Diclaimer- I own Twilight and Taylor Lautner. Just kidding even though I wish i did.

I ran as fast as I could through wherever I was. I had lost track of where and what I was a long time ago. I felt alive as a wolf and the pain eased up because I was moving to fast to think. Those blood suckers always took away everything: life, space, and her. She was never mine to give up to him because I never was the sorce of her affection. I was just her friend or her love when she was feeling like shit. I was just her relief.

I always somewhere knew that. I was just along for the game and yet somehow I didn't mind. I was nearly indestructable and yet I was puddy in her hands. Her soft, beautiful, small hands. The ones I would love to hold and caress almost like it was nothing at all. We used to hold hands all of the time and I loved it. Just like I loved her.

My feet began to move faster with each of my steps. I couldn't think about her that was my whole point of running an then I saw here face. Her soft and beautiful face like her hands. Something was off; she looked like she was in pain and she was calling my name. A single tear fell down my face. Today was August thirteenth the day she was getting married to that filthy blood- Edward. She always hated when I said filthy bloodsucker so his name was Edward.

I don't know why she loves him. All I know is I love her and she loves me but not enough to leave him. Why we couldn't just be together was a very long and painful list so I ran quicker. Then I stopped. My legs had taken me back to Forks in font of the place Bella was getting married.

Something I didn't do in a long time, two months to be specific, happened. I transformed into a human. I put on some clothes I had been carrying and I walked to an empty seat in the crowd. The wedding had not begun yet and I sat way in the back trying not to calla ttention to myself.

The wedding march began and my stomach did an uncomfortable flip-flop. Everyone turned around to watch the bride walk down the aile. I didn't look though. All I did was stare at Edward. I watched him carefully until Bella joined him. She looked radiant. Absolutley beautiful and I wanted to cry that it wasn't for me her beauty.

The priest then started to talk. It went by very quickly until he said, "Speank now or forever hold your peace." I stood up at this and I tryed to talk. No words came out so I left.

As I was leaving I heard crys of, "Jake is that you? Jacob come back, please. Can't you just..."

I snapped my head around to Bella and said, "What can't I just be happy for you? You've got to be joking. I ran from this day but I came back for you. My mistake to think I could handle this. So please Bella just leave me alone. You can't have it both ways. I don't want to be harsh but you can't have me and him. You had to make a choice and you picked him. Well I can make a choice too and I pick leaving."

Tears began to build up in her eyes and I looked away. I walked out of the church and out of most likely her life. But I was tired of being second best.