Shopping with the Nerds should not have ended up in a fucking terrorist attack. who even is that- oh, what a surprise, it's a fucking white jihadi john.
What the fuck you fucking faker?
Do people really need to shoot up a shopping centre in swansea of all places? It's not even the capital city! Seriously. Now there's screaming and running and i'm pretty sure Hannah is shaking my arm. I'm kinda numb though.
Oh hey.
there's a hole in my boob.
"Fuck... i liked this top," I look Hannahs' way and absently ask "Does it look bad? It doesn't feel too bad."
She looks horrible. Pale. Like usually she's white as fuck but now she's white as fuck.
"Dan? Dan. look at me, let's go! We have to go." My best friend is pulling me along and i can't even feel it. She'd obviously spotted a uniformed cop. "the police are here, the fuckers down. Officer help! Help please, My friends been shot it's bad we don't know where to go- Danielle stop wandering off!"
"Stop the world i want to get off," I mumble, slipping down the wall we're stood next to. The centre is spinning and tilting -oh hey the floor is nice and steady. "Hannah. I don't feel so good. I'm gonna take a nap."
The officer we found is tapping my face gently, speaking to me but i can only hear bits of what she's saying. "Miss -an you hear - I need you to stay awake - we have a para-dic heading over - now-"
I'm delusional because 'paradic' should not be so funny.
" -need to operate-in her lung"
"nicked an artery-ternal bleed-"
"We're losing her! Where's the surgeon?"
"She's lost-much blood, what-is she?"
"We're sorry, we've done everything we could. Her body isn't pumping the blood like it should. She hasn't got long left, you need to say your goodbyes."
A constant beep. Sobbing. A hand in mine. Why are they touching me? I don't like it. Need to tell them.
"-touching... me?" Ah no, that was too quiet. Why is it hard to breathe?
"Why... touching me?" Still quiet, can they hear me?
"Dani? Babe can you hear me? It's mam. Everyone's here. Can you wake up?" It's mam, apparently. Never would have known. She's sniffling like mad though, i could barely understand her...
"she can't hear us..." Oh Bethan sounds upset.
Yes i fucking can.
"Even if she could, i doubt she'd be able to speak."
Chill bitch i'm trying.
"Beth calm down. You're upsetting the babies..." Oh Nic's here too? She's criyng as well. Does that mean kelly and the rest are?
Opening my eyes is painful. too bright.
"-lo? turn -ligh's 'ff please..." Finally! a half decent rasp.
"Was she-? Did she ju-? She's waking up!" Ah thank you! you may not be the sharpest tool in the shed but you bloody heard me! Dear kelly i will never say a bad thing about you again- "Dan don't move! you'll hurt your legs more!"
I'm so thirsty and it hurts. i need help.
Scattered movement and blurred shapes greet me when i focus. Very crowded.
All in all i'm pretty sure everyone besides my dad is here? Why are they here? Why am i in hospital?
"Careful Dan, Bethan's gone to get Nigel. Water's here." I accept the offered cup of water and sip. I really hate water. "Do you remember anything? the doctors- they said we don't have long, can you wait until your dad's here? We have something to say."
I cant drink anymore without coughing. The cup is taken away and there's blood on the rim. Why is there blood on the rim?
"Dani, thank god you're awake. Can you hear me?" Dad's here too...
I can't breathe.
I'm gasping but nothing works.
"Dani we love you. We don't say it like we should but we do." Nicole's rushing. Why?
"You're the baby and you always will be. Just... just, i am so so sorry for all the horrible things i've said. though you did hit me with a golf club, and a dog collar, and a sword. Just i love you okay? So does Thea. And chris." Bethan's crying again. Thea is crying too.
"Dan i love you okay? We fought but i still loved you..." Ah no Kell, you're making me blush...
"I always told you off and gave you a hard time, but i always just wanted the best for you. You and your sisters. I love you so much you little terror." No Dad you can't cry. You never cry.
"Babe i love you so so much. I'm missing ou at home so much. Rue won't stop howling, she wants her mama. Please I can't... I can't just say goodbye!" Why are they saying goodbye? Am i... am i dying?
I don't want to die!
I can't breathe!
I have to say something!
Somebody help me
One long beep...
"...feed my lizards..."
And now it's dark...
authors note: I don't own one piece, i never will.
Now, if anyone finds something offensive, i don't meant it to be. Please PM me and i will explain my reasoning behind use of terms.
For instance 'Jihadi john' is a term in my family for white men who like only the more negative and destructive aspects of religion, in this case: Muslim extremists.
I personally have no problem with any religion, it just disgusts me that someone would kill another in the name of said religion. Or force their beliefs onto another.
I am baptised catholic/christian whatever, i don't even know. I always get the too mixed up. but i do not condone religious based violence.
As soon as you claim a religion is the source of your violence, then you no longer belong to that religion.