Oneshot #1

'Over You'

Summary: In the cold of winter, and in the silence of my own apartment, everything reminds me of you.

I can't walk around my town like I used to. Parks that used to look warm and inviting are cold and lonely. The trees a barren, leafless work, set aside by the biting temperature. Swing sets creak as metal slides slowly over metal. How long has it been since we last used it?

The lively streets and sidewalks now empty, barren like the trees nearby. Red mailboxes in the summer fade into a dull pink. Cars pass less frequently, people walk in the confines of buildings. It seems I'm not the only one that wants to stay in today.

I can't look around my apartment like I used to. The frames have yet to be removed, though I'm not so sure I want to. The bed a box of memories, one after the other. Just when I think it's done, another comes it's way into my thoughts and I have to fight to stifle a sigh.

Contrary to the outside, everything in my room is pink. Pink sheets, pink curtains, pink lampshade; though I suppose it was all because of you.

My room provides some form of comfort, but the wind outside is as cold as the edges of your heart, and as I open the window by my bed, you blow in. At first, it's soothing. A pleasant feeling overtakes me, before the cold bites down on my skin and I am left to close the window shut. When the time passes, will I be able to open the window again?

The bed a box of memories. How we used to play when there's not much time left to the day, how we used to make wishes and laugh by the light of the stars. A time for just the two of us.

Swing sets, mailboxes, sheets, curtains, lampshades. I can't do anything like I used to, not when everything reminds me of you.

But even so, everything finds its place and leaves, everything finds its place and returns. If I finally smile as if nothing happened, calling out your name won't hurt as much as it does now.

Like a strange flower that blooms between seasons, like the morning star that hangs between days, all of this, someday, will pass.

I believe I'll be over you.

an: just a little something to get this playlist started ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

song rec: 11:11 by taeyeon

this was originally part of a k-songfic collection but I ran out of steam real quick sorry

All the upcoming fics are supposed to be nalu, but since they're just short little pieces they might not be direct sometimes. but I do have some fluff (or angst) ready ^^

Up next:

Cafe au

College au

Zootopia au

One sided love fic

Hercules au -personal favorite and most likely its own story one day but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

wedding day fic