Disclaimer: I don't own MariMite
A/N: Short drabble by Sachiko. Sad fluff -- but rewarded in the end.
Uhmm, yea.. listen to 'Samson' by Regina Spektor, while reading... You don't have it? Please visit my homepage.. Thanks!
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You were always a flower loved by all.
Do you know how much I love you?
I guess that won't matter… You're getting all of the attention – all of the love – from them.
Why can't I speak…?
I wanted to be the one to tell you how wonderful you are…
Unfair…
I was brought up this way…
Please… look at me, will you?
You…
I found you first…
It was really unfair…
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I'm glad you wear my rosary around your neck…
It's a leash - that is not.
I want to 'own' you… badly.
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She hugs you freely; amidst the crowd, amidst the questions, amidst my glare.
You are supposed to sit beside me…
But why do I allow you to wander off?
Because, I cannot, for the life of me, hold you without either getting you choked or be so loose about it.
But… I found you… first…
I should have that right, neh?
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When things go wrong, I snap.
But not anymore…
Because I don't feel the need to…
Somehow, you always make them right.
Do you know how much I love you?
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Kiss me…
Please?
You never kiss me… Not even once…
But she got hers… right after she left.
But she still is there, right? Just – somewhere…
Is she in your heart…?
…as you are in mine…?
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I'm not used to accepting things if it doesn't go my way.
But why do I complain when all you did was accept all of what people gave…?
Everything—I trusted myself in watching you be happy.
But…
It's unfair…
Why can't I tell you what I want?
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I have to go…
Not now, but I know the need to go would be soon.
I can't stay like this.
I…
I need you…
You are my sweetest downfall…
I love you.
Will you listen to me, now?
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Come here…
I want you to feel me…
Your hair is so soft to touch. Feel mine… please?
I want to kiss you till the morning light.
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You are my wonderful person.
And I can't let you not know that.
For the longest… I was patient.
No.
You were patient.
Thank you.
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I'm glad I found you first.
And you took my hand, beneath those stars.
They will never lie… for they witnessed how I fell for you.
And they stood witness today…
… like before.
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I'm glad that you love me, too.
I loved you first, you know?
I love you...Yumi...
Thank you… for following close by.
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A/N: I needed to get this -sadness- out...But I don't want a sad one-sided love/fluff/oneshot tonight, so... yes... rewarded in the end...
And I also wanted to have this seriousness and solid take on Sachiko's feelings towards Yumi... So... there... please send in some reviews.. - to jumpstart my brain- LMAO!
Hope you enjoy my other fic..
Note: I was so inspired by Samson to be actually THIS sad... thank you for reading!
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"...Say... If I fall for you...will I hit the floor hard..?"