I look at the gravestone before me,I miss your blond hair and your crystal blue eyes.I loved you so much,but you went and through it all away.

Sometimes I wish I never met you,I never fell in love with you.I tried really hard to throw away such deep feelings.I don't know if I could do, seems like you were perfect.

And its even more,that you used to love me.I don't know if you still do.I guess that's up to you but,deep down I know you haven't forgotten me,that there's some kind of hope.

You told me your feelings,I had the same feelings. I guess I do have to get over gone now...and I feel its all my fault if I had answered quicker,which I intended to do,you wouldn't have ran out of the house,you wouldn't have got hit by a drunk driver.

Do you know when I heard the news I broke down?Of course you don't it really hurts.I wish I could reverse time.

You were not only my bestfriend but,my first and only love.I guess just thinking about loving someone else scares me.I also guess I won't love anyone else.I know if you were here you would say I'm being ridiculous but,I guess love does that to you.

But,if there was some magical mishap and you are reading this I want to say:I love you Dougie.

a\n:How did I do?Be honest please.I seem to be a fan of the ponyter\jones I guess this is a Dougie\Danny one.