The Firsts, Lasts & In-Betweens
by herheartbeat
Summary: A look into the love life of Mimi Tachikawa. All Dialogues.
Chapter I - Yamato
Come on, babe.
No.
It was just a joke.
It wasn't funny.
But you love my jokes.
Not when you're drunk.
Drunk? Jesus, Mimi, it was like, what, 2? 3 drinks?
Face it. You're drunk.
Mimi, seriously. Maybe if you took a few you wouldn't be so sensitive. You need to loosen up. You have some major issues.
Ex-cuse me? What the hell is that supposed to me?
Okay, okay, I'm sorry. It came out wrong.
Sorry? It's always sorry! You can always use that trick so many damn times, Yamato! You know what? Get out. I can't stand you anymore.
Look! I'm really sorry! I guess I am drunk, okay? Please? Mimi, please?
Please, what?
Let me stay. And be with you. And sit next to you.
And insult me?
No. I want to just be here with you, okay? I'm wrong, I know.
This is why I hate it when you're drunk. You can't trust yourself when you're like this. You don't even realize how ridiculous you look when you are too. I mean, goodness, Yamato. I care about you. Not the drunk Yamato, but the sober you.
Can't do that, Mimi. You can take all of me or nothin'.
Look, you're drunk now. It's repulsive, really. Your breath reeks. And the things you say just hurt.
Well then, since I'm so drunk, you know that I'll say stupid things that I don't mean. And I never want to hurt you, you know that? I really don't.
Yes, and considering the fact that you were under the influence of alcohol, I should just go easy on you right? Let you say and do just about whatever you want you, because you're drunk, right?
No, that's not what I mean. Just don't take what I say to heart, okay? The only things that you can depend on is that I'm dumb, and that I care about you too much to just let you go. Okay? I'll do stupid things. But I always want to go back to you in the end, alright?
Yeah, I guess.
Okay, then. So are we good? You're not mad?
Yeah.. I guess.
Okay, good. I'm gonna check what's in the fridge, I'm starving.
There should be some leftover chicken curry somewhere in there.
Can I warm it up?
Yeah, yeah, go ahead.
Here, move over a bit. I want to sit next to you.
Mmm...
Hmm? What is it, babe?
You're going to Tokyo for Spring Break soon.
So?
Oh come on. You're going there for 5 days to not drink and not club and not do stupid things?
Have you been thinking about the trip the whole time?
I'm sorry, I'm just paranoid. Let's drop it.
No, no, you brought it up. What's on your mind?
It's just, I dunno..
Hmm?
Just promise you won't do anything.
Mmm...
Yamato!
What?
Promise me!
Erm...
Oh, for the love of-
Look! Before you can get mad again, just hear me out!
Fine. You have 10 minutes until you have to get the hell out.
Must you be so harsh?
5 minutes.
Okay! Okay. It's just.. I've been thinking about this for the past few weeks.
We've only been together for two damned weeks, Yamato.
But we've been close for almost 2 years. You're my best friend before all else, you know that? I mean I can come to you and talk to you about anything and you won't judge me, won't strike me down. You'll just be there. You're always there for me. You're special to me.
Okay, get to your point.
I am, I am. It's just that.. Okay. What I'm going to tell you is only because I care about you.
What?
And I know you won't believe that, but, well, just know I care about you, okay? Hurting you is just the last thing I want to do.
What?
It's just.. In Tokyo, things might happen..
Things? Things might happen? What the hell is that supposed to mean?
I know you know, Meems.
What, you're going to cheat on me? And this is supposed to show me how much you care about me? You're really telling me this because you care about me. Excuse my harsh language, but bullshit!
Mimi, you already know how I am with alcohol. And you're right, I don't trust myself. I'm bound to do hurtful things, because I'm, well, an asshole. I know it's sound like just another excuse, but I can not lie. I've been thinking about this and us and you the whole time.
The whole time? Jesus, Yamato.
I know! I know, I know. I'm stupid. I don't even know why I have you right now.
..Neither do I..
Please don't say that, Mimi.
Hm.
I don't even know what I'm saying. I just.. You deserve to know. I'm not going to lie to you. I mean, would you have rather had me not tell you?
Hm.
Look, I know there must be about a zillion thoughts and feelings just rushing to your head and heart but, I'm sorry. I'm stupid. But it's the truth. I mean, it is spring break.
Hm.
Mimi, I care about you. It's just.. I think we should go on a break..
Hm.
I mean, I really do want to be with you. It's just, I don't want to hurt you..
Hm.
I don't know. I'm sorry. I know you're hurt. I don't want to, it's just.. I probably will.
Hm.
Say something. What do you want to do?
Just go.
Mimi, we can't just leave it. We have to talk about it.
Just go.
Talk to me, won't you? At least tell me what you're thinking!
I need time, Yamato. Just go.
So we're not over?
Just go.
Alright.
Hm.
Pass my jacket?
Hm.
Alright.. Thanks. Well, goodnight Mi-
In case you didn't get the last bit, he got cut off by the slam of the door. - WELL, read and review! Thanks!
By the way, these are all based on personal experiences. A lot has happened and this is just a way of helping me get everything out. So it's like a little autobiography, really. I'd really appreciate feedback. Thanks all!