April 17,2013
Married and expecting (finally)! A year into our marriage and here we are starting a family with Alexis in college and happy. Never would I have thought, in my whole life that I would be married to Richard freaking Castle, let alone having his babies. Yes babies, it's still hard to believe. Writing it down seems to help me and it sinks in a little bit more. Babies as in plural, 4 to be exact. Though it wouldn't have happened without the help, treatments and what-not. Gosh, I remember the days as if they were yesterday, the pain of not being able to conceive and thinking something was wrong with us…. Oh god we got ourselves into some trouble here, wanting only one and in the end we find out we're getting three more than planned. I knew we should have only implanted two, but NO Castle always comes up with his great ideas "Kate come on it won't hurt what are the odds of all of them attaching" well look at me know! Although still surprised, I'm happy, really happy. Oh I can see myself now bigger and not being able to get up from my desk chair, oh man and Castle following me every everywhere and looking over my shoulder like he's doing now!
If you're reading this Rick as I know you are, stop hovering and go do something productive! Love you
Anyways, the kids, 8 weeks and already I'm showing. Good thing everyone at the precinct knew we were trying. If they didn't I'm sure the constant visits to the doctor would have given us away, and now for sure they would know with the tummy and all. Getting tired… gonna take a nap…
Wahaha Kate's asleep and left her computer open! All I'm gonna write is, and I know you're going to read this. Honey you look so beautiful, you have a glow which makes me not want to take my eyes off of you. Knowing that you're carrying my kids make me feel mushy. And I was reading what you were writing, and I can SO see you not being able to stand up from a chair…hahaha love you too