From the beginning, I knew that this was going to be difficult.
As I look at it now I'm just stunned.
Sam and I took on this job to find out who screwed up our family.
We came close and went back a few steps during the voyage.
Yet none of that mattered I suppose.
I just wanted to make sure that Pandora's box wasn't going to relinquish a hell.
That we wouldn't be able to defeat or overcome.
But I know we could, we never gave up yet I for one am stuck at crossroads.
It's funny how God was a guy we could bow down to and help us.
In our case he was helping us and double crossed us at the same time as well.
Castiel, oh Castiel you told us to start bowing down to you.
Yet I can't do that, for now I need to let this sink in a bit.
Seriously we killed fate, and almost got killed by her tanks to you.
We had to kill Eve and I'm still surprised that we made it work out.
I don't know how i should feel right now.
But all that I know is that calling you God will take some time for me.