I stared up in the clouded sky as I walked to my destiny. The clouds roared fiercely as if yelling at me to stop, but this time, nothing was going to convince me to stop and turn away. Not my best friend, my mom, my brother whom I loved the most or even God.

This is it. I thought entering the deserted park.

There was no one there, probably because of the weather. The whistling of the wind filled my ears and it passed across me with such a force that made me feel it was trying to stop me too.

"No" i whispered. "Please let me do this"

With a slow but constant pace, I moved to my usual tree. I sat against it's trunk on the ground that soaked up all my tears since years. I leaned my head against it closing my eyes. I let the images of my miserable life fill my mind and the tears flow down my cheeks.

The day I left my friends, the day my love went away, the day all my friends abandoned me because they thought i didn't care, all the stupid fights with my parents, the misunderstandings between me and my best friend. Everything came flooding my mind and the unbearable pain I felt tore me into a million pieces. My heart cried in agony with me.

Then i wiped the tears away because i knew i had some letters to write before i left. The very first letter to the best friend, Rosey

I'm sorry, I have to do this, i can't take this any more. Just wanted you to know that you're the best ever friend any one could ever have. Forgive me for every harsh word or rude comment from me. I didn't really mean it. I Love YOu! Bye

Then Sam,

Yo Buddy! Thanks for listening to my worthless crap for hours and hours without uttering a single word about how irritating i was. No one has been this patient you know. I got to go... I done here... Good bye

The tears took over me again and it was hard to gain control of myself again but i did. The last person the i had to write to encouraged me to, and made me smile out of the tears and pain I was going through. Those were my best memories. Me and him, sneaking out at night and driving all around the city. The coke addiction, the chocolate fights, the vampire show, the singing passion, laughing, teasing.

I fell in love with you, i still am, but you really didn't give a damn about it. I still love you the same. I don't need anything Jason, just come back and be the one you were before you left. But now i guess not even you can stop me from this. Good Bye... Forever

P.S: i.s.l.y :)