LS7: Hello one and all… I've decided to write another beyblade fic… This time it's my first Max Tate/Max Mizuhara fic… YAY!
Max: Awesome! All about me!
LS7: Yep! I don't own beyblade… If I did, it would be Kai/Tyson and Rei/Max plus the show would be more then 3 seasons….
No one knows what it's like to be me. Everyone thinks I have it made… Living in a shop that has nothing but be blades…
Always the cheerful one…
It's a damn lie. I'm not always the happy kid that people take me for. Did my friends; Rei, Tyson, Kenny, and Kai know that when I was younger, I was always picked on because of the fact that I'm half American and Japanese? Did they know that sometimes I cried at night because of the expectations of my mother? The demands of my father?
I'm not the happy kid they all thought I was…
In beyblading, I'm the defense of the team… But why me? Rei is the calm one, Kenny's the smart one even though he doesn't beyblade, Kai is the powerful one, and Tyson is the heart of the team… Is that all I am? The defense? Nothing more? Yeah! I did I mention that I'm gay. No? Well I just told you. Another problem of my life. My mom thinks something is wrong with me so now she doesn't talk to me. And dad? I'm not going there…
I found out I was gay when I saw my best friend Tyson kissing our team captain… Yup! Kai Hiwatari and Tyson were kissing in the kitchen… I wanted to be held and loved the way they are. But I didn't want a girl. I liked someone on my team for awhile… I was about to ask him out finally. I see Tyson cuddling with Kai. His arm wrapped around Tyson.
They looked so happy… Why can't that be me? The thought quickly left me as I asked the two where my crush was. They told me that he was outside talking with Mariah. That's right! She's visiting from China… I smiled a thanks as I ran outside barefooted. But I didn't care. I was about to be happy…
Or so I believed…
When I turned the corner, I was heartbroken. The object of my desire was in the arms of someone else. But? Why!? WHY?!? I wanted to be held. I wanted to be kissed. I wanted… him. I want you Rei and I see you in the arms of Mariah. But I was so stupid. I should have known I couldn't compete with her. She's everything I'm not. Those two have history together. History that I could never rival. I left them be. I didn't want to intrude on their tender moment…
No matter how badly I wanted to…
I cried and cried as I ran in the house. Past Tyson's concerned gaze and Kai's knowing ones. He knew I liked Rei but chose to not intervene. Good for you Kai… Just take care of my best friend. That's all I ask. I ran in my room, slammed the door shut, locked it, and ungracefully fell to the floor. I proceeded to cry some more. I cried and cried till I just became still. I didn't feel like putting on my mask of happiness. I felt tired. I was an empty shell… My body was here but my spirit has left me long ago…
I wanted love but couldn't obtain it...
Everyone has someone. Rei has Mariah, even Kenny has Emily, And Tyson has Kai. But what about me? What about me? I have no one to care about or care for me. My mother hates me for being gay and not the blader she wants. Michael is good enough for her. I was never the star, he was. My father, he looks at me with so much hate, I can't stand to be in the same room as him… So you see folks, I only pretend to be happy, and hyper to fool the world… But I'm not. I'm a sad person with wishes that won't ever be granted.
My name is Max Mizuhara, I'm a gay fifteen year old, my parents disown me, I'm part of the Bladebreakers, and I'm not a happy kind of a guy….
Thank you for listening…. Goodbye…
LS7: WOW!!! I wrote that?
Max: U made me so sad…
LS7: Not everyone is a happy camper. Well Read and…
Max: Review ^^