Something I can never have
Can you spell sorrow? I've been spelling it for years and it only seems to be getting somewhat worse. I think i'm afraid of sorrow but it seems me and sorrow have became good friends sort of. Sorrow is my first and maybe most active emotion.
It was obvious, especially if you know me, I don't care about school, I don't care about friends, and I really don't care about myself, live or die I really don't care. I don't have a lot of friends mainly because I speak the truth and that's something people don't like to hear. I don't have good grades because I have no one to show them to. Why do it anyways? It's a waste of time.
Smack
"I hope you are paying attention Haruno" My teacher, Kakashi, hisses at me. "I've had enough of you not paying any attention! Get out of my class room if you don't want to be here." Most people would take it as a warning and stay but I don't care so I grab my bags and leave.
Now I have no where to be, and no one to complain to. I don't like complaining, he told me it was annoying.
Right now I am in lunch, sitting by myself because my friends would rather sit with the popular kids than lower themselves to me. If I even count as a friend to them. My brother packed me a sandwich, I'm not going to eat it because eating doesn't matter, maybe I want to starve. Maybe I want to die.
"Hello!" A perky voice greets and I look up at her with my black hood covering my eyes, there is no way i'm responding. I don't need friends.
"Excuse me. Hello!" This time the person pushes my shoulder. I don't do physical contact, so I flinch away from whoever this person may be.
"If you won't talk, then I'll sit with you anyways madam picky!" At this time and moment I can tell it is a girl, and that she's annoying. Then she freaking shot out her hand. "Hello! My name is Tenten, last name not important, what's yours?" We sat there for a minute, so eventually I gave in and told her my name.
"My name is Sasuke Haruno, now leave me alone and never talk to me. I'm serious." With that I stand up and leave the girl.
I don't care about making friends.
I just care about sorrow.