Author's Note: First and Foremost I want everyone to know that this story will be OOC, especially for Jacob, I will do my very best to stay true to character and personality's as I can, but like I said. There will be OOC-ness. Secondly If you dont have anything nice to say, DON'T SAY IT! I only accept good, nice reviews. Bashers and haters won't be tolerated. You have no idea what it does to an authors ego when you bash them. I do, and it's not nice, it's really horrible, and it makes us feel like shit. This story will contain mature themes I.e. rape, sex, and all that jazz. If you don't like it. I have a simple solution, really. It's called don't read. LIke I said pretty simple huh?!?
TTFN
Also Clearly I do not own Twilight, or any of it's character's, we all know who they belong too, cause we hate her for it. =)
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"Jacob!" I yelled furiously " I've told you, I do love you, really I do, but it's just not enough. It's nothing compared to how I feel for Edward. He is my life. My everything. The reason for my existence. I can't just turn my back on that. I wouldn't Jacob. I, ugh, I just couldnt."
I saw him shaking, clenching his fists, and taking long deep breaths. I waited for him to say something, anything. I tentatively took a step toward him, my hand reached out to him. "Jacob?" I whispered quietly taking another careful step toward him "Im sorry" I heard a low growl escape his lips and my steps faultered. I saw rage flash across his eyes, and the next thing I knew I was being held against the counter by a large, very angry werewolf.
"The reason for your existence" He said through clenched teeth " What about when he left you Bella, what about then. When you were barely clinging to life. Who had to pick up the pieces he left behind, huh? It was me. ME Bella. If anything he's the reason you will cease to exist. He's bad for you Bella. Not like me. I've taken care of you. I've never left. Not like him Bells. He has. And it kills you that I'm right, it kills you to know that I am better for you. Poor, blind, little Bella."
"Jacob," I whimpered tears threatning to fall from my eyes. "stop, your hurting me.." My words were cut short as his lips came crashing down upon mine, surely leaving a bruise. I tried to push him away, to get free, but his grasp on my arms was too strong. I was rendered helpless.
He finally left my lips, only to kiss a trail down my neck biting as he went. " Jake, please" I pleaded with him "I Love him, just accept it and move on, please, just leave. Leave me alone" The last few words came out in ragged breaths as I tried to ignore the pain he was causing me.
"No Bella" He growled into my neck " I'm going to show you how much better for you I am. I will make you see, make you feel what it's like to be with me." He picked me up and threw me onto the counter, not caring where he carelesly sat me roughly down. I kicked out as hard as I could muster, only to hurt myself in the process. I realized that it was a lost cause, but I continued to struggle. I wasn't going to give up without a fight. This wasn't Jacob, I knew that, and I just had to make him see that. "Jake. Jacob" I gasped out ignoring the motions he was making elsewhere on my body " Stop this, this isn't you." It was a worthless effort yet I kept trying. " Jacob I love you, please, please no." I pleaded, begged with all my heart. Yet he still ignored me and continued with taking away my pride, my dignity, my innocence.
My head started to get fuzzy, my eyes blurred over, and I silently wished that Edward was able to read my mind. 'Edward' I thought 'Please find me. I need you' I called out with my mind. I knew he couldn't hear me, though in some way it comforted me still.
I was vaguely aware of my final pieces of clothing being ripped from my body, and my innocence, what so rightly belonged to Edward, being wrongly taken from me. I could do nothing more than cry and hope that it would end soon. I hoped that I would fall into the darkness that so readily called to me, and never crawl back out. I would be so content sleeping forever, never waking up. I just wanted the darkness to consume me, and I think for a moment it did, for I felt a pair of strong, cold, arms wrap around my body, and lift me from the counter. His arms, Edward's arms, and I knew I could only be dreaming.
I welcomed the darkness and who it brought. My Edward, my love. I no longer felt scared. Only comforted and at peace.
"Bella" His voice called out from the dark. It was pained as if it hurt him to talk I struggled to find him, to reach out to him, to comfort him and take away the pain, and I heard it again, just as pained, just as hurt. "Oh Bella, my love. Shhh. I'm here now." He was attempting to soothe me, but I could here the distraught in his voice, the hate, the hurt, and even still the pain. " Bella, Bella,Bella" and his voice shrank away, I let myself go, stoped holding on to the light.
Darkness
Darkness
Darkness
Darkness
Light
It seemed forever before the light hit my eyes once more.I opened them and looked at my surroundings. I tried to sit up, but was met with a pair of icy hands. softly pushing me back down. "Rest Bella, love" Edward's velvety voice said to me "Just rest." And so I did. I closed my eyes once more, succumbing to the sleep I so clearly needed.
Author's Note: So it's short, and I'm super sorry about that. I promise the chapters will get longer. I just couldnt find a stopping point to this chapter, so I had to make one. Lemme know what ya'll think. And remember Only nice reviews please. No criticism of any kind please, if I wanted you to tell me how to write my story I would have let you write it yourself.