My Shallow Heart

Hi guys this is my very FIRST fanfic so go easy on me and please!! please!! tell me what u think about it OK!! Ohh and by the way in this fanfic Kikyou diddie 50 yrs ago but shes still young like Kagome.. anyway back to the story!!

"my shadow's the only one that walks beside me

my shallow heart's the only thing that's beating

sometimes i wish someone up there will find me

till then i walk alone"

("Boulevard Of Broken Dreams," by: Green day)

Chapter 1. Deception

"Man its been awhile since I've seen Inuyasha, I wonder how he's doing" said the 17 yr old. As she gets ready to cross over something in the back of her mind tells her she's forgetting something.

"Oh yea baka!. My CD player!!"...

Meanwhile in the Feudal Era

"Kikyou, I've always loved you and you know I won't ever stop loving you, you know that!" The hanyou's voice full of emotion.

"If you really loved me then you would leave that disgusting reincarnation of mine and come with me in search of the shikon jewel shards, I mean after all she's not the only one who can sense them you know!" The priestess's voice full of jealousy and rage.

"I know that but..." the hanyou's voice started trailing off.

This was not a good sign to kikyou.

"Inuyasha do you love that girl?" the question caught Inuyasha completely off guard.

"I don't know..". Inuyasha started to get a faraway look in his eyes. Meanwhile Kikyou senses someone near and realizes who it is and takes advantage of the moment.

"Inuyasha!". The tone of her voice completely taking him off guard giving her his full attention. Smiling in her mind she says

"Do you love that girl more than you love me?" Inuyasha hesitant to answer, only angers Kikyou more and as she begins to walk away he made the biggest mistake ever.

"Kikyou you know she could never compare to you! You are my one and only love". With that Kikyou decides to make it worse she plants a LONG and romantic kiss upon inuyasha's lips, capturing it with tongue, first startling Inuyasha but then he quickly recovers and greets the kiss with his own.

But little did he know there was someone else watching their little movie. Inuyasha with his keen sense of smell picks up the faintest smell of salt.

Then the shock hit him.

Kagome!

Almost instantly after realizing it was Kagome he broke the kiss and without any word, took off toward the direction of the scent, leaving a very stunned\happy Kikyou."My work here is done" and with that she left to her sister Kaede's hut...

With Kagome

After grabbing her CD player and her new CD of Green day, she (Kagome) head off toward the ancient well. After hopping out of the well she noticed that Inuyasha wasn't there to greet her like he always does so she decides to look for him.

As she came across a beautiful crystal clear lake she stopped to rest only to her two people talking. Just as she was about to go and spy her conscience got in the way. 'Maybe i shouldn't spy..'. And as soon as she was about to continue the search for inuyasha she heard a familiar voice.

"Inuyasha!" She inwardly beamed at the sound of his voice when another familiar voice set in, immediately she knew who it was "Kikyou? Don't I get enough of that slut when I come here?, but more importantly why is Inuyasha here with her?'

It was too bad that kagome walked in when inuyasha said those painful words.

"Kikyou you know she could never compare to you. You are my one and only love". Immediately after hearing his confession she did what she always did when inuyasha hurt her.

Run.

She ran and ran and ran till her knees gave out and she fell against a tree bark crying her eyes out. Meanwhile, Inuyasha having a hard time finding her finally spots her crying against a tree bark.

"Dammit she heard everything!" The hanyou lands a few feet from where kagome is sitting until she realizes that he's there.

"Kagome..."

Inuyasha stated only to be cut off by the voice of the woman he hurt.

"Leave" was the only thing she could say to him.

"Kagome you don't under.." and before he could finish again she cut him off

"LEAVE!!" her voice full of rage and anger and a little bit of sorrow.

Startled by the tone of her voice "Kagome" was the only thing he could say, but then out of nowhere she got up and walked toward him. Unaware what he was in for he regrettably reached for her to comfort her but only to be spitting out dirt from off the ground.

"OSWARI" was the only thing he can hear before hitting the ground again. "To think I loved you" she managed to say through choked sobs.

"Oswari" she slammed him again to the ground. "I hate you inuyasha, I'm such a baka to think that you cared about me or even LOVED me. But you know what I'm tired of you hurting me Inuyasha" she paused before continuing.

"Which is why I've come to say this, I NEVER want to see you again and I mean it Inuyasha, NEVER!!" She said in choked sobs then immediately she turned to run away from him.

He managed to get up after saying "Kagome, wait!!"

"OSWARI" was the last thing he heard before drifting off into unconsciousness (sorry if i mispelled, again).

Kagome, making sure she was as far away from Inuyasha as possible stopped to rest in a forest. tears still running down her already tear stained face. Slowly and painfully kagome cried herself to sleep unaware of the dangers that the forest brings..

Alright already done with the first chapter and if u like it please review and tell me if i should put up another chapter and i will!! well I'm out like a light switch (corny i know lol) bye!!