Father and Son- Resshin
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I looked at my two boys
And I see a reflection of myself
My youngest son reflects the helpless side
While my eldest reflects the ugly side of me.
Kurei showed me what a horrible father I had been
I couldn't protect him from harm
I couldn't give him a happy childhood
People bullied him
People looked down at him
And all that I could do was to stand there and do nothing
Because I was the leader of the Hokage
How I hated myself
How I hated my cowardness
I couldn't stand up to that old man
I couldn't fight for his life
I couldn't be his father.
And I blame myself for that
But after all these years
You have grown my son
Though some people think that you are evil
I think otherwise
If you were evil
You would have gotten rid of Recca that night
If you were evil
You would not have bothered to fight for the safety and happiness of your mother
You are a Hokage
You are a flamecaster
You are my son
You are not evil
Recca, you reflect my helpless side
I lost both your mother and you
I couldn't be there for you
I couldn't do much for you
Even though I lived inside of you
I could only watch you grow
I couldn't be there for you
Even though I was your father
The person who offered advice to you wasn't me
The person that helped you wasn't me
The one to comfort you when you were scared wasn't me
The one to tuck you into bed wasn't me
The only thing that I could do was to watch
I can't even touch you
What kind of father am I?
I too have let your mother down
All those years that she spent alone
All those time when she was lonely
I couldn't be there for her
I hated myself for being unable to help.
I couldn't do anything to help ease your burden
I can't even give you my power
Because I can only appear
If you summon all the dragons
I can't even protect you even though I lived inside of you
I wasn't a good father.
But both of you are my hope
You could right my wrong
I lost my hime 400 years ago
And now her life is in both of your hands
I lost my loved one 400 years ago
Don't lose your loved one now.
I couldn't be there for your mothers
Now it is your turn to protect them
I couldn't do much as your father
And I ask for forgiveness
I couldn't be with the two of you
Please forgive me
I wasn't a good father
I have made you suffer
I pray for your forgiveness
I pray that I could be forgiven
I pray that you'd be safe
I pray that one day
We would be together.
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