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It had been six years since my mother passed away and today I was my wedding day. I always thought she would be here today, but she wasn't.
"Bella, it's time, sweetheart," I heard Alice say. Alice has been my best friend since my senior year of high school. We had had several mutual friends and just hit it off. We even ended up going to Yale together and hung out with the same group of friends. Today I was marring my other best friend, Emmett. He was a wonderful man and I was blessed to have him. He was in his last semester of graduate school this year so we decided it was a good time to get married. We were both from the south him from Dallas, Texas and me from Biloxi, Mississippi and both wound up at Yale together.
"Alice, I wish Mom and Dad were here," I choked out, trying to hold back the tears. It had not been more than two months after Momma died that Daddy committed suicide.
"I know you do, Bella," she whispered, wrapping me in a hug, "but you know how much they loved Emmett and how happy they would be for you two."
I couldn't help but smile, she was right. Momma and Daddy sure did love Emmett, they had ever since I brought him home. Momma had not been sick back then; she had been in remission since I was 14 years old, died when I was 16 and I was now 22. Today was bitter sweet for all of us. There was a slight tap at the door and then I saw my granddaddy.
"Granddaddy you look so handsome" I said before kissing his cheek.
"You ready to go my sweet grand baby? It's time to for you to get married."
We walked out into the hall of the Cathedral and waited for the wedding march as Alice walked down the aisle with Edward. Edward was Alice's age and was Emmet's best friend and best man. We were all really close; when we were not in class, you could always find us out in the quad together, hanging out and talking. I couldn't believe that at the end of this year I would be leaving what was left of my family and my best friend to move to California. I had been offered a hardware development job with Apple. I was happy and I knew I could do whatever I set my mind to, still, I was sad and disappointed at the same time.
I stood with my granddad waiting to walk. I was starting to get cold feet as we stood there.
"Granddaddy I can't do this," I whispered as we stood there watching the rest of the girls walk down the aisle.
"I'm sorry granddaddy, forgive me for this" I said as I turned and ran out of the church. I ran as fast as I could through the doors and down to my car.
I got in and drove towards my house. I didn't have my phone or anything else with me so I decided to just drive.
What was I thinking? I asked myself as I drove faster. What was I thinking getting married to Emmett? I knew he wasn't right for me. My parents would have killed me for getting married this young.
I finally pulled up to our home; the home that Emmett and I had bought together. The home we had planned to raise our children in and, well, he didn't know, but that would be sooner then we both thought.
I was in my third month of pregnancy and I had planned to tell Emmett I was pregnant while we were on our honeymoon. We had planned to go to Italy. Well, I would be dammed if someone didn't go on this trip. I walked into our bedroom and looked at the bags on the floor packed and ready to go. I sighed at the sight of them. What was I thinking I was leaving the love of my life standing at the altar; the father of my child. He was still the man I loved but there were times that I didn't know who he was anymore.
I sat down on the bed, took my veil out of my hair, and then took my shoes off. I was in my own world when I heard the door to the house slam.
"BELLA!" I heard Emmett yell. "Bella, I know you are here! Your car is in the fucking driveway." He was angry; I knew I would not get away with this.
"I'm in here Emmett," I mumbled.
He walked into our room and looked at me with tears in his eyes. "Do you not love me, Bella?"
I just looked at him. "I do, Emmett," I choked out. "It's just that you aren't the same Emmett I feel in love with. You have mood swings; you can be cruel and volatile, it scares me," I cried as tears streamed down my eyes.
"I know it scares, Sweetheart, it scares me too," he said as he wrapped his arms around me to hold me.
"Just please don't leave me, Bella. You are the only thing I have left," he whispered into the crook of my neck.
"I won't, Emmett," I said as I pulled his chin up so I could kiss him.
"What about the wedding?" I whispered.
"We can get married tomorrow by a judge or in Italy. I sent everyone home after I saw you run."
"Emmett? Could we wait a little longer to get married? Please?"
He looked at me in confusion. "Why?"
"Well, I was going to wait until we were in Italy to tell you but, we're going to have a baby," I said with a small smile on my face.
"Are you sure?" Emmett whispered.
"Positive. I went to the doctor yesterday and she confirmed it."
"Oh Bella, I couldn't be any happier about this." He kissed my cheek and began to slowly place smaller kisses on my shoulder and neck. I could feel the back of my dress becoming looser and realized he was undressing me.
"Oh, Emmett," I sighed.
He always knew how to make me relax.
"Damn, Darlin', you look so sexy in that," he whispered into my chest, his southern accent thicker than ever.
"Emmett, I need you so bad," I moaned. By now we were both standing, I was out of my wedding dress and just in my undergarments and I was slowly getting Emmett undressed from his tuxedo. He looked so handsome. He picked me up and carried me into my closet. We both always loved fucking in there and that was exactly what it was. It was fucking; it was never making love, we both liked it rough. I had all of his clothing off by now except for his boxers. I pulled them down as I slowly went down on my knees sticking his rock hard dick in my mouth. I began slowly moving back and forth on his cock. I could feel him quiver in my mouth. I stood up slowly and kissed him.
"Mmmm..." I moaned as I pulled away from him and licked my lips.
I was a whopping five feet tall even and Emmett was 6 feet 5 inches tall, so he could easily pick me up and sit me down on the island in the middle of my closet. He leaned me back and I felt him begin to take my thong off with his teeth and on his way down, I felt his tongue dart out and flick my clit causing me to scream out.
"Emmett!" I cried out, "please don't tease me."
I felt him stand back up and could feel his cold hard erection brush against my entrance.
"So wet," he groaned before slamming into me. He pounded into me harder than he ever had.
"I should fuck you till you cry Bella, for making me look like a fool in front of everyone today," he grunted as he pulled my hair, the roughness of his voice and his words were not him and I knew that this was the Emmett I feared.
I began to cry because I knew he would do just as he said. He had left bruises before he fucked me so hard. "Please don't," I whimpered.
"Shut up bitch," he yelled and I felt his hand come across my face. I held back the tears and my cry of pain.
He pulled me off the table and slammed me against the wall. "You're going to take it the ass, you fucking whore. I can't believe you let someone else knock you up," he yelled at me as he shoved his cock father into my backside.
I heard the front door shut but I knew better then to yell for help. The steps were of a man and I knew it either had to be one of Emmett's friends or it was my granddad. Either of which would just leave us be out of sheer embarrassment. I accidentally let a whimper of pain escape my lips and knew I was in trouble.
"What was that bitch?" Emmett yelled. I waited for his hand to connect with my face but instead I heard something that shocked me the most.
"Let go of her or I will call the cops." I looked over at my granddad in horror. I moved as fast as I could and reached for my robe so my granddad wouldn't see me the way I was. I ran out of the room and into the kitchen where I found Alice.
"What are you doing here?" I asked between sobs.
"I told your granddad something was wrong when you wouldn't answer the house phone. I always told you he was bad news." Alice finished in a softly.
"He wasn't always like this though."
"I don't care Bella, I won't let you live with him." My granddad stated in a stern tone of voice, walking into the kitchen.
"No! I have to stay with him!" I cried. "I have too. Something is wrong with him and I can't leave him by himself. He doesn't know he is doing the things you saw. I promise he doesn't."
"I don't want you though, Bella," Emmett said in an uncaring tone.
"You don't mean that," I said as I hit the floor crying. "How could you Emmett? How could you say that? How could you tell me you were happy that we were having a baby?" I sobbed in a heap on the floor.
I heard someone walk towards me and I continued to cry. "I'm sorry baby. I didn't mean to hurt you," he said as he picked me up, it was my Emmett, my caring teddy bear that cradled me in his arms.
"Let her go Emmett!" Alice screamed, stepping forward.
"I'm not going to hurt her Alice. Would you leave us be for a while?" he asked in a somber voice.
"Fine. But if you hurt her, I will kill you, Emmett," she said angrily.
I heard Alice and my granddad walk out of the house and sat there in Emmett's arms crying.
"Emmett, what am I suppose to do?"
"I think we need to go see a doctor Bella. This isn't normal. I can't keep hurting you, especially with you pregnant. I don't even know when I cause you harm like this," he kissed me gently on my lips. "I'm sorry Bella I really am."
"I love you Emmett, I really do," I said as I kissed his cheek. "But if you don't go to the doctor and get help, I can't justify bringing a baby into this house hold. I'll go some place else."
"I will, I promise, Love," he whispered, "I'll call the doctor tomorrow, alright?"
"Ok, that is fine" I said kissing him softly.
I walked into my room and into my closet to get dressed but couldn't, not after what just happened. I began to shake so hard I collapsed on the floor because my legs became too weak to support me.
Emmett walked into the room not long after me and picked me up off the floor. "I think we need to move to a different house," he stated.
"I agree, Emmett. But we can't afford that."
"I'll take out another loan to get us a new house. I can't keep you here. Not where you are reminded by the horrible things I have done to you," he whispered as he cradled me in his arms.