Full summary: This is what I think things would be like if Lorelai had a second child with Christopher.

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters except for the second kid. I don't own Gilmore Girls either. I wish I did but unfortunately, I don't.

Dear Mom,

I've accepted how different you are from other parents. You're my mother and I love you, but I can't help occasionally wondering what

things would have been like if you waited. You know what I mean...if you had waited to have more kids with someone you actually

loved. Only now that I'm older have I been thinking about it. I know for a fact that you were not so accepting of the plan when my sister

was born. I also know that you and Dad weren't even together for a very long time after Rory came into the world. So my question is:

why did you have me after you knew that you weren't meant to be? Wasn't it enough of a problem being in love again with someone else?

I'm not sure what was in your mind when you decided to cheat on Luke again, Mom. It was hard enough after the first time. I know that I

wouldn't even be here to write this letter if you hadn't been with Dad that night, but it was still wrong. You knew that. You knew that this

new baby would just push you farther away from your dreams with Luke. You knew...and after it was done, you knew something else:

that you made a mistake. The same thing you thought after the first time. Well now that I'm gone to college after making a few mistakes of

my own, I'm ready to tell you about everything I know about what happened. I know that if you hadn't done what was wrong, you

wouldn't be stuck where you are now. Stuck mourning Luke's disappearance from your life in the arms of the man you didn't love and

never will love...my father, Christopher. You would probably be happily married by now. You wouldn't be so miserable, that's for sure.

You act like you're happy, but you're not. Life could have been better you, me and my sister. Even if I were a different person or had

never been born and simply looking in on your life instead of actually being in it. Maybe if you and Dad never met again. Maybe if you

had ust stayed friends. Maybe if you had taken it in baby steps.

Love or at least nice thoughts,

Your second baby.