A/N: Hello again fellow Sibuna's! I'm here with a oneshot about an Anubis resident. Rated T for depression, suicidal thoughts and possible self harm triggers. For some reason, I can't seem to leave these themes alone...
Disclaimer: I own nothing but the plot.
Ever have that feeling that you're drowning and nobody could possibly save you from suffocating in your own pain? Ever have that feeling that nobody could save you because you are beyond repair? Ever have that feeling that you just want to go to sleep and never wake up?
That's me every day.
9 months ago, I lost my best friend. She moved away and I never heard from her again. She was my cause of happiness.
8 months ago, my grades began to funny thing is that I wasn't even bothered...
7 months ago I stopped fighting for Sibuna because that was why I lost her.
6 months ago, I was cruelly captured as a sinner.
5 months ago, I began to hear voices. Not Sibuna related but ones that I nonetheless listened to and believed. I mean, I am worthless and I don't deserve to be happy.
4 months ago, I began to notice scars appearing on my arms. Ones that I put there.
3 months ago, I began to have sleeping issues and I began to wish that I would go to sleep. Forever.
2 months ago, I stopped caring. I began cutting myself off from the world. I mean who would want to know a freak like me?
1 month ago, my other best friend left me.
And that brings us nicely on to the end of the timeline. Today. Where I Fabian Michael Rutter, finally die.
A/N: So what do ya think? I'm going to post one more chapter on this as soon as I can... When did you all realise it was Fabian that I was talking about? Anyways, can you pleasego check out the latest chapter of KLMN squad which has no reviews as of now!
Love
~SibunaMockingjay