Disclaimer: Song belongs to Jimmy Robbins. Characters belong to Stephanie Meyer. Just borrowing them.
This just kinda came to me while I was listening to this song and reading New Moon (for the 14th time). Please let me know what you thought of it. I thought it was pretty good.
She's got this journal filled
With all her black ink guilt
And love is the only thing keeping her alive
She's got her mind made up
That all she needs is love
Her heart is the only thing helping her decide
To breathe again, to breathe again
"Come on Bella just one little smile for me. And not a fake one, please, I can tell when you are faking your happiness." Jacob said to his best friend, just wanting to see her beautiful smile once.
"Jake you know I don't really want to." She responded quietly.
And when she's tired she doesn't sleep
A week since I've seen her eat
She's skin and bones, she's beautiful
No matter what
I wish I could help her see
She means the world to me
But the world, it doesn't mean much to her
"At least try. Come on I think I'm pretty good company. Don't you think so." He gave her a puppy dog pout that always worked well with her.
"Aw Jake you no I can't deny that face. Not fair you really are a dog! That's the only reason that puppy pout works." She mock glared and ended up smiling a little in the process.
She's got this journal filled
With all her black ink guilt
And love is the only thing keeping her alive
She's got her mind made up
That all she needs is love
Her heart is the only thing helping her decide
To breathe again, to breathe again
I'll be there to split your lips
Like when the ice berg hits
And the ship has to break apart
Show its teeth and smile
"Bells I think you should smile more." Jacob said pulling her into a great big, warm hug.
"Why is that Jake?" Bella said wrapping her arms around his middle, embracing him, reveling in the feel of his warmth.
"Because you are so beautiful. I think its time for you to breathe again Bella. He's not your everything, at least he doesn't have to be. Don't hurt yourself anymore please. Please just breathe again." Jacob said silently pleading with her through his eyes.
"I'm trying Jake. I promise."
She's got this journal filled
With all her black ink guilt
And love is the only thing keeping her alive
She's got her mind made up
That all she needs is love
And she'll breathe again
And she'll breathe again
And she'll breathe again
She'll breathe again, again