Hey guys... all my other stories are on haitus... so... this is just a quick 2 shot... I dreamt this story in class and woke up close to tears... this is based off of some of the song Ghost Of You by Selena Gomez...
Enjoy! :D ps... I cried lol
Chad, Chad Chad, that's all I'm actually thinking about; my best friend, my boyfriend, my first love... it's all gone, I hope not... ugh, I don't know, I sat in the quiet lobby, people were crying, others were being comforted, and some were just on their electronics... me, I'm just staring at nothing. "Is there a Sonny Munroe here?" my head popped up, I stood up, nodding, "Okay, Pastor Jack just left the room; you can go say your last goodbyes to Chad." I nodded, I looked at Pastor Jack, he nodded his head, "I'll be okay." he mouthed to me, I nodded, feeling sick to my stomach... I went to Chad's room, I peaked in, his mom and dad were here, "Sonny! Sweetie, you can have the room to yourself." I nodded, feeling hollow, both of them hugged me and kissed my forehead, I don't know what to actually say at all.
"Sonny." Chad croaked out, I went over to him, pecking him lightly; he still looked handsome, even with scars all over him from the car crash... Chad held me close, I stroked his hair, crying, "Shh... it's okay, it's okay." Chad said to me, ironic, I'm crying and he's peaceful. I shook my head, "Chad. Please don't." he knew what I was talking about; I relaxed in his arms, "Sonshine, I love you so much, but I have to..." I cried, "I love you too Chad but please don't talk like that... please!" he kissed me softly, long and passionately, "I love you too." I said, whispering, "Tell grandpa I said hello." Chad closed his eyes, nodding, I tried to be brave, "Goodbye Sonshine." Chad said softly, the heart monitor faded, I sat here, shaking... Chad's gone... he's actually gone... I watched him leave...
I walked out of the room, his kiss still on my lips, I'll miss him so much, and I already do. I walked into the lobby, Mrs. Cooper came over to me, we both cried, my mom just came, Mrs. Cooper let me go, my mom held me, "Mommy..." I said sobbing, I can't hold the pain anymore, I prayed and prayed, nope... Chad's still gone, shockingly... my mom sat on a chair and I sat next to her, my head in her lap, "Shhh..." I kept crying, silently praying too. I'm at peace but I'm also at shock, I still can't believe this at all happened so fast, just 3 hours ago Chad and I were watching a movie and going home, he dropped me off and then I got that call. I stopped sobbing, just silent tears flowing; I don't know what to do... I got up off my mom's lap Nico and Grady came over and hugged me, "We miss him too." I nodded, they left me alone, probably to think... I thought and played with my hands, staring at them, I'm having a flashback...
FLASHBACK
I sat here, playing with my hands, my stomach hurts so badly, stupid cramps, ugh... Chad walked past my room, I still sat here, Chad came back? Weird... "Hey Munroe." I waved at him, being as though I couldn't talk, he bent down to my level, "What's wrong?" I shook my head, my face turned red, I stared at him, his eyes were soft and warm... I looked down, he picked my head up, making me stare into his eyes, he then sat next to me, I didn't know this couch was big enough for two people to sit on. He wrapped his arms around me, I snuggled closer to him, "Sonny, please?" I shook my
head, "Sonshine?" I looked in his eyes; they looked just, wow... I can't even say anything. I got lost in his eyes; he smiled at me, leaning in, erm... I backed away, smiling shyly, "Its nothing Chad, my stomach's just bothering me." he rubbed my stomach and then continued holding my hands. He then kissed me, yeah sadly it was my 1st kiss but it felt amazing, I blushed, "Wow." Chad smiled and kissed me again. My stomach pain is now replaced by butterflies, he sat up, "I gotta go to rehearsal Sonshine." I nodded, feeling sad; he kissed my cheek, "I'll see you at bible study tonight." I nodded; he kissed me again before leaving, "THANKS!" I screamed down the hallway, he turned around, smiling too...
END OF FLASHBACK
I felt someone tap my shoulder, I jumped out of my thoughts, trembling, I looked up, mom. "Come on." I nodded, I got up out of seat, I feel numb, like very numb... mom was talking to Mrs. Cooper, "We already made funeral plans, its scheduled to happen Monday." it's Saturday... wow. I walked away, I can't take this, I sat on the sidewalk, crying my eyes out, "Oh Sonny." it was Tawni, when did she get here? I got off the ground, she looked at me, "You need a hug." um... she hugged me, I hugged her back, I looked at the time, its 9PM, I should go to bed. "Hey Tawn, I got church tomorrow, so I'm going to go home." she nodded, "Can I go?" I nodded; Tawni always goes to her church... I don't know... mom came outside; she gave Tawni a hug, "Sonny, you okay?" I nodded, I'm fine... I just miss Chad... I miss him... I miss him... I miss him... Tawni and I started walking to mom's car; "You want a ride?" she nodded, "Sure if you don't mind." I shook my head, she hopped into the car, we drove in silence, I talked to Chad, well tried to, and nothing... we pulled up to Tawni's house. She hugged me, "It'll be okay." I nodded, feeling sick. Mom and I waited until she got in; we drove away, "Sonny, Chad's in a better place, you know that right?" I nodded, tears falling again. I finally got home 5 minutes later.
"Mom, I'm gonna go shower and go to bed." I normally get something light to eat but not tonight... mom kissed my forehead, I hopped into the shower, I was out within 10 minutes. I walked over to my bed and kissed the blanket Chad gave me, his kiss now on it too, "Goodnight Chad." I whispered. I said my prayers, praying for everyone who would soon get the news that Chad's gone and everyone who knew, hoping and praying they would take the news well... to know he was at peace... to know he believed in God... I turned off my phone; Chad would usually text me saying "Hey babe, I'm going to bed, goodnight. I love you." always in full words, I'd text him back, "Goodnight Chad... I love you too." I'd turn off my phone and go to bed, tonight and every night... it will never happen again. I read my bible, Songs of Solomon chapter 5... Chad's favorite bible book and scripture... (A.N Mine too haha) I closed my bible after I was done reading it and fell asleep...
"Sonny wake up." it was mom; I opened my eyes forcefully... I looked at my alarm clock, what the heck, it's 3PM. Crap... I missed church. I sat up in bed, Chad's blanket clutched to my chest, "Good Morning Chad." it was dark when I said that, then the sun shined... Chad. I smiled at the sky, "Thanks." it's almost like I can hear him saying something to me, I miss him. I turned on my phone, Lucy, Kate, Amber, Jaqueline, Olivia, and Zora texted me, "Hey r u okay?" literally all of them said exactly that. "I'm fine... I'm actually at peace... I know it's hard that he's gone but I know he's in a better place." I texted all of them back... I looked at the text messages from Chad yesterday... I can't believe this one bit. I turned off my phone and went into the kitchen, I turned on the TV. "In other news today, last night Actor Chad Dylan Cooper passed away last night at Treebrake Memorial Hospital last night at the age of 20. He leaves behind a wonderful family, friends, girlfriend of 4 years Sonny Munroe, and many many fans." I turned the channel, "Remembering Chad" was one of the programs on... I heard his voice from the TV, man I miss him.
I turned on the radio on on my TV...
"And I'll never be quite the same
As I was before these
A part of you still remains
Though it's out of focus
You're just somewhere that I've been
And I won't go back again
You're just somewhere that I've been
I'm breathing in, breathing out
Ain't that what it's all about?
Living life crazy loud
Like I have the right to
No more words in my mouth
Nothing left to figure out
But I don't think I'll ever break through
The ghost of you"
I started to cry... this feeling is the worst... I miss Chad so much. I sat down, crying... mom came into the room, "It'll be okay sweetie, trust me." I nodded, still feeling sick. I nodded, I layed on mom... "Mom, I don't feel well." she nodded, touching my forehead, "You're making yourself sick. Calm down and relax." I nodded, relaxing... I need something to do, I still need a dress for tomorrow. I grabbed my phone, "Hey Tawn, what are you doing today?" she sighed, "Mall... you're coming too." I laughed, "I need to." both of us laughed, "Okay, I'll pick you up when you're ready." I cleaned up and got dressed. Skinny jeans, converses, and my aero shirt. I called Tawni back, she was on her way, I walked into the living room, mom was still talking to Mrs. Cooper, "She's fine, she just cries here and there." mom nodded, I tapped her shoulder, "I'm going to the mall with Tawni." she nodded, I waited for Tawni, she honked the horn and I ran outside, "Bye mom!" I screamed, she waved back, "You girls be careful." we nodded, driving away, "Love You Like A Love Song" came on... I remember that with Chad.
FLASHBACK
"I- I love you like a love song baby!" I laughed at Chad, it was too cute, "Sonshine's laughing? Oh! Join in!" I laughed more, he kissed me lightly, I shuggled under his warmness, he kissed my forehad, "I love you like a love song baby." he whispered to me, "And I keep hitting re pe pe pe pe peat..." I whispered back, he kissed me again, we broke away, laughing, and this time screaming the song, Mr. Condor walked by, "Ah, young love." he said, weird... haha. I love Chad.
END OF FLASHBACK
I started laughing at the flashback, "Sonny, why are ou laughing?" I shook my head, "A memory." she knew about it... she also laughed, we're almost at the mall. 10 minutes later and we're already here... I got out, "Okay... 1st store Debs." I nodded, we searched for dresses, nah, I don't like this. I looked around for another one. Still nothing... "Another store?" Tawni asked... I nodded, we went to XO I see really beautiful dresses here... well... I like this black one. "Go try it." I nodded, "I don't like it!" I screamed to Tawni, in case she didn't hear me, she passed me another one, I tried it and opened the door for her to see it. We both shook our heads, I thought, "That one." I nodded my head to the the strapless one, she looked at it, grabbing it, she handed it to me, I changed into it, well after I shut the door, I opened it, "Oh my gosh!" Tawni said excitedly. I looked into the mirror, it goes so pretty with my black flats and I have a blue cardigan to match this too. "Okay, lets pay for it." I put my clothes back on, and ran out, "Okay, how much is it?" I asked, she smiled at me, "I'm paying for it." I tried to object, "No, it's okay Tawn." she smiled at me again, shaking her head. I laughed, "Thanks Tawn."
We got the outfit and walked around the mall, everywhere I went... Chad's face was there... "I love you Sonny!" I heard Chad say in an interview from last week, I tried not to cry, Tawni rubbed my back, "Just let it out." I nodded, actually crying, I felt a tap on my shoulder, it was Selena. "Come on." she gave me a hug, I stopped crying a minute later, "Thanks Sel." she nodded, tucking her hair behind her ears, "You'll be there tomorrow right?" she nodded, she gave me another hug, I smiled, "You guys wanna walk around?" I nodded, we walked into FYE and saw Justin Bieber's stand up cardboard... it was too hilarious when Selena looked like she was going to kiss it. I snapped a picture, I looked to the left, there's one of Chad too... "I miss you."
DONE! 2nd and last chapter coming right up! :D
God Bless :)
- Javi :)