Untenanted Coenesthesia

Time passes, merciless running

through my hands,

Leaving back, only a trace

of sour dust.

I'm crazy, for trying to fill

this vacuousness,

with words you never

enunciated,

to fill it with

reminiscences,

I never had.

So desperately, attempting to

conceal the truth,

burying so deep,

that my selective retention

will never evocative it.

I'm pathetic, for thinking

it could work.