'll just go ask my mom
Rachel: Okay
Quinn: She said yes :) as long as we get some sleep so we don't fall asleep at school lol
Rachel: Oh of course, I won't keep you up too long ;)
Quinn: Keep me up as long as you like, I won't complain
Rachel: I'm sure you wouldn't :p
Quinn: Do you want me to come around now?
Rachel: Yeah if you're ready
Quinn: I am. I'll come off here now then. See you soon!
Rachel: I love you x
Quinn: I love you too x