Summary:Renji is Hanatarou's knight in shinning armor and Hero but Marcellus and Naruto will always be his hero's. Fluff and friendship Marcellus x Hanatarou x Naruto. Angst, rape. a jelous renji. Hanatarou x Renji...

Malbro king: me and with Hanatarou. i have nothing too say nothing just AMAZING strong friendship. told in Hanatarou's P.O.V.

As i sat the table with my family like friends. obseverd Marcellus and Naruto with such antisipation, as Naruto quickly devoured his favorite pork ramen down i smiled silently at him. Ans as Marcellus calutied what ever he was doing. i felt so joyous to have such good friends so thankful it's hard to find the wrod too desribe my apreaness. i was always blessed and lucky too have met them. the two of them just, deicated me to be strong and live for what i belive. find hope and love. Naruto gave me a reason to live, with his hyperactive childish like attitude. he can make me laugh. Marcellus with his bossy, petty attitude taught me to stick up for myself and help me evan when i didn't need it. Those two changed my whole world.

"Hanatarou anything worng, you okay?" Marcellus asked in a concered worried tone. his facial expression showing little attitude as he usaly wairs. i simpily repiled with a wram smile "no nothig". Naruto jumped in "come on! he needs to streach his legs" Naruto said after swallowing his ramen. He liped his lips. "he has enough worry with Renji all over protective with him" naruto joked. we all chuckled lightly. Im always Really happy with Renji. But joyous when im with my friends. i remeber.

FLASH BACK (1)

As i took in another hammered blow to the stamoct, the after math was i spited out blood viciously. I coughed hard, trying to control the blood that iwas spiting out. My legs and arns had been cut my clothes torn. faces with bleach and blue bruises. from numerous punches and blows too the face. i rolled too my side causing my wounds to split open evan wider. i was pulled up by one of three of my attackers and thrown brutally against the hard wall. i saw a twinkle, from the con-er of my eye. the sword hovered dangerously over my body threaten to slice threw my old cuts. I passed out. when i woke i was in the hospital. i was fully healed. it was night i was feeling from some 11 division squad members again. i was doing my best too escape. i was grabed by my arm and thrown into the marble wall. i grew tears and sobed i didn't resist. I grew silent and still. As i was beaten and raped. As one of my attackers entered me i passed out.

End of flash back

I was sad from the memories. tears fell from my eyes, but i didn't notice. "oh my god, Hanatarou why are you crying" at frist i didn't notice what Naruto had ment but i wiped one away and realized i was crying. "Im-okay" i sobbed between the sentence. "i just remembered something. im alright now..." i got up and left. "okay" yelled Marcellus.

Soul society(Renji and Hanatarou's room)

i lie on my bed with renji glad to be with him. He asked out of the blue "hey hana-kun, whos your hero?" he asked in a gentle soft but husky voice. i gave him a answer too tease him "some people too look up too and changed my world" i said. "wha ? who..." i detected jealousy i his voice but i cut that off with a pure sensure kiss on the lips. 'marcellus,naruto you may not know it but you'll both always be my speical hero's'

(1) he's being raped by 11 squad division.

stupid i know. i know im a horrible person i am i laughed at myself and proud of myself for being horriable.