This fic is specifically written for my friend Morgan AKA DAIrinchan. I hope ne likes it, although it's a collection of pieces I strung together.

Taishura-oh and Yashura are the only two Clamp pairings I wanna know in my entire life, I swear.

Japanese Translation:
Shinjimae=Go to hell

Le Beginning

"Ashura-oh!"

The lively and happy Kisshoten threw her arms around her older brother figure's neck. Taishakuten noticed that his best friend Bishamonten's face had turned pale with shock.

Everyone was overwhelmed by the endless celebrations and praises. On the surface, everything seemed to have returned to its original state.

Le Discussion

Lady Kendappa-oh was playing her harp magnificently. The melodious sound of the harp made the Celestial Emperor nostalgic. He squinted at the gorgeous appearance of the performer, slightly revealing the rich and tender chest. "It seems that the woman is still good..." He sighed a sigh of happiness.

"Kendappa-oh, the sound of your harp is still so beautiful. I heard that your daughter is a young girl, but she also plays a good harp."

Kendappa-oh smiled and was about to answer, but just then, the steady crisp footsteps came.

"Ryuu-oh, you are here, the referee of the martial arts competition has worked hard."

LATER...

"Right, Ashura-oh?"

Ashura-oh sat on the side of the Emperor, and the nightmare that eroded his mind hovered over and over again. "You are right." he answered mechanically. Blood, destruction, bones, killing, ruins, silence, nothingness, this is the future of heaven...This is my sin...

"It is about the Raijin Taishakuten." The golden eyes suddenly widened. "He has performed very well lately. I intend to raise him to be a Warrior God. What do you think? Ryuu-oh?"

After a half-hearted silence, the queen of the Ryuu Clan honestly replied, "It is true that with his talents, it is enough to become a Warrior God, but..." The voice in my heart continues. "He has some kinda evil and wicked things lurking in his body. No one can control it."

"Ashura-oh, what do you think?"

Using him... There is a voice constantly shouting, and Lord Ashura clearly feels that the first step of sin is on his tongue.

"Everything is according to the meaning of the Emperor."

Le Fallen With Grace

From Kuyo's quarters, to the promenade leading to Ashura Castle, the air in the night sky was softly stroking the face, like his mother's hand left in memory.

Ashura-oh noticed that the moonlight was covered with a thin silver shawl on the carved ground. It was so cold and beautiful, but another tall shadow cast on the ground, breaking the perfection.

"Raijin Taishakuten..." His hair and armor also had the same brilliance as the moonlight. For a time, Lord Ashura could not remove his sight. Yeah, it was quite obvious that he had fallen head-over-heels and heels-over-head in love.

Le Impossible Crush

Taishakuten looked over from behind the bushes. He saw the Celestial Emperor with his daughter Kisshoten, and...

My Lord Ashura... Yeah, his crush also stood on the terrace in the distance, his face...There was a faint smile, his black hair was shiny and fascinating, the bright gold-colored eyes couldn't hide it. My Lord Ashura, can I claim you for myself? I will have you, I must see your heartfelt smile, I must get your whole soul.

"...I am willing to be your subordinate, but..."

Taishakuten shifted his gaze and looked at his best friend. His voice contained unquestionable determination. "The price I want is, at the time of victory, will you please marry me off to Kisshoten?"

The Crown Princess was just a carefree girl, completely ignorant of the world's wind and frost, a happy daughter loved by her father.

"Do you even care that you will not get her heart for the rest of your life?"

"...Even if it is...it doesn't matter, as long as she can stay with me. It's all right... besides, I don't have anything to ask for."

Le Fateful Night

The sparkling floor was dotted with silk petals. The plants in the bottle are often replaced, but they were always the kind of lavender flowers. The scattered purple flowers are hidden in the dark green, the fragrance is heard in the night. On the sea of sloping blue silk, two bodies were intertwined on the bed, warm lips seeking each other. The only change is that only the crescent moon is gradually rounded up.

It took forever for the entwined figures to separate.

Taishakuten's mouth worshipped the delicate back of Lord Ashura as the moonlight cherished their naked bodies, and the other hand slipped down to touch his skin. Although they all embraced each other silently and enjoyed a wonderful aftertaste, but in the heart of the Raijin, in addition to the happiness and satisfaction, there is another feeling:even in the most intimate moments, Ashura-oh showed the same cravings as himself, but in addition to intoxication in his golden deep pools, there are some obstacles that cannot be clearly detected. No matter how sweet or perfect their combination, those small things still exist, and they could also blur the feelings and pains of Ashura-oh.

Le Contest

At the grand ceremony in the afternoon, the Celestial Emperor specially summoned the winner of the contest:the son of Yasha-oh and the daughter of Karura-oh.

Lord Ashura stood quietly as usual, and as usual, he knew very well that "the man" was staring at this side with impunity, but he was no longer willing to ask for something from the ice-silver gaze as usual. The self-deprecating recollection of a sentence:such a body, who would want to ... the memory spread again, in order to try to get rid of the nightmare and focus on the two little warriors in front of them.

They are... two of the "six stars"... The future Yasha King is now just a boy with dark black eyes...The eyes are like the color of the night sky, warm but firm...He will take my son. Think of the most important person...my son...I...will try to make you happy.

"Ashura-kun!" called Ryuu-oh, "Our demonstration is a match."

Until then, he noticed that he was wearing a gold armor. In a very short moment, without any warning, his mind flashed unconsciously. In a word, it was a gentle night a few days ago, Taishakuten had whispered in his ear: "When you wear armor, the golden eyes are darker, like..."

Le Wrap-Up

Taishakuten went straight to the garden. When the ceremony was over, he couldn't wait to find his beloved. The perfect sword technique that Lord Ashura has shown has attracted everyone's eyes, and he was once again affected by the elegant golden God Of War. Ashura-oh, who is a lover every night, is beautiful and supple, so that his heart is deeply indulged, and he is also distressed, like being treated with rare treasures, petting, for fear of a trace of negligence. But until today, he suddenly saw the other side of him. Ashura-oh, who has the power of innocence, and the king of Ashura, who is the Guardian Warrior of Tenkai, evokes another desire. That warrior blood, I say. It stirred up, screaming, eager to have a real confrontation with him, eager to have a deeper and more direct experience as a rare opponent, but also as a powerful force of the lover of Ashura.

Thousands of flowers and fragrances mixed with the smell of earth, "not comparable to the faint white lotus", just said casually, the silver-haired man found that his heart was filled with the sound and smile of Lord Ashura. "He likes to be secluded."

The afternoon sun made the flowers even in the remote areas flourish, the small waterfall next to it slanted under the sparkling water, and the splashing water forms a thin layer of water in the air. The fog, taking advantage of a man's slender figure, in the sun, Taishakuten saw the shiny black hair.

Ashura-oh came close by and was strange that he didn't lean his head.

Arms hugged his body, pressed his face against his face, then raised his head, trying to find some expression on the marble-white and beautiful face, but nothing.

There was a sense of helplessness in my heart. "Look at me, Ashura-oh."

Before he could think about it, Lord Ashura felt his lips separate. The dizziness challenged consciousness, and before getting confused, Lord Ashura knew clearly that he should turn his head away.

Unwilling to continue to stare at him, the Raijin carefully asked "What happened?"

"Nothing."

"But, we..."

"There is only that 'conversation' between us, don't forget."

"If it is at night, if it is there, I will not object to what you want."

After a short moment, Taishakuten suddenly caught the back neck of Lord Ashura, while the stormy and frantic kiss directly invaded his forehead, his cheeks, his pointed ears, and finally his lips. Indulge in it and explore it without mercy.

The eyebrows are slightly wrinkled, What can I do now? I can only warn myself that I am being trapped again. He decided to submit.

Le Revolution

There was a commotion outside. The rapid footsteps outside the door made Lord Ashura's eyes gradually detached.

"Sire! Bad news!"

"...What?" He still has something to do, for his unborn heir. He has to go through it until everything is arranged.

"It's a rebellion! Taishakuten has waged war against the heavens!"

Ashura-oh looked out, and countless fires in the distance quickly moved in his direction. The dark world could not tell which was heaven and which was earth, the fire on the ground, and the starlight in the sky seem to be mixed together, like fireflies, glittering like sands that scatter, swallowing distance in diffusion and search.

He took a deep breath and no time was wasted. "The order is going on, and it will be put out immediately...the Ashura is ready to meet the enemy!"

Looking at the eyes of the soldiers who respected him a lot, as if his body was covered with the glory of victory, they all believed him. Ashura-oh knows bleakly that he will only go to the trap with his faithful subordinates and move toward the deliberate death.

"I'm sorry...I deliberately ruined you."

Stroking the golden armor, Ashura-oh finally remembered what Taishakuten had said in his ear:"When you wear armor, the golden eyes change color. Deeper, just like the sun..."

The sun was starting to set, and the young Raijin was standing on the battlefield, surrounded by dead bodies. The flying dust has quietly subsided with the end of the battle. The grass on the plains had been trampled by horses and people, and the chaotic corpses were lying on it. His army broke the Ashura array—all because Ashura-oh had back-stabbed his own troops. But Taishakuten's heart did not have the joy of a little victory, but felt that his knees were straight and soft—he had been searching for a long time on the battlefield, and his Lord Ashura was gone.

"Sir! You are already the new Emperor."

Turning his head, Bishamonten was scared by the fearful color on his liege's face. "Are you alright?"

"You—did you see Ashura-oh?" His muscles trembled.

Shaking his head, Bishamonten said, "I don't know. But he might have returned to protect the Emperor..."

"The matter here will be handed over to you." The voice did not fall, and Taishakuten quickly jumped onto the horse, followed by a gust of wind.

Le Final Battle

The news of the defeat has been passed back to Zenmi Castle, and the people had escaped like ants. The palace was empty. Without encountering any obstacles, Taishakuten came to the promenade leading to Ashura Castle. Stepping on the carved ground, he only heard his footsteps, no birds singing, and no soft harp sounds from afar. He had that strange feeling that a disaster is coming, and it kept increasing.

Suddenly, he felt the presence of somebody and released his new sword, one forged by his own willpower—Raikoutou.

Standing in front of him was pretty shadow. The sun shone warmly on his golden armor, and under the backdrop of the high blue sky, the white cape fluttered brilliantly in the wind.

Great. With a renewed passion and brilliant hope, he walked briskly to Ashura-oh and tried to say the first sentence:"All the troops of Zenmi has fallen, there's only you and the Emperor left."

"I see. So the time has come for my last request, Raijin Taishakuten."

The eyes followed the expression of Ashura-oh, but his Lord Ashura did not look at him, and the thoughtful golden eyes were revealed. Clear and firm, this eye is so familiar to the gods—the fact that he must be thinking about his son who has not yet been born, is simply hateful. Taishakuten is more eager for Lord Ashura to stare at himself with such eyes, only to stare at him alone.

Then Ashura-oh turned to him and looked at him with a blank expression, so that he had no chance to speak a word.

The beautiful golden-orange flame bloomed like a lotus flower in his hand, and the transparent, crystal-clear blade gradually forms and emerges. Taishakuten only felt that there was a perseverance between the heavens and the earth. He was shocked, and his hands could not help but burst out the cold sweat. On weekdays, the gentle and elegant Lord Ashura showed the true power of the Guardian Warrior in an instant. Now he seems to have merged with the sharp Shuratou.

The shadow of silver jumped up, and Raikoutou shot an arc in the air. Only a cold light flew like a meteor, and it was, without a doubt, lightning.

Shuratou slowly lifted up, but the man was just standing still.

ZZZZAT! A streak of white light flashed, and a powerful shock wave shattered the stout stone pillars into pieces. Under the dust that covers the sky, with the spread of the undulating circle, the floor of the white marble was also picked up in pieces, like a blossoming stone flower that suddenly emerged from the ground. Taishakuten turned over and fell in front of Ashura-oh. A stream of blood ran out of his left cheek, and the same color also oozed on the white robes. He thought, It's amazing! Is this the power of the real 'Ashura' that even Ashura-oh is afraid of? There is a hot flame in the eyes of the Raijin—he has never been so happy. People have tried, never encountered such a strong opponent, which was also their lover—no less.

The dust dissipated, and the warm sunshine shone on their armor, and the glare of the metallic light shone, like a still picture in the high, cloudless blue sky. They both stood still.

Lord Ashura's mouth seemed to faintly hang a smile, looking beautiful and serene. His long black hair was shining in the wind.

"Kill me, then feed on my flesh."

Le Farewell

What?

Holy mother of Vishnu, this shouldn't be happening!

"Kill me, then feed on my flesh."

"Kill me, then feed on my flesh."

Yes. Taishakuten couldn't believe his ears. "Should you not be able to change the course of events before my child is reborn as the God of Destruction... I wish for you to kill him." The Raijin, panicked, tried desperately to catch something, but there is only one sentence in his mind:kill me, then feed on my flesh.

"But to do so, you'll need a lot of strength."

...power? Do I need strength?... It turns out that in your eyes, I am a person who needs "power"? Am I just a piece of chess in your hands?

The blood rushed to the top of his head. His grip on Raikoutou tightened, and the pattern carved on it pierced the palm of his hand, causing a burning pain. But the root of the pain lies in being shunted aside by his beloved. Is this what is hidden behind elegant gentleness all these days ago? I don't need any strength! I want to prove my strength!

The gravel on the ground collapsed into powder under strong force, and the pale blue electric light tore the dull sky. KRA-KOOOOM! With all his power, Taishakuten jumped into the air then swayed to the shadow below. The speed and intensity of this trick was not what he has in his life. He had to fight for his life and to subdue that person.

But the golden shadow was faster than him. Taishakuten felt that Lord Ashura had already leaned in his arms. His long hair danced like a black ribbon in front of his eyes, and he smelled of the thick blood of a mixture of delicate lotus fragrance. Time seemed to be tightly held by the hand, and it seemed to rotate like a wheel. He just stood there, and a red blood spread in front of his eyes.

...this is impossible... He can't say a word.

Lord Ashura leaned on his lover's broad shoulders and he could feel that the special sword has penetrated his body. The strange thing was that he didn't feel pain. He only felt cold, cold, ice-like shots pierced into the flesh and blood.

The whole world in the eyes of the Raijin was reddened. His mind suddenly went blank, and the only thing he could do was to re-hold the weaker people.

Le Violent Birth

Lady Shashi had became the top woman in the heavens and was lying on the bed of the most luxurious bedroom in the universe. The crimson long curtains were so tight that the room was dull and quiet, only to hear her uneven breathing. The cry of the baby broke the weird atmosphere that enveloped the bedroom. "My Empress, twins."

"Twins..." Shashi propped up from the bed and looked into the arms of the old maid. When she looked at one of the babies carefully, her eyes suddenly showed glory. She lovingly held the child in her arms. "Are you sure?" she said as she pointed a dagger to the maid's neck. "I won't give birth to that thing! Only the adorable Tenoh! I never gave birth to Ashura Clan's child, do you understand?"

The maid was so shocked that she couldn't say half a word, "...Yes, my Empress."

LATER...

The baby was wrapped in a blanket and crying, and the old maid was talking to the Celestial Emperor, who was listening to the performance of Lady Kendappa-oh. "Your Majesty, congratulations on having an heir." said the old maid.

The golden third eye on the forehead was violently enlarged, and the Emperor seemed to disbelieve his ears. "...What did you say? A heir? What I had been waiting for is a child of Lord Ashura, who should have the same hair and eyes as Lord Ashura...not that thing with red hair."

Taishakuten no longer took a look at his own son and dashed out.

Le Words, Words, Words

"Hey!" The door was suddenly pushed open, and the dim light shone on the body of the Emperor. Shashi's heart suddenly jumped wildly. But she still tried to put on the guise of an innocent wife, and put on the most charming smile on her face. "Your Majesty, you haven't found me since you were enthroned."

Taishakuten said nothing, and turned his eyes to the newly born God Of Destruction.

The little baby opened his eyes and the golden pupil looked at the person in front of him. These eyes seemed to be full of provocation and triumph. Not like his Lord Ashura! The Emperor felt intense rage rising up in him. The most important thing about his Ashura-oh is this thing. Is it really necessary to sacrifice everything for this thing?

Holy unanticipated occurrences!

The nerves of Shashi's body were tightened. The species of the Ashura can only cause trouble for her, and even endanger her position. In resentment, she vaguely remembered the king of Ashura, who used to be her husband. The face was mild but the eyes were filled with a few cold nights, and her heart was even more angry.

"Your Majesty, we still have Tenoh..."

Furious, Taishakuten shot a death-glare at Shashi, his eyes filled with murderous rage. "Why did you give birth to him!"

She trembled. Her heart was in turmoil, and she couldn't do anything other than fear in her mind—The Emperor, her husband, wanted to kill her. Fear suddenly poured into her blood vessels.

The long lace of the skirt caused her to fall down, and she hadn't had time to stand still. Taishakuten caught her arm and dragged it over. The woman accidentally knocked over a bottle of red dahlia on the shelf. The sharp ceramic edge cut a small wound on Shashi's foot.

"I say, why did you give birth to him!" Taishakuten asked bitingly. He hated this glamorous woman. Since the day he saw her standing next to Ashura-oh, wearing a gold leaf embroidered red satin wedding dress, he wanted to kill her. Today, this woman actually gave birth to a "heir" that he did not want to see at all. He just wanted to snap her neck.

Shashi's face was red at first, and gradually turned gray. At first, the struggle of desperate resentment and anger was weak. The scattered black hair on her forehead slipped down, and in the dimly lit room, the exposed seal shimmered with a deep red jewel-like sheen.

The Emperor released his hand. He said coldly to his wife that fell to the ground:"Shinjimae."

The doorknob squirmed, and the light swept through the open door. This was the first and last time that the Raijin Taishakuten entered this room.

Le Excellent Singer

Komokuten had brought the girl he wanted to see. "Working hard.", Taishakuten had said.

"Are you Karyoubinga?" He stared at the shivering little thing, with the long white hair, even her skin was a pathetic pale white. This is the result of not seeing the sun all the year round.

"Please... please let me go back to Karura Castle to see my sister."

Oh, my Holy Trinity, it was rumored that Karura-oh was too overprotective of her sister. Happiness... rest! I don't think about it! I don't think about it! There is no such thing as happiness in this world!

"In the good day to celebrate my position, I wanted to ask the best singer of the heavens to sing for me."

The Next Day

"Everyone, today is the last day of the ceremonies. I want you to listen to the best song in the universe—I have caught a beautiful bird."

Karura-oh was surrounded by the guards, blocking her way. Far away,, she saw her pale, weak sister. "Karyoubinga!"

"Sister..."

The young princess sang a melody to protect her sister. This was the wonderful voice of life. She sang like the wind on the quiet plains, singing like the transparent blue sky and feather-like clouds, singing like the sweet aroma of blooming flowers. Just like a white bird free to fly around in the beautiful world, free to do whatever she wanted.

Karyoubinga, dying, extended her hand in the direction of her sister. "Please...free..." The moonlight bird fell from the sky.

"Ah!—" cried the heartbroken Karura.

And, by coincidence, Taishakuten had fainted too. The song reminded him of the late Ashura-oh, and he couldn't handle the feelings.

Soldiers rushed in and carried the dead body of the young princess away.

Le Mayhem

The entrance to Ashura Castle has set off a scarlet storm. The embossed stone that has been through thousands of years of wind has become a fragile confetti. In the sharp whistling sound, the enchanting Ashura will use the blood and flame to raze the wicked, just like Kuyo had foretold.

"I have to kill Ashura! That is my promise!" I will never, ever, ever, ever let down my only loved one! Taishakuten shot an electric ray from Raikoutou, aiming directly at Ashura.

The ruthless destiny once again trampled on his hopes coldly.

The white cloak was stained with blood, and Shuratou, transparent like a butterfly wing, actually penetrated the golden armor of its wielder. The person holding the handle, turned out to be Ashura! Holy unanticipated occurrences!

"Yasha..." Ashura tried to reach out to that strong hand, towards the most important person to him.

Ashura still has his father's blood, so the eyes are similar...

The floor underneath everybody suddenly shuddered, and the huge tentacles of the seal tree swallowed Ashura like a violent python, and the city was shaking. In the explosion of the eardrum, countless vines penetrated Zenmi Castle.

A few hours after the dust settled, the stunned people saw the horror scene in the distance, the pale blue electric light tearing the blood-red sky, the debris of the building crumbling down, and, and...

Le Kings Of Death

"For three hundred years, you have remained faithful to your promise to me. Now, it's my turn to fulfill my promise to you."

"If it is within your power to do so, I welcome that." replied the Celestial Emperor, third eye now gone. His lover had returned, now as an avatar of death, to claim his spirit.

"It is. I promised you that I will be yours forever, and so… here I am."

He stepped closer to the Raijin until the distance between them was gone. Putting his mouth near the silver-haired god's ear, he breathed out his request.

"Love me…please."

A gentle hand brushes through the Ashura king's hair and coaxes his head to lean against the crook of his neck as Taishakuten's own leaned to rest against the other, one eye hidden within the dark hair with a faint nuzzle. "I have always loved you." Taishakuten murmured for only Ashura-oh to hear.

Death cannot stop true love. It can only delay it for a while.

Le Update

Standing in front of him is the shadow that has been deeply engraved in Indra's heart for countless years but was unable to identify 'till he crashed on Earth, and the moon shone warmly on his uniform. This is the picture that I will never forget in my life. Under the high midnight blue sky, The snow-white cloak, elaborate patterns drawn on it, fluttered gracefully like the wings of a deadly ice butterfly.

The Director of Celes opened his mouth, and breathed out "Raijin Taishakuten...!"

Indra's loved one was standing right in front of him. The alien overlord inhaled sharply and said "Ashura-oh...!" The voice contained boundless hope.

"I never thought I'd see you again."

"Is it really you?...My Lord Ashura?" The rough fingers gently stroked his cheeks and neck. Warm skin, the pulse is actually beating.

For a moment, Indra tightly embraced Director Flowright. He re-touched the soft black hair and buried his head deep in the neck of the familiar fragrance, feeling the absolute life.

"It's true... it's true." came the reassuring reply.

"I won't lose you again."

Celebrate

Love (Hate)

Kill

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