Yay! Another HSM Oneshot Songfic! Another Yellowcard song!
So this is the sequel to Two Weeks From Twenty and the marking of my fourth fanfic. This is a Troypay.
Disclaimer: I do not own Yellowcard (technically i think Capitol Records does...) and I do not own High School Musical (Disney does)
wont you sing me to sleep
and fly through my dreams
so i can hitch a ride with you tonight
and get away from this place
have a new name and face
i just aint the same without you in my life
I'm so tired. My eyes are sore from crying so much. It's been one year since you, how can I say this without crying. Passed on? Can you believe that it has been one whole year Troy? Life sucks without you around. I put on a strong face for them. But they all know, Ryan, Gabriella, Chad, Taylor, Jason, Kelsi and Zeke. They know that inside I'm truly broken, but no one's taking it harder than me and your parents. I moved back to Albuquerque since you died. I visit your parents a lot. They treat me like the daughter they never had. They still have pictures of you. They still have that large family portrait they took with you when you were 16. And underneath, is a picture of me. Every time I look at it I feel like crying. It's just not the same without you here.
late night drives, all alone in my car
i can't help but start
singing lines from all our favorite songs
and melodies in the air
singin life just aint fair
sometimes i still just can't believe you're gone
Sometimes when I drive, I hear our favorite songs. I even heard our song once. I had to pull over to the side of the road just to concentrate on it. I haven't heard it for so long. I cried for a while and drove home. I still have a picture of you and me in the car. I still love you. I still can't believe that you're no longer here.
and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven,
maybe we'll make it through one more year
down here
Sometimes when I think of you, I think to myself. I know that you're looking down on me right now and smiling. My guardian angel. I really do believe you are in heaven, since you were such a sweet soul Troy. I'm pretty sure that if we all knew you were now an angel in heaven, we'd be able to go through another year.
feel your fire,
when its cold in my heart
and things sorta start
remindin' me of my last night with you
When I'm feeling sad and coldhearted, just like my Ice Queen days, I think of you. I think of how you were so good at basketball. I think about our first date, our song and how we were always together. I still remember that day when you left for the war. I remember how hard I had cried and tears begin to well up in my eyes. You promised that you would be back, but I'm still waiting here, aren't I?
i only need one more day
just one more chance to say
i wish that i had gone up with you too
When I sleep, I dream that you had never left. That I became a famous actress and you the most popular and skilled player in the history of the NBA and that we would live happily ever after. Then I think to myself. Not everyone has happy endings like those in the movies right? Sometimes I even wish I had died and gone to heaven with you. Then we would be together forever. Like you had promised so long ago by giving me that precious promise ring. I still have it. I wear it and look at it whenever I feel like I need you.
and i'm sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year
down here
I still look to you as my guardian angel. I know you're looking down here at me Troy. I know you still love me. The world means nothing to me now. I still hope that I can live another year without you Troy.
you wont be comin' back
and i didn't get to say goodbye (goodbye)
i really wish i got to say goodbye
There's still one thing that bugs me though. We never had a goodbye. I never got to say I love you or goodbye to you. I miss you dearly. I'm praying for the day that I go up there to meet you.
and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year
i hope that all is well in heaven
cause it's all shot to hell down here
i hope that i find you in heaven
cause i'm so...
lost without you down here
you wont be coming back
and i didn't get to say goodbye (goodbye)
i really wish i got to say gooooodbye
'It's now my turn to wait for you Sharpay. I promise you that I'll wait. You'll love it up here.'