A/N: Hey this is my First South of Nowhere fic. Im kinda new to the show. So if I get anything wrong please tell me. Oh yeah, I dont own South of Nowhere or the characters, and all that jazz. SO if you like it please review


The sun was setting over the ocean, giving the water an orange-red glow. It was a site that most people would not want to turn there eyes away from. Everyone but Ashley Davies. She was trying to hard not cry to pay attention to the sunset.

Ashley was sitting on the beach with her knees to her chest with her arms wrapped around them. Tears started to roll down her face when it became to much for her to hold in.

"I love you, and thats why I can't be with you anymore. I don't think that I can do it," is what Spencer Carlin had just said to her a few minuets ago.

"But I love you to. I want to be with you, we can be together." Ashley said back.

"It's not that. Its just I don't want to have to live a lie. I can't lie to my parents anymore."

"Then tell them when you are ready."

"I don't think that I will ever be ready. My parents will freak out if i ever tell them. There not like your mom who..."

"Who what?" Ashley said cutting Spencer off, "doesn't love me? Go on say it. Its what you were going to say wasn't it?"

"Fine, yes. Thats what I was going to say. My parents love me unlike your mom." Spencer yelled.

Ashley then was left by her self on the beach. She stood there hugging her self. She was mad. She did not know what she was mad about. Was it because what Spencer said? Or was it because what Spencer said was true?


Spencer sat in the passenger seat of Ashley's car. Thinking about what just happened. Wondering why she said that about Ashley's mother. She know that her mom was a soft spot, but still she said it. She didn't mean what she said, she was just caught up in the moment.

Spencer looked up and saw Ashley coming towards the car. There eyes meet for a little bit. Spencer could see that she was crying.

'Oh my god. What did I do?' Spencer thought to her self.

Ashley stopped ten feet away from the car and looked at Spencer. Spencer took her eyes away. Not that she wanted to, but she could not look into the eyes of the person who's heart she just broke. The person that she loves.

Spencer got out of the car and turned and walked away.

"Where are you going?" Ashley said.

"I'm going home." Spencer said with out turning around.

"Would you stop. You don't have to walk. You live like ten miles away. Let me give you a ride." Ashley said

"Please don't be nice to me." Spencer said, still with her back turned on Ashley. " Not after what I just said. I want you to hate me."

"Hate you? Are you crazy? I could never hate you." Ashley paused. "Please just let me take you home and we can talk tomorrow or some other time. When ever you are ready. Please."

"Stop it," Spencer yelled as tears began to roll down her cheeks. " Please stop. You are making this harder to do."

"Do what? What do you have to do?" Ashley asked.

Spencer finally turned around. She looked into Ashley's eyes.

"I love you, but I have to do this. I'm sorry."

"What do you have to do?"Ashley asked again.

"This," Spencer said as she turned and walked away into the darkness.

Ashley stood there watching her disappear into the darkness. She stood there long after Spencer was gone. She thought about running after her, but she was crying so hard that her legs would not move.

"I love you to," Ashley said to her self, "When your ready I will be here. I will be waiting for you Spencer. I will be here, always


So there is the begainign of it. What do you think. Please tell me. I will have the first chapter up very soon. Just doing some final touches on it. REVIEW!!