I just started yesterday so I thought I'd give it a shot. I'm sorry that if the story is bad
Ps stephanie meyer owns all the characters and most of the places
Chapter 1 : I'm lost
I'm so sorry for not saying good bye to your faces. So I'll say it now good bye. I love you and Renee. I just couldn't stay any longer. I'm just so sad all the time and you guys are so happy all the time. I just can't bare it any more. So I'm leaving please don't try find me.
Love your daughter,
Bella Marie Swan
My name is Bella. As you read above I'm leaving.
I slammed the door on my way out and started walking; deciding that taking my truck would be too big of a risk, because everyone knew my truck. I walked all the way to la push.
I headed to jakes house to get my motorcycle. I finally got there. I started for the garage but suddenly ran into something and fell on my butt. I looked up to see what i walked into. "Jake," i said looking confused. "Oh, you're not leaving. Get inside," he growled out as he grabs my arm and pulled me up. "go inside now!" he said almost screaming. I knew i couldn't win in a fight with him.
His house was small but cozy. "Where's your dad?" i asked absent mindedly. "He's dead. he died a week ago," he whispered." oh my gosh Jake. I'm so sorry," i said as i hugged him. "Jake may i please leave now?" i said "no." he said. Sadness was clear on his face. "Why!?" i said. "Because you were just going to leave without even saying goodbye to our faces. That's why!" he screamed back.
I stood up and said "I'm going to the bathroom." when i got there i climbed out the window and headed to the garage. I grab the key that was under the mat and slowly opened the door. Then there was a snap behind me and swung around saw Jacob. He was beet red and his hands were in fists, they were so tight I'm sure he was drawing blood. He grabbed my wrist in a tight grip. Then he growled out "I thought I said you weren't leaving."
He started to yank me towards the door. I struggled to get free of his grip. He yanked me inside the house and slammed the door behind us. "Jacob let me go! You don't own me!" I screamed at him. He turned around his face red with anger. He pulled me hard against his chest. My hands slipped from the sweat the heat his body caused. They slipped down to his the top of his shorts before I could stop them.
When I looked up at is face and saw that his eyes were pitch black. He lent down to my ear and whispered "I'll show you who you belong to," he picked me up bridal style. He carried me to his bedroom. When he got his door open. He threw me right in the center of his king sized mattress. He shedded his clothes as he crawled his way towards me.
(warning rape scene ahead)
Then it hit me he was going to rape me. "Please Jake. I don't want this." I whimpered out. Then he growled "you know you want this!" he slapped my face. I was blinded by pain. It hurt so bad I didn't even realize he had taken off my clothes. I started crying. "Shut up bitch you know you want this." I wanted to scream back at him that I don't but before I could he covered my mouth with a smothering kiss. He started kissing down my neck as he massaged my breast roughly. Without any warning he rammed into me. I hurt so bad I couldn't help the scream. They most likely would have been heard if Jacobs's scream of ecstasy hadn't over powered mine. He pulled out of me with a groan and, with his arm tightly around and his head on my chest, he laid down next to me.
(end of rape scene)
"Please don't try and leave. I can't lose you too," he mumbled into my chest as he covered us with a blanket. "I love you," he said looking in my eyes searching for something. I guess he didn't find what he was looking for because he squeezed my wrist, so tightly I thought it was going to snap. "Say it. Say you love me!" he growled out. I was so scared. I whimpered out "I love you too." He sighed then rested his head on the pillow instantly falling asleep. I looked down at his face it was the face I grew to love. He was the boy who was my sunshine not the man who raped me. Surprisingly I fell asleep.
I am so confused in other words I'm lost.
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