I don't know how and I don't know when happened but suddenly I found myself head over heels in love with Harry Potter. The way he smiles, how his eyes light up when he's happy make my heart beat up a little. I never was a friend of words but still Harry knew what I wanted to tell him through my gestures.
I love you.
And I knew that he knew. The way he moves and stands intoxicate all my senses. And at night when he's sleeping beside me, even then, he makes me smile. My whole world is based on Harry and he knows that because I show him everyday just how much he means to me.
However somedays I can see him sitting alone on the windowsill drowning in his thoughts while a sad smile graces his features. And I know that I am the cause of this. It hurts in my chest when I see him like that. Harry can't hide anything from me and I know it hurts him to never hear this words from my lips.
Today Harry is angry with me again because I didn't tell him what I actually intended to say. I'm scared to harm him with my words but just once in my life I have to be a Gryffindor and overcome this obstacle.
I have been looking for him for hours as I finally find him outside by the lake. My Harry looks so small and vulnerable, and again I feel a sting in my chest. Slowly I approach him until I get to stand behind Harry. He turns around, looks up at me and I don't know how to interpret the expression in his eyes.
He gets up laguidly. Cautiousness I caress his face with my hand. Harry seems so sad and lonely. I want to change that. I want to give him a family, to show him my love; That won't be enough, though, if I can't tell him all that.
I take in a deep breath and give him a chaste kiss on his lips then I look into his beautiful green eyes.
"I love you, Harry."
And he bestows me with his most endearing smile while he answers me.
"I love you too, Theo."
By now I know that Harry would have gone away, pregnant with our first son, if I wouldn't have been enough of a Gryffindor.
Of course it wasn't until three weeks had passed that I found all that out.
Fin.