Prompt: Aubrey always protects Beca from everything because she is like her mommy. Beca suffered something traumatic in her childhood causing her to regress and only trust Aubrey. She uses diapers and Aubrey spanks her when she's bad.
When she's upset she sucks on Aubrey's fingers like a baby would suck their thumb while Aubrey cuddles her.
WARNING: This an AB/DL story. It's not what I usually write, but I didn't do it myself.
This goes with my other story Afraid, but you don't have to read them together. They can be separate.
AN: I think this story grew a mind of its own.
I always love getting reviews.
Co-written with BabyGirl237.
Beca sighed softly as she and her girlfriend laid down in their bed. She was happy that she had told her girlfriend about her scary past, but she was still a little nervous about sleeping tonight. Their room was so dark! And what if there were monsters in their closet? There closet was huge! She whimpered a little bit when Aubrey turned off the light and laid down with her. Beca instantly snuggled close to her girlfriend, trembling slightly.
"Hey where are you going?" Beca whimpered when Aubrey got back up.
"Sh, baby it's okay I just forgot to do something." Aubrey cooed, turning the light back on. She grabbed something from her bag and held it up. It was a dream lite. "I saw how much you loved them on the commercial so I went to as seen on TV store at the mall while you were at class and got this for you." Aubrey said, turning off the light and turned the dream lite on. She smiled gently and kissed Beca's forehead. "Hopefully it'll help."
"Hopefully." Beca whispered, as she curled back up into Aubrey's side.
Beca woke up a few hours later covered in sweat, she started to breath a little heavier as she realized how dark it was. She didn't want to wake Aubrey up again, she needed her sleep, but Beca couldn't help it she needed her girlfriend.
"Bree." Beca said shakily sitting up in bed. When Aubrey didn't wake up she panicked a little more.
Beca then started to panic even more when she noticed that her bottoms were wet. Tears filled her eyes when she realized that she had wet her pants. She had never told Aubrey, but she had had a bet wetting problem up until high school because of her nightmares. She had thought she had overcome her bed wetting problems, but they decided to come back. Her lower lip started to tremble and she slowly got out of the bed and walked into the bathroom. Her parents words about how she had to sit in her pants after she wet them swarmed through her head as she got into the tub and just sat there. She started to cry softly to herself, hoping Aubrey wouldn't be angry.
Aubrey woke up feeling her girlfriend missing in their bed. She got up, turned on a light, and looked around, but saw nothing. Aubrey looked down at their be to see a dark spot on Beca's side of them bed, she then heard a soft whimper coming from the bathroom.
"Buttercup? Are you ok? Why are you crying?" Aubrey asked opening the door to peek her head through.
"Don't come in." Beca cried.
"Why what's wrong? What happened?" Aubrey got a little startled by Beca telling her not to come in.
"You'll yell at me, just like my parents used to." Beca whispered that last part, hoping Aubrey didn't hear her.
Aubrey ignored her girlfriend's pleas to not come in and knelt down in front of her crying tiny girlfriend. "Sh, baby it's okay. It was just an accident" She cooed, shocking Beca.
"Y-you mean you're not mad?" Beca asked, her lower lip trembling.
Aubrey smiled warmly, "No baby, I'm not mad. It was an accident. Now, let's get you cleaned up so you don't get a rash." Aubrey cooed.
"B-but I have to stay in my wet pants. My mommy and daddy said so, those are the rules." Beca said innocently.
Aubrey sighed softly, "Baby girl, you have to get cleaned. I don't want you to get a rash. It was an accident, you don't have to stay in those wet, yucky pants."
Once cleaned up, and Aubrey had changed their sheets, Beca sat down on their bed still shaking from the events earlier.
"Honey, it's okay." Aubrey said coming over to Beca and wrapping her arms around her.
"I was always told it was bad, and I needed to be punished." Beca whimpered.
"That was your parents. I don't think you meant to do it. I know you were just scared. You had another nightmare, didn't you?"
"Y-Yeah. I tried to wake you up, bu-but when I said your name you were still sleeping, so I panicked little more."
Aubrey instantly wrapped Beca up in her arms and rocked her gently. "Sh baby, its okay. I'm sorry I didn't wake up right away. Next time that happens keep trying to wake me up until I do, I don't want you to have to deal with it by yourself anymore." She said sternly, yet lovingly. She gently stroked Beca's face and rocked her gently. As Beca slowly started to nod off Aubrey noticed that Beca's thumb ended up in her mouth. Aubrey 'awed' slightly at the sight. Her girlfriend looked absolutely adorable.
The next night, Aubrey had turned on Beca's pillow, and had gotten her in bed.
"Buttercup, remember keep trying to wake me up if you get scared, please." Aubrey said to her girlfriend as she gave her a soft kiss.
"Yeah." Beca sighed as she slipped her thumb into her mouth and fell asleep, as Aubrey watched her to make sure she was okay.
Aubrey smiled softly and kissed her childish girlfriend on the forehead. Beca fell asleep pretty quickly, with Aubrey close behind. Around midnight Beca woke up again from a nightmare, her pants wet again. SHe instantly started to cry, a little louder than the night before, which instantly woke Aubrey. Aubrey gathered her girlfriend up in her arms and rocked her gently.
"Sh baby it's okay." Aubrey cooed, kissing her forehead.
Beca whimpered, resting her head on Aubrey's shoulder as her tears dripped onto her girlfriend's shirt.
"Baby, calm down. You're okay." Aubrey held onto Beca tighter.
"I'm sorry. I did it again." Beca cried.
"Just calm down." Aubrey whispered in her ear
Beca whimpered softly as she started to suck on her thumb again. When her thumb didn't give her the comfort it did the last night, she shyly grabbed her girlfriend's hand and sucked shyly on her forefinger. Aubrey was a little shocked, but didn't move none the less.
Aubrey just held onto her girlfriend tighter.
"What was it? What happened in your dream?" Aubrey asked sweetly, as Beca sucked on her finger.
Beca just shook her head and whimpered.
"Alright, it's okay baby girl you don't have to tell me." Aubrey said gently. She had the feeling that this accidents weren't going to stop, and considered on diapering her girlfriend, but she knew Beca would free out. So she decided that she would if Beca had another accident tomorrow night. She kissed her tiny girlfriend on the forehead and rocked her gently.
"Do you want me to sing you something?" Aubrey asked gently.
Beca responded by shaking her head, signaling that she did.
Aubrey finished and saw that Beca had fallen asleep with Aubrey's finger still in her mouth with her head on her shoulder.
Aubrey smiled gently at her girlfriend and didn't bother moving her back to her side of the bed and simply held her closer. She fell asleep, hoping that her poor little Beca wouldn't wake up again.
The next morning Aubrey was the first one to wake up and decided to do some research. She figured that these accidents would keep happening and she remembered seeing something online about a girl who diapered and treated her girlfriend like a baby. Beca was so childish all the time, and Aubrey thought it would be a good way to get past her traumatic past. She wouldn't say anything until the weekend, which was in two days. And if the accidents stopped by then, then she wouldn't say anything at all.
Aubrey hoped she wouldn't have to do it, but on Friday she was woken up by Beca rocking back and forth on their bed.
"Why didn't you wake me up?" Aubrey asked, sitting up a still half asleep.
"I-I don't want to keep bothering you."
"It's ok buttercup." Aubrey grabbed her girlfriend and held her tightly. Instead of taking Aubrey's finger she grabbed her thumb and started to suck on it. "Why do you do that?" Aubrey asked her curiously, but didn't take her thumb away.
Beca blushed brightly and shrugged her shoulders. "I makes me feel safe." She admitted, sniffling. Her rubbed her eyes and whimpered, "You think it's weird don't you. You're going to make me stop." She whimpered fearfully.
"Sh, baby it's okay." Aubrey cooed, "I'm not going to make you stop. I was just wondering. But you and I need to have a serious talk." She said gently. "Baby, you've been having a lot of accidents. It's okay, but I think we should think about maybe diapering you." She said slowly.
"Ju-Just at night?" Beca asked softly.
"For now, as long as you're fine during the day. Are you okay with this?" Aubrey asked brushing Beca's hair out of her eyes.
"I-I guess so." Beca just shrugged.
Aubrey smiled softly, "We'll go buy them tomorrow. For now you get some sleep, you're so tired." She cooed, kissing Beca gently on the head. "I love you baby girl." She whispered.
"I love you to." Beca sighed, snuggling close to her girlfriend and slowly fell asleep, secretly excited for wearing the diapers. She would never tell her beautiful blonde girlfriend, but at one point during her high school year she had had a girlfriend that diapered her and treated her like a baby. When they broke up, Beca was heartbroken but still diapered herself until her mother found out and forced her to stop.
The next morning Aubrey and Beca got ready to go to the store.
"Can i get a candy bar there to?" Beca asked quietly unsure of her girlfriends answer.
Aubrey thought it was adorable and she could never say no to her girlfriend. "Yeah, baby. "
They went outside and got into their car.
When they got to the store Aubrey told Beca that she could go get her candy bar while she got the diapers, but she had to meet her by the checkout lanes. Beca nodded her head and scampered off over to the candy. Aubrey smiled as she watched her girlfriend scamper to the candy, and walked over to the diapers. She thought for a moment, Beca was quite small so what size she get. Maybe the largest they had would fit. She grabbed those and the size below it. She walked back up to the check stand and frowned when she didn't find Beca. She walked over to the candy isle and nearly freaked when she didn't find Beca. She started to walk around the store calling out for Beca. She sighed in relief when she finally found her girlfriend in the toy aisle.
"Rebecca Mitchell! I thought I told you to meet me by the checkout lane." Aubrey scolded.
Beca jumped, dropping her candy bar and the stuffed elephant that she had in her hands when she heard Aubrey. She instantly feared that she had made her girlfriend angry and would get punished. She sniffled, and her lower lip trembled. "I'm sorry." She whimpered. She picked her candy bar and the toy back up, "I-I just wanted to see the toys." She whispered.
"When I tell you to do something you need to do it." Aubrey said sternly but in a low tone, trying not to scare her girlfriend anymore.
"O-Okay." Beca whimpered walking up to Aubrey's side. "Are you going to hurt me?" Beca asked holding back tears.
"No, but listen from now on."Aubrey replied pulling Beca into a hug then taking her hand, leading her to the checkout lane.
Beca sniffled, "Okay Bwee. Can I still get the candy bar pwease?" She asked nervously, lisping ever so slightly.
Aubrey melted when her girlfriend lisped. "Yes, you can still get your candy bar." She said gently.
"Thank you." Beca whispered, rubbing her eyes tiredly.
"Are you tired baby?" Aubrey asked as she paid for the candy bar and diapers.
"Uh huh." Beca whispered, yawning softly.
"You can take a nap when we get home, but I want you to wear one of these because you might have a nightmare." Aubrey said while she was driving them home. Beca had eaten half of her candy and some of it was on her face.
"Okay. You'll be there right? If I get scared." Beca asked nervously.
"I'll be there, I might just watch a movie." Aubrey said grabbing Beca's hand as she kept the other on the wheel.
"Okay, can we cuddle?" Beca asked eyeing the ground.
"I could never say no to that request." Aubrey shot her a smile.
Beca smiled softly and yawned softly. When they parked Aubrey helped her sleep girlfriend out of the car and up to their apartment. She wiped her girlfriend's face clean, laughing softly when Beca's face scrunched up unhappily, then got one of the diapers out and handed it to Beca.
Beca blushed a little bit and looked down. "Will you help me Bwee?" She asked shyly, lisping again.
Aubrey smiled lovingly and nodded her head. "Sure baby." She cooed.
After Beca was in her diaper, she and Aubrey laid on the couch. Beca curled into Aubrey's side and rested her head on Aubrey's shoulder. About halfway through Aubrey's movie Beca whimpered in her sleep.
"Buttercup, wake up." Aubrey said shaking Beca a little.
"Ahh." Beca jolted upwards and almost knocked Aubrey off the couch.
"Babe, it's okay." Aubrey said trying to soothe her shaking girlfriend.
Beca just took Aubrey's hand and started to suck on her girlfriend's thumb.
Beca rubbed her eyes slightly and whimpered. Aubrey simply rocked her back and forth. "Its okay baby. It's okay." Aubrey cooed. "You're safe, you're safe."
"I-I'm sowwy I almost knocked you off." Beca whimpered. Wearing the diaper was making her feel more childish and needy.
"It's okay sweetie." Aubrey cooed.
"I don't want to go back to sleep, I'm scared." Beca cried
"You can sleep later, and I'll be laying right next to you." Aubrey was still trying to get her girlfriend to calm down.
Beca nodded her head. "Okay, can we just snuggle?" Beca asked, looking up at her girlfriend.
Aubrey smiled and nodded her head. "You know you never have to ask me to snuggle honey." Aubrey cooed, tickling Beca's belly. Beca giggled instantly.
"Don't." Beca whined playfully.
Aubrey giggled, and tickled Beca again. "Stop what? This?" She asked playfully, tickling her even more.
"Aubrey!" Beca squealed, pushing her hand away.
"Alright, alright, I'll stop." Aubrey chuckled.
Beca giggled as she and Aubrey just snuggled. Soon Aubrey dozed off, leaving Beca a little bored. So she snuck off the couch and into their room. She started digging through her drawer where she had hidden a pacifier and a bottle from her girlfriend. She was always grateful that Aubrey never went threw her things. She grabbed the pacifier and a few stuffed animals that she had on the bed and started to play with them. She played with them for a while, not even noticing when Aubrey woke up and walked into the bedroom.
Aubrey thought the sight infront of her was adorable. Beca playing with stuffed animals on their bed, sucking on a just stared at Beca playing on their bed, until she noticed she had been watching her for 15 minutes. Aubrey walked up behind Beca and wrapped her arms around the smaller girl's waist.
"You look absolutely adorable." Aubrey whispered in her ear.
All Beca did in response was smile at her.
"I should start making dinner, keep playing."
Beca nodded her head, "Can we have Mac and Cheese Mo-Bwee?" She asked, about to call Aubrey Mommy, but quickly corrected herself.
Aubrey noticed what her girlfriend almost called her, but decided to ignore it for now. "Sure baby. Do you want anything else?" She asked lovingly.
"Ice cweam?" Beca asked hopefully.
Aubrey laughed, "Maybe after dinner." She said.
"Fine." Beca huffed. She wanted ice cream.
"Hey, you'll get ice cream after your Mac and Cheese."
"Otay." Beca smiled, she would still get her ice cream.
Aubrey walked out of the room to start making their Mac and Cheese dinner.
When Aubrey finished making dinner she walked into their bedroom, smiling when she saw Beca still playing with her toys. "Alright baby girl, it's dinner time."
"No Bwee, I'm still pwaying." Beca whined.
Aubrey sighed softly, "Beca it's dinner time." She said more sternly.
"No!" Beca whined tiredly.
"You asked for Mac and Cheese. Don't make me take your ice cream away." Aubrey almost yelled.
"Otay, I'm going. Can I still have Ice Cweam?" Beca asked quietly.
"As long as you eat your dinner."
Beca nodded her head and ran to the table. She plopped down on her seat, and instantly started to eat. "Slow down baby girl." Aubrey said gently as she sat down across from her girlfriend.
"Otay." Beca said quietly.
Aubrey sighed softly, she hated seeing her usually loud and crazy girlfriend so quiet. "Once you're finished you get to have you ice cream." Aubrey said, trying to excite Beca.
"Yea!" Beca practically shouted as she shoveled food into her mouth.
"But you need to slow down. You'll set a stomach ache." Aubrey said trying to get her girlfriend to calm down.
"Why?" Beca asked innocently.
"I don't know, you just will." Aubrey shrugged.
"Otay."
Aubrey smiled softly at her girlfriend and ate her own food.
"All done Mo-Bwee!" Beca giggled, almost making the Mommy slip up again.
Aubrey sighed, she would need to talk to Beca about the Mommy slip up. But after her ice cream and bath. "Alright baby girl." Aubrey cooed, picking up the bowl and carrying it into the kitchen. She soon came out with a bowl of ice cream. "When you're done with your ice cream it's bath time then bed time."
Beca pouted, "But it's too eawly." She whined.
"I know baby, but you haven't been sleeping very well. You need more sleep."
"But I'm scared." Beca whimpered.
"I know Buttercup, but I'll be with you the whole time. You can wake me up if you need to." Aubrey offered.
"What if the monsters get me?" Beca asked innocently.
"I'm badass, I can fight monsters." During their conversation Beca had finished her ice cream and Aubrey had gotten her into the bathroom getting her girlfriends bath ready.
Beca sniffled softly and nodded her head. "Otay." She sniffled, rubbing her eyes. Her hands and face were covered in ice cream, which made her blonde girlfriend chuckled.
Aubrey smiled softly, "You're so messy." She cooed, helping Beca out of her clothes and diaper. "Alright Buttercup, let's get you in the bath." She said, helping her tiny girlfriend into the tub.
"Can I have bubbwes?" Beca asked sweetly.
"Sure honey, but we gotta be fast, you need to get some sleep tonight." AUbrey couldn't help but smile.
"Otay."
A few minutes later Aubrey had to leave to take out the garbage when she came back, she almost fainted from the cuteness of the sight in front of her.
"Bwee! I gots a beard!" Beca shrieked from the tub. "Do I look like santa?"
Aubrey burst out giggling, "Yes buttercup, you look like Santa." She cooed. "Now you silly goose, let's get you out and to bed." She cooed.
Beca giggled, "Carry me Mommy!" She squealed, not even noticing that she called Aubrey Mommy.
Aubrey's heart stopped, then swelled with love. "Alright baby girl." She cooed, grabbing a towel and picked her little girlfriend up.
"Can I wear my footie jammies?" Beca asked sweetly. She had found a pair of footie jammies while at the mall one day, and just adored them.
"Sure sweetie." Aubrey said, helping Beca get her diaper and PJs on. Once they were on, Aubrey sat Beca down on her side of the bed and sat down in front of her. Now was the perfect time to discuss the Mommy calling. "Beca, we need to talk." She said gently.
"About what?" Beca asked innocently.
"Do you like it when I baby you?" Aubrey asked her seriously.
"Yeah." Was Beca's shy reply.
"Do you realize you almost called me mommy twice, and you just did getting out of your bath?"
"Yeah." Beca said almost too quiet, Aubrey barely heard her.
"Do you want me to keep babying you?" Aubrey asked.
Beca was nearly in tears by now. "Uh huh. But you think it's weird don't you?" She whimpered. "You're going to make me stop! Or worse break up with me! My mom and dad said that it was stupid!" She wailed.
Aubrey instantly gathered her girlfriend up in her arms and cooed gently. "SH baby, I don't think it's stupid, nor am I going to make you stop." She whispered, "But things are going to change. I'm going to keep treating you like the baby you want to be. Tomorrow you and I are going to come up with rules though."