Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto in any way shape or form. Because if I did this pair would be cannon. A/N: Hello people. It's just gonna be Pepsi bottle for this one. Yep, I'm flying solo. I get these suddon bursts of inspiration and I have to put them somewhere. And I really like SakuHina they are really cute. I hope you like this one.
I have come to love Hinata. She was always my best friend. Sometime after the Chuunin exams we became friends. We were both completely infatuated when the Uzumaki boy. Although he would never know. I was always good at hiding it. He always thought I loved Sasuke but no, it was always him I wanted. I dare not tell him, just taunt him. I loved to see him suffer.
I am a little twisted I will admit. I have the strangest desires and the weirdest fantasies. They used to bob about my head and linger behind my chartreuse eyes where no one could see them but now they are out. I have been exposed. But only to one person. To the person I desire the most. Hinata Hyuuga. She is the only one to ever hear of my some what cynical wants. Though she has never heard what I have planned for her.
Neigh, she shall remain blissfully unaware of my want and need for her. She will never know how much I want her, not until it happens. Not until I tell her. I am Sakura the slyest and must sexually driven Kunoichi in all of Konoha. I am good at hiding my perverted thoughts though. Only those of who I open up to know about my dirty mind.
Hinata Hyuuga, such a sweet and innocent girl. She's a girl truly worth falling for. She one you can fall for easily. Many a guy have tried to be with her, and many have. I myself have fallen for her. She is well aware I love her. She accepts it too, not once has she ever used my need for her as an insult. I always hope she would think of it as a compliment.
The name Hinata. It fits her well. Since her blossoming, she has not been the same. She went from a shy little bud into a beautiful flower worthy of the attention she receives. She is no longer the same shy little girl we all knew. She is quite open and honest. But no one knows her like I do. No one understands her like me. I know that every guy she goes out with, may think they know her, but they know nothing. And I also know that they are just another guy. They will never measure up to me. I am her best friend. I know how to take care of her and though I am not the one she desires I know I am the only one that will ever be able to make her happy.
She thinks I don't notice. She thinks I'm in the dark, but the truth is, I know more than she thinks. I know more than she knows. I know that she wants me. She wants me as bad as I want her. She just doesn't know it yet. But I can feel it. It's all there. I see everything look of endearment she gives me is more than just a loving friendly smile. It may be for now but some day it's going to hit her that she needs me. I don't want to sound smug and I certainly don't want to sound out of line, but I know it. I can read most people easily so imagine a person I really know, like Hinata. I can't see the future but I can feel it. I know one day she will love me.
The sad truth about Hinata is, she's not ready for love. And every guy she's gone out with, she swears she loves him, but in the end she realizes she's not ready to love. But instead of swallowing that fact she chokes it off and tries another guy. She has dated more guys in Konoha than I have. She is prettier than me, and much sweeter. I have had a few truly serious relationships. I am in one right now. With her cousin, Neji. But does that stop my feelings for Hinata from boiling over? No. It feeds it. To know I can have one Hyuuga but not the other drives me truly insane.
I do love Neji, with all my heart and soul, but something makes me yearn for Hinata. Maybe is the undying friendship we hold I don't know, but I do know one thing. I will not give up on her until she is mine. No one knows of me dark desire for her, except her. She is the only one that knows I want her, and yet. She denies me.
She taunts me. This angelic Hyuuga is nothing more than a devilish fiend. She dangles herself in front of me but never lets me grab her. She keeps herself only slightly out of my reach. She doesn't even try to stop me, just sits back and watches me dance for her. I think behind those angelically white eyes and underneath that soft raven hair, she's pure evil. Why else would a human being taunt someone like that? See? I can read her. She does me how I did Naruto. She loves to make me suffer. I know behind the innocent smile lies a cynical grin.
Enough about the evil Hyuuga girl. I should tell you about me. I am Sakura Haruno. Much like Hinata I am very evil. I told you of my past want of Naruto. That has come to pass though. I am now with the most amazing and loving guy on Earth. Neji Hyuuga. Yes, he is my true love. As much as I want him I don't understand myself why I want Hinata. If I am so contently happy with Neji why do I lust for another? I told you I was twisted. And I was right. There can't be a girl as twisted as I. I love a man but yearn for his sister? I think I'm insane. Definitely confused to say the least.
Besides my love interests I think you should know of my past. I am the self proclaimed pink haired beauty of the legendary team seven. Yes, we are legendary. We are known as the first set of Shinobi to successfully train with the legendary three, the great Sanin. I was a student of Tsunade, Naruto was Jiraiya's and unfortunately Sasuke was Orochimaru's. They say history repeats itself, well no one ever spoke truer words.
Orochimaru is dead, Sasuke killed him. Jiraiya is hanging by a thread, but Lord Hokage, Tsunade, is in great condition. She is at the supple age of 62 but you would never know. Everyone is well aware she may not be of good use for too much longer. She may not be ill but she won't last for ever. As beloved as she is, no on is more excited to see her go as Naruto. Only because he knows that once she's gone, he only has to wait for one more Hokage to pass before it's his turn. All of Konoha knows he is going to be. He has certainly proved himself. And no he is respected, and beloved by all.
I have seemed to drift off of topic. I have told you of everything except me. I will explain myself. I am 23 now. I am only a Chuunin and I have been for a very long time. I am a medical nin, and I am very skilled in my field. I think I might be so twisted because of the things I see. No gore or blood or broken bones. I just seen men and women at the edge. I have seen them ready to die. I guess that's why I am so crazy. I know exactly how short life is. And I refuse to let mine end how I have seen others'.
That still doesn't explain why I want Hinata. The world may never know why. There is no rational explanation that I have found for it, except that I have fallen in love with her. But still, how can that be when I love another? I don't understand why I love her. I wish I knew why.
I think Hinata might be the only person on Earth that could make me leave Neji. If she ever told me she loved me I would leave Neji before I had the chance to tell her I loved her back. She is more than just a want she's something I don't think I could live with out. She's my best friend. And as you can see she makes me absolutely insane. She makes my moods change like a stop light. She is everything I want. I will wait for the right time and then I will tell her all about my undying love for her. My more than just a crush desire.