I wrote this a while ago. I just finally decided to type it. Enjoy!
And don't fear, I will update Porcelain Doll soon!
Disclaimer: I don't own Camp Rock.
He was my best friend ever since we were three years old. Our fathers would always joke and say we'd get married, your mother would secretly be planning our wedding. My mother would be in the recording studio. It never bothered me though, I had you.
Then we went to Camp Rock. We always dreamed of going there and getting a record label together. But we were wrong. You ended up meeting them, Shane Grey and Jason White. We were still close though. But then you met her, Caitlyn Gellar.
All you talked about was her. She was beautiful, of course she was. You were too shy to ask her out though. What can I say? The green monster got the best of me. I befriended Caitlyn, I had her sing back up for me, I ruined any chance she had at winning Final Jam.
I was happy. Until you said our friendship was over because I changed. I never changed…I just realized I was in love with my best friend.
But you never knew. Because you never talked to me again. Not even when my father died. I cried. I was mad at you. But I could never bring myself to hate you. I just hated the fact that I loved you.
I still went to camp every year though, just to see you. But one summer you weren't there. I cried some more, and thanked god you weren't there to see me puffy eyed. I learned from other campers you got a record deal as Connect 3 with Shane and Jason…Our record deal we dreamed about. I was happy though.
Three summers past and I finally saw you again. It was because I locked eyes with you that I screwed up Final Jam in front of my mother. The one time she came and I mess up because of you. But I still wasn't mad…just sad…sad you weren't there to comfort me like you used to.
What can I say? You left…and I shattered.
It's all your fault…but I still can't blame you…
Because I still love you.