He's changed since Carly left. He doesn't know what to do anymore and will get into bed with the first girl he sees. He started at the top of the girl tree and banged every single one that fell for him on the way down. And each time he fell and got broken, it was my job to comfort him. Tell him he could do better only to see him do worse next time around. I wanted to love him forever but he only wanted a hookup. Of course.

He eventually had to fall for me. I was his first real girlfriend but now he won't even give me the time of the day. I wish he would open up his heart and let me love him like roses love rain. He was realizing every rose had its thorn and I wanted to keep my thorns as soft as possible so he wouldn't break again.

No matter what he does, I like him. I wish I could get over it, but quite simply, I liked Freddie Benson. He just had to open up his heart.