"Put the gun down, Stiles!" the young boy had dried tear stains on his pale cheeks, he held the weapon tighter gritting his teeth in agitation. Why was the world so cruel, why couldn't he just be happy for once. His eyes a inky black, washed away from any emotion other than bubbling rage. "Please son!" he stared at his father's face wrinkled and panic showing on his face as tears pooled in his brown eyes, a pained smile slid on his face then he laughed. His mother was dead, dieng from a car accident a fucking car accident and it was all his fault. Laughed so hard it ached in his stomach and he crouched on his knees "Mom's dead!" he shouted "Can you belive it, dead..." his voice was a quiet mummer he brung the gun closer clicking it back and putting his hand on the trigger. Pointing it to his temple he stared into his father eyes, they were glossed his tears had fallen and dread washed over his face, hopelessness his only child was going to take his life and he was gonna be gone just like his mother. He inched forward and looked at Stiles small feet, he was only ten! A deep sob escaped his throat "Don't do this, don't leave me like your mother did" his shoulder shook and vision was blurry. "Why not dad, its my fault" Stiles yelled it was his fault if he hadn't asked her to go to the park that day, then she'd still be alive "It's not your fault! You couldn't do anything!" his voice was shaking as he reached his hand out "Your mother wouldn't want this" his hold on the gun loosened, his arm dropped limp to his side and the gun hit the floor. Mr. Stillinski rushed to his son's side giving him a tight hug nuzzling into his neck, his broken sobs spilled out, his body was so cold and his shoulders shook again as he stroked his hair. Stiles thrashed against the hug trying to get his father off of him, why wasn't he mad at him, why didn't he hate him?! Where was his anger? Trying his best to push him off but his father never budged, something wet burned his eyes he wipped them but it was still there growing until they pooled in his eyelids, tears. He blinked and they fell, hot on his cheeks he blinked again and more fell.
This is my first fanfiction thank you for reading I apologize if there's any spelling errors I wouldn't care if they were pointed out and sorry for the short chapter and this is going to be a long story.