A/N: Hey everyone this is my first fanfic. Sorry for any spelling errors. Hope you enjoy.

Warnings: suicide, not a happy ending, weird and possibly confusing. Kouji's POV may be out of characterness.

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters.

Living A Lie

HI my name is Kouji Minamoto and I'm here to tell my story. It all happened about 3 years ago. Me and my twin brother Kouichi where walking home from school like we always do. It was our birthday so we were very excited. We came to the main road and waited for the ok to walk. The light finely turned and we started to cross the street. We were half way across when it happened. I saw the car coming and it was coming fast. The woman driving was talking on her phone and didn't notice the red light or us in the road. I knew she wasn't going to stop so I abruptly rammed my body into Kouichi shoving him to the sidewalk. The next thing I know the world turns pitch black. It was cold and empty and I was alone.

"Mom…? Dad...? Kouichi…?"I called but received no answer.

It was obvious that there was no one around so I started to walk though the nothingness. I walked for what seemed like hours when I finely found a light shining though the dark abyss. It was really bright and it hurt to look at it. I started to walk away from the light but then I heard voices coming from the other side. Heh I never was one to trust well anything, but curiosity got the best of me and I walked into the light.

I woke up the next morning in an empty room. I could still here voices, three to be exact. There was a man arguing with a woman whom sounded like she was on speakerphone. The voices sounded familiar but i could only focus on the third voice echoing though my head. But the voice was faint and faded, and i couldn't make out what was being said of who it belonged to. It was there tho and in a strange way it helped me feel at ease.

A few minutes later a man walked into the room. It was my dad. He came in with a saddened faceand i sent him a questioning look. He took a deep breath and i continued to look at him questiningly waiting for an explanatipn. He let out a sigh then he began The Lie.

"Are you feeling ok?"

I thought for a moment ehen replied. "yha im beyond confused but other then that im fine."

"I see" he said.

"what happened?" I asked. I knwe perfectly well what happend but something was off extremely off and it gave me a bad feeling.

"well to start you suddenly caught a high fefever and passed out in school. I got work early so when the school called i came and brought you home." Lie #1

"but i remember walking home with kou..."

"those were dreams created by the fever." He said cutting me off mid sentence. I didn't like how abrutly he answered but i brushed it off since he looked overworked and stressed. And that was Lie #2.

once i was feeling more in control of all the thoughts that were bombing my mind with each passing second. I decided to look around the house. The first thing i noticed was that all the family pictures were gone. There were a few of dad here and there and also of some woman i've never met befor. But all the pics of me, mom, and Kouichi were nowhere to be found.

I made my way downstairs and found dad talking on the phone agene. I don't know who he was talking to but i over heard him say something about "the Illness" affecting my memory. Wich is another Lie beause i was never sick to begin with. Everything was still a bit to over whelming so i went back upstairs to go to sleep.

A/N: well that's it for the first chapter. Agene I hope you enjoyed it and plz feel free to review to your likening. Thank you.