A/N I know this has been done a lot, but I really enjoy these kind of stories.

This story will contain mature content, please be advised.

Disclaimer: Stephenie Meyer thank you for Edward

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Chapter 1: Elizabeth

BPOV

It will be as if I never existed…….

I sat alone in Edward's Meadow….

How could he ever think that? Did he really think my memories would just disappear? Well it's been 60 years and I still remember almost every detail of our time together, including that day. You would think that once I was changed that my human memories would fade, in fact the opposite was true. I always had a defective brain. Today is the only day I allow myself to remember them, remember him, because 60 years ago today he left me in that forest, he told me he didn't want me any more.

What he doesn't know is that not only did he leave me, but he left me pregnant with his daughter. I finally broke, him the night of that awful birthday party. I asked him to make love to me. He was so distraught that he forgot every boundary he set for us. He never could deny me anything. It was the best experience of my life. Three days later he was gone, they all were.

Flashback

We were sitting on my bed. I had just finished opening my presents and Edward looked at me.

"Did you get everything you wanted for your birthday, love?"

"Almost" I said coyly

"What do you mean 'almost'?" He smiled for the first time in hours.

"Well, I really want you for my birthday." I kissed him with all the desire he would let me get away with.

"Edward, please make love to me" It was barley a whisper.

"Bella, you know we can't, I could hurt you." I looked down at my hands, my heart racing.

"Please, Edward I just want to feel all of you, please can we at least try?" I placed my hand over his covered manhood. He hissed, "Bella"

I expected him to remove it immediately. To my surprise he didn't, I kept on rubbing the outside of his jeans making him harder. He actually reached out and cupped my breast. I guess there is a seventeen year old boy in there after all. He continued to kiss me, and fondle my breast gently. I lifted off my shirt, he cupped me again running his thumb over my hardened peak. I broke our kiss, taking off my bra, and then I helped him out of his shirt. I laid my head down on my pillow pulling him down next to me, we continued to kiss and caress. I reached down and unbuttoned his jeans, then pulled the zipper down. Boxers, I never knew. I slipped my hand down the front of them grabbing his length, stroking it softly. He let out a series of gorgeous moans and noises setting my already aroused human body on fire. I thought he would stop me at any moment. I was so surprised when he unbuttoned my jeans and pulled them to the floor in one graceful move. He placed his hand over my panty covered mound and rubbed me gently, making me soaked with anticipation. He stood up and took the rest of his clothes off and ripped my panties off me. He slowly climbed over me placing himself at my entrance.

"Bella, if I hurt you in anyway, you need to tell me," I nodded acknowledging what he had said.

He slid slowly into me breaking through my virtuous barrier. I gasped and a small cry escaped my lips. He looked at me with concern. Please don't stop.

"I'm ok I just need you to move, I'll adjust, your kind of big." His eyes were dark full of need and lust. He smiled.

He moved slowly in and out, the pain subsided and I began to feel intense pleasure. He rocked us in a sweet fluid rhythm, I responded by meeting his gentle thrusts, making him go deeper if that is even possible, we were creating delicious friction. I could see that Edward was struggling, but he kept his control and expressed his love for me with every inch of his body. It is hard to express the beautiful way our bodies fit and responded to one another. A few movement later and we met our climaxes together. I heard fabric rip as his manhood pulsed, coating my insides with his ejaculate. My orgasm hit in blissful waves.

Edward slipped out of me, and rolled us over, so I was half on and half off of him, with my head on his chest. I couldn't get close enough to him.

"We shouldn't have done that, I almost killed you." Edwards voice sounded stern. His eyes were black.

"How can you say that, you didn't hurt me, I'm perfect" I spat at him.

He looked at me and his eyes were full of regret.

"Stop it Cullen, you are ruining the moment, I am blissfully happy, thank you" My voice full of playfulness.

"Ok, Bella, I love you" His face softened and he held me tighter.

"I love you too, that was amazing, Edward"

End Flashback

My chest ached, my mind was numb, but I noticed the change in my body almost immediately. A month later I found out I was pregnant, I knew it would never be a normal pregnancy, because I was already starting to show. I had to leave, I had to protect my baby; I had to protect their secret; I had to suck up my heartache. I didn't bother packing anything, I had to make it appear that I had been kidnapped or ran away. I took my small wallet and set out on foot, careful not to be seen. I did the only thing I knew to do. I went to the Cullen's house. It was torture being there with out them, without him, but I had nowhere else to go. I found money in Alice and Jasper's old room and they left behind several vehicles. I would drive to Port Angles or Seattle for necessities, on the down low. I worried everyday that I would be discovered at this house. On a couple occasions, police officers would show up and look around the property. I always hid in the basement.

Three months after I disappeared Charlie had me declared legally dead. I read my obituary in the forks paper's online website. It is really creepy following the investigation of my own disappearance. It tore my heart out doing that to Charlie and Renee, but they had to believe I was dead. I thought maybe the Cullen's would come back for my funeral but they never did. I spent the next few months reading everything I could on childbirth, baby care and prenatal care. I just prepared the best I could.

I gave birth on January 13th exactly four months after that night. The labor was quick, she was born naturally. I was so scarred, all alone just me and this amazing little girl. Her name is Elizabeth Renee Cullen. I gave her his last name. She had his stone hard skin; a heartbeat and blood that runs through her veins. She also sleeps. I tried to breastfeed her, it didn't work. I tried to give her formula she ate some but, I knew she wasn't satisfied, because she kept pushing it away after only a few ounces. She reached up, touched my cheek and I could hear her thoughts. In the softest of voices she told me she needed blood, of course she is half vampire. Where was I going to get blood? Internet, butcher shop, I had no idea. I held her in my arms and walked around the Cullen's house. I walked down to the basement and found I freezer I never noticed before. I opened it, and saw bags of human blood. I quickly grabbed one and heated it in the microwave. I plugged my nose and poured the thick liquid in her bottle. I tried not to smell the blood because I knew it would make me sick. I had the worst time cleaning up after her birth, cleaning, vomiting, almost passing out, yeah it was fun. She drank it greedily, I continued to feed her human food and blood. At 3 months old she started to talk and walk, she used the touch communication less and less.

When she was a year old in human years she appeared to be a normal 6 years old. She mostly ate human food and once a week she drank blood from the basement. I wondered why they had so much blood. Did Alice see this? She is so smart and we spent our days reading, learning and I signed her up for internet home schooling. I told her about her father and the day he left. She looks so much like him, beautiful brown bronze hair, my big brown eyes, and his stunning features. She is a perfect combination of the two of us. She is articulate, soft spoken, and a perfectionist like Edward. Poor girl has my stubborn streak. I had to tell her about them, we were living in their house and she's too smart. I showed her pictures and told her about each of them. She wanted to find them, but I told her absolutely not. I wondered if the Cullen's would come back to this house, but they never did. Thank goodness, they never turned off the power, or the internet.

When Elizabeth was 2 years old, she looked like she was twelve, she is already taller than me at 5'6". Her body starting to fill out. I was surprised when she got her menstrual cycle. She looked more and more like Edward everyday. Anyway, she wanted to go out and hunt on her own for the first time. I never worried about blood lust, because she lived with me and I'm still human. She told me that human blood smelled good to her but she would never feed off a human. So, I let her go, since she had her father's speed and strength. I told her she needed to be back in two hours. Five hours had gone by and still no sign of her, so I went out back and called for her. I continued to walk around the property, when I came across a familiar red headed vampire. I froze.

"Hello, you pretty little human, where's your mate?" Victoria hissed. She circled around me. Making feral growls, and noises. My heart raced.

"He's gone, they all are. He is not my mate anymore." I started to cry.

"Tsk, Tsk, silly human your tears will not work on me, I have waited a long time for revenge." Her eyes were black.

She lunged at me. I felt the pain in my neck immediately. Suddenly, I felt something pull her off me. I heard ripping and screaming. Then I saw fire. That's when the world went black. The pain was unlike anything, every cell in my body was burning and I could hear myself screaming. I felt my daughters presence, but I could not speak to her.

After the burning stopped, I woke up. Elizabeth was at my side. I noticed everything, all at once. My mind was clear my throat was dry and burning. When I got my wits about me, Elizabeth explained to me that, she killed Victoria and that I had been out for three days. She came back just in time to find Victoria attacking me and catching her off guard, ripped her to pieces, then burned her. I'm glad I told her about the ballet studio, and how to kill a vampire. We went hunting and I caught my first elk, then a mountain lion. Of course, I thought about Edward. I wondered about my bloodlust and that night, I drove through Port Angeles. I was able to control it, I surprised myself. Human blood has never bothered me.

So now I'm a vampire.

On, Elizabeth's 5th birthday, she looked 18, at the exact time she was born she started to go through the transformation to become a full vampire. I freaked out, I put her hand to my face and she told me she was turning or so she thought. I sat by her until she woke up a day later. She was even more beautiful than before, Her brown, bronzy hair was thicker, her curves were more defined, her eyes were almost violet instead of brown or red like mine were for a while as a newborn. Edward is present in her features. They defiantly more defined as a vampire. She is stunning.