Abbi Teller
21 years old.
Sister to Jax Teller
Daughter to Gemma Teller.
Wife and Mother
At this very moment i am tied up in a basement of someones house with a split lip, black eye and a cut across my head that's bleeding so hard i fell like im in the shower.
This is my story of how i got here
6 Years EarlierI was lying in bed staring at my walls like there was someone there when i heard my bedroom door being opened. i looked over seeing Jax walk in
"Hey ab's time to get up MA left she had to go to Lodi and Clay left he had to meet with Juice" i nodded sitting up
"Ill be out soon" he nodded closing the door.
Half an hour later i was ready and on the back of Jax's bike when i seen a car pull in behind us it was Carrie. I frowned wondering what she was doing here was pretty sure i didn't ask her for a ride this morning. i jumped of walking over to her car.
"Hey we where just leaving for school... you okay?" she shook her head, you could see the tears in her eyes "Do you wanna come inside im sure i can get the day of school today its not like were learning anything new with it being the last week and all plus i was only going for you."
She half smiled at me turning around and getting back in her car moving it to the side so that Jax could get out. As she was doing that i walked over to him seeing the confusion on his face.
"What's up with C?" i shook my head wrapping my arm around his shoulder when it clicked
"Its been 11 years today since we meet which means its been 11 years today-"
"Since Tommy died" He finished my sentence for me pulling me closer "Yeah which also means today's the day her mum passed" i nodded
You heard right today's the day someone screwed us over and took away the people we loved the most
Flashback
"I'm so sorry Mrs Teller we did everything that we could to save your son we did everything we could" Mum dropped to the ground screaming and crying i seen Jax to my left frozen in the same spot as he was when we first walked in.
I kept looking between them both begging them without saying anything to them to tell me what was going on i understood what happened to Tommy but what i couldn't understand was why they stopped helping him. I shook away the tears that were rolling down my cheek and ran out of the room i could hear Jax calling my name but i didn't care. As i was running around the corner i was knocked to the ground running into someone, i looked and seen a small blond girl on the ground in front of me
"I'm sorry" We both said at the same time "Are you okay?" we both said again, this time we both answered saying no and telling each other what happened
Carrie's mum had died of cancer, the cancer had spread so much through her body that there was nothing the doctors could do.
When i told her about Tommy we realized that we where both in the same place of heartache.
End Flashback
From that day on Carrie and i stuck together no matter what happened we where always there for each other even when we were mad at each other.
I felt someone shaking me and calling my name i looked around and seen that it was both Jax and Carrie
"Earth to Abbi you okay?" i shook my head getting rid of all the fog that was there
"Yeah sorry guys was just thinking. Jax can you let mum know i had the day of school in case she gets all mad that i skipped and didn't tell her out of my own safety" he nodded smiling
"Yeah just be careful today okay" i nodded
"We still on for tonight?" he smiled laughing
"Yeah be at T-M by 3 okay?"
"T-M. 3 o'clock. done.
"I'll make sure she gets there on time" Carrie said smiling at Jax. Good thing Carrie wasn't into guys other wise i might have to kick her ass for smiling at my brother like that.
No one EVER smiles at my brother just to smile. In there heads... well id rather not think about what is going through there heads but you can see in there eyes what it is.
"Okay well i better get going say hey to Tommy for me okay?" i nodded as i stepped out of his way when the bike started
2 hours later Carrie and i were pulling into the cemetery
"Meet you back here in an hour?" Carrie asked
"Yeah or maybe longer its been awhile since i caught up with my big bro"
"Take as long as you need" she lent into her glove box pulling out another key for her car "I've been meaning to give the spare to you just encase i lose mine" i nodded and put it on my set of keys
"Tell mamma i say hi"
"Tell Tommy i say hi" we both go out and went our different way's.
Once i got to Tommy stone i noticed that it was dirty. I'm glad i brought shit to clean it. After spending a good half hour cleaning his stone and laying new flowers down you could tactfully see what it said
Thomas Teller 2/7/1989 - 8/1/2000
Died So Young
I sat next to him and filled him in on everything that had been happening lately.
I felt a gust of wind hit me when i told him about what happened at school.
About a two months ago one of the bitch girls had come to the table Carrie and i were sitting at and started calling us whore's and sluts and faggots.
Everyone in the school knew about Carrie because someone had found her diary on the field and outed her in front of everyone even me she hadn't told me yet she didn't know if i would hate her or if i would except her. Of course i didn't hate her she was my best friend. Any way the girl had go to the stage where she was crossing the line calling me names i'm fine with i have tough skin it doesn't bother me but when you bring in my family specially my SAMCRO family you've crossed the line.
It was like something had snapped inside me because i jumped up from the table almost knocking the whole thing over as i wrapped my hands around her throat, she was screaming trying to scratch my arms. It took Carrie and Paul using all the strength to get me of the little bitch. The funny thing was nun of the teachers had come to me and said anything after it happened i didn't even get called in to see the principle it was like it never happened but i knew it happened you could see the bruises around her neck.
I smirked wickedly
After a few more hours of talking to Tommy i realized it was already 1 o'clock
"Well Tommy old boy i will see you soon i promise it won't be so long between visits anymore"
As i got my stuff and was walking back to the car i seen Carrie sitting on the bonnet of her car.
"You okay? how was the talk with your mum?"
"Yeah i'm okay, told her i was gay went allot better then i thought she didn't yell once" i smiled laughing
"Come on lets get out of here will go to T-M see if Uncle Elvis cooked us any of he's muffins" she squeaked jumping of the hood
"That man and those muffins could turn a girl straight" i laughed smiling
"Get in the car you dork"
Once we got to T-m i noticed Jax, Opie and Juice's bike weren't actually there. i din't worry to much about it i knew Jax would be back by 3 for our plans.
Carrie and i walked inside seeing everyone either playing pool or sitting around the tables laughing and drinking.
As we got close everyone turned around looking at us
"Hey girls what are you doing here? why aren't you at school?" i walked into the kitchen grabbing myself and Carrie a bottle of water
"We went to visit Tommy, today well i did Carrie went to see her mum"
"Sorry girls i hadn't noticed what today's date was" i shrugged it off
"Its fine, we actually came by to see if uncle Elvis had made some muffins we needed a bit of cheering up so we thought of those" Bobby stood up walking over to us
"Well your in luck, i just finished making another batch you can have as many as you want"
"Really?" i said smiling at him when he hugged us both
"For my two favorite girls. Of course"
Carrie and i sat down and ate our muffins laughing at the jokes the boys where telling us
I looked up and seeing the time was quarter to 3
"Hey guys were's Jax and the boys?"
"They had to go on a run Jax said to tell you he would be back in time if you came by early" i smiled nodding
"Okay well i better get going " Carrie stood up giving me a hug as well of the rest of the guys, she had grew close with everyone over the years she was like my sister she was pretty much another daughter to mum.
"Okay well ill call you tonight okay let you know how it went weather i still need a ride to school tomorrow or not"
"Okay have fun and tell Jax i said hi and thanks"
"Keep your little mites of my brother"
"Honey i don't need your brother you know i don't run that way "
"Lucky i might have to kick your ass if you did"
"Love you to" she laughed as she got in her car and left
I decided to sit down at the picnic table and wait for Jax to get there. after about half an hour of waiting i decided to listen to some music, knowing that he wouldn't be to long.
6 hours later
no one point of view
Abbi had moved from her spot at the picnic table earlier in the day when Clay and Unser had to 'have a little chat' away from being in the club house with the reset of the guys so she moved over to sit behind where Jax usually put his bike. The reason she sat there is because when she was a little kid she would wait for Jax to come back when he would go out on his rides so that she was the first one that he would see and the first on to get his hugs.
That was till Tara came along, the longer she was around the more Jax would push Abbi away.
Jax was in love and he didn't want his stupid baby sister around, but when Tara left Jax spiraled out of control but Abbi's a teller she knows how to make Jax realize that he needed his family instead of hiding all the time. no one knows what happened the day Jax came back to the world of the living but we do know whatever she did he came back with a black eye.
Gemma was in her office, Clay was in the club house with the guys when she heard the bikes coming up the street, knowing it was Jackson she stood up standing by the door, like a mama bear checking over her babies.
Jax's face when he seen Abbi laying on the ground asleep with red rimmed eyes that looked like she had been crying broke his heart.
Abbi's POV
"Ab's wake up" i could hear someone saying over and over again my ipod must have died
i opened my eyes seeing Jax standing there he had a slight smile on his face, but it changed when mine did, he looked scared.
That's right better be scared fucker
I slowly stood up looking at him he tried to help me up but i pulled my hand away from him "Get of me Jackson" he flinched at me using his full name "You where meant to be here hours ago" i whispered so no one could hear i didn't want the club hearing us
"Look Ab's i'm sorry I lost track of time" i stepped closer to him
"Yeah right i can smell booze and pussy on you, you didn't lose track of time you completely forgot about me, like always" i whispered the last bit to myself "I'm going home" i turned to walk past him but he grabbed my arm tightening slightly i quickly pushed his arm off before he hurt me
"Abbi wait-"
"Stay the hell away from me" i felt the tears starting run down my face "I asked for one thing for one FUCKIN day ive never asked you for anything Jackson" i growled "I'm so mad at you, i don't even want to look at you" i turned around seeing the sad look on mums face "Mum can i borrow your car?"
"Sorry baby car's in shop i was meant to be getting a ride home with Clay"i rolled my eyes turning away from everyone heading for the front gate
"Abbi were you going baby?" I heard mum yell
"To call Carrie to see if she will give me a ride home, at least i can count on her she doesn't forget people she says she cares about for pussy and booze"
"You know what your just a little bitch" I stopped snorting
"Jax!" i heard Opie say
"No the one time you don't get your way you throw a tanti like the little shit you are" i spun around looking straight at Jax
"I don't know who you are anymore" i screamed out "i spent every day of the last 11 years trying to make you love me and not hate me"
"What are you on about?" he sounded mad
"Everyday since Tommy died you and you" i pointed at mum "You both resented me cause i lived and Tommy didn't i had the same heart defect as he did you both made me feel like i was nothing like it should have been me that died, well you know what I'm gonna make your day cause i'm dead to you... both of you" i quickly turned around and running towards the gate as i ran out i started thinking where do i go i can't go to Carrie she doesn't deserve my crap today and i didn't want to go home. so i went to see Tommy.
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