For Him


"Memories are nice, but that's all they are"

Why did I always tell myself that? I knew all too well it was a lie.

Memories of my father, the way he used to be.

Memories of our Home, destroyed.

Memories of Him fading.

Oh why? Why didn't I ask his name before he left? I guess it didn't matter all that much.

Why didn't I ever say anything?

Because I knew he loved her.

And I didn't want to rock the boat. I wasn't myself. The real me wouldn't care if no one liked what I had to say. Because I had to say it, even if they didn't want to hear it. I spoke the truth, no matter what.

But, when He was around I lied.

I lied about how I felt, why I was always quiet, and the truth about why I saved him.

Because I wanted him for my own.

When he faded he declared his love for her, for Yuna.

And I knew it was never meant to be.

Child of Zanarkand, son of Jecht, I may not know your name, but wherever you are…

E muja oui.

I love you.