Summary

Bella and Alice are the adopted daughters of Charlie Swan. They move from the sunshine state of Florida to dreary and desolate Forks, Washington. Bella is sure that she would never overcome her hatred for the rainy town, however, the ever optimistic Alice reckons that this is the start of something big. With Edward Cullen captivated by a certain Ms. Isabella Swan from the first moment he sets eyes on her, will she be able to deny him, or will she succumb to being another notch on his bed post? Follow Bella through her eventful life during her final years of high school.

Disclaimer: We own nothing, other than the plot idea. All rights got to SM, we wouldn't dream of stealing it. No copyright infringement intended.

This story is written by two people, Charlie and Hannah, and we made this joint account to save posting the story on two separate accounts. We are English, so you might see some phrases or euphemisms that you don't get or are not commonly used. You'll pick up on it though, so I wouldn't worry. We English aren't all that different from the Americans! If something has really confused you though, just ask.

You're not going to read this Authors Note, so I'll see you down the bottom.

Prologue

My name is Isabella Swan, as I'm sure you're well aware. I have something new for you all on this fine evening; The inevitable death of a certain Edward Cullen. It will be painful, gruesome and should be later made into Saw 7.

When Rosalie and Alice walked over to me, concern and sympathy etched on their faces, I knew it was bad. They carried on to tell me what I had already suspected, what I already knew was true yet tried to ignore and did my best to deny. It's there now, set in stone. This was real, no dream or nightmare. I died inside.

I couldn't face it.

I couldn't cope.

This can't be happening to me. How could he?

As all the facts swirled around in my mind, I couldn't believe he'd done this to me. He's ruined me. I-I just couldn't believe it. I couldn't wrap my head around it. I was going...To kill him.

"Get. Edward. Now." I spat, sending Alice and Rosalie away to go fetch him. I paced up and down the room, tugging at my hair, a trait I had picked up from him. I dropped my hands to my sides and clenched and unclenched my fists in time with my walking. My mind was a haze etched onto a blank canvas. So full and at the same time empty. My head hurt to think about it. No, I refused to think about it, I just couldn't bring myself to. It was too crowded in my mind that I couldn't make out any thought in particular.

My thoughts were lost. My sanity, lost. My life, love, future – all of it, fucking lost. Because of that selfish, idiotic, cunt of a fucker-

That's when I heard it.

The front door slammed shut, and I froze. Maybe I wasn't ready for this.

He stomped up the stairs and burst into the room. "What's wrong, Alice and Rosalie told me you were upset?"

"UPSET?!" I screamed at him, my anger rising, "I'm fucking livid! How could you do this to me?!"

He looked thoroughly confused. I walked over to the door, suspicious, and yanked it open, causing Rosalie and Alice to tumble to the ground. They had been listening in on what was possibly the most tense, serious, not-fucking-gossip-worthy conversation ever. Some fucking friends.

Thanks for the privacy guys.

"Leave." They were gone, just like that.

Turning back to face the bastard, I told him. I told him it all. Every last detail I knew, and had been told.

He was frozen in shock, he was confused.

I continued to babble, afraid of what was to come, yet still overcome with anger.

"...I just can't Edward. I can't deal with this. You've ruined my life! I need this...to end." I staggered out what I needed to say. The truth hurt more than anything I could ever imagine. Oh boy did it hurt, I felt like I was pulling out my heart, liver and kidneys, displaying them in front of him. I tried to feel something, anything. But, I couldn't. I was void of everything, except anger. Every inch of my body was convulsing with anger, to fill the hole I felt. The anger reached my heart, the place the hole had taken as it's home. My heart turned red with fury, black like stone.

Right now.. angry would be an understatement and seething would be putting it lightly. What I was feeling right now would put the fiery pits of Hades to fucking shame. How fucking could he. My brain rattled as it tried in vain to comprehend this shit fest that was now my life.

"What the fuck do you mean, Bella?" He seethed through his teeth.

His eyes faded to black instantaneously. The anger plainly shining in them. Glaring a whole straight through me. It was easy enough to do, I was hollow. His mind was clearly set, but fuck if I was going to give in, I just...Couldn't.

"You can't seriously be considering-" He took a deep breath to regain himself.

"I don't fucking know, Edward!" I seethed, saying his name like it was fucking blasphemous. Jesus, it is fucking blasphemous, the very blackest kind. "You fucking moron! Jesus, I swear.. a-are you going to be a tit for your entire life? Fuck! You choose this to be the moment to think with that head of yours and not your dick. Fucking now. A little late don't you freaking think! There's more than one of us in this situation, which you seem to be forgetting! Christ!" I screamed, slamming my palm against the door. My fury had finally found its outlet, straight into the face of an equally furious Edward. "I...I can't do this...I-I..."

I ran. Like a coward. I fucking ran.

"BELLA! FOR GOD SAKE, BELLA!" I heard his bellowing voice behind me as I fled down the hallway, reaching the stairs. His stomping footsteps were gaining behind me, "Bella! I'm not going to let you just fucking walk out on me, not now. Not fucking ever!" He called.

"I wish you fucking would. Sod off back to Lauren and stick that poisonous dick of yours in her. Again. It would be so much easier on me...On us...On this." I screamed as I ran down the steps. As I said the last words, my resolve broke and I could feel myself falling. Physically or emotionally, I wasn't sure. But, I fell and I was losing myself.

As if by magic, the anger disappeared, the pain melted away, I was left completely void of all emotion. A blank canvas.

Hope you liked it.

At the end of each chapter, we are going to have a little quiz question, and whoever gets it right will score points. When this story is over, the people with the most points will win something. It's a long way off, so the prize is undefined, maybe an outtake. Or perhaps just the thrill of winning.

We aren't going to take credit for this idea, when we actually stole it off nashstheory, from her amazing story, 'Down the Rabbit Hole'. Go check it out.

Quiz will start at the bottom of the next chapter, and the answer will be the top of the next. So see you then. Oh, and please review!