Authors Notes- Hey guys, how are you. Good I hope. This is a new story that I came up with after I read Yuurei Yashiki no Korosar Shounen by Envytastic , which was an AMAZING story by the way , and I was lessening to these 2 really sad songs. Well I hope you like it, and I will be updating or adding new stories soon.

A small shout out to Angiembabe for the helpful advice on The House of Moto because without you I would had gotten a bad grade. So thank you for the advice I ended up getting a 100 on it, so if there is anything that I could do to pay you back let me know.

Warnings- Cutting, Bullying, and depressed Yugi

Disclaimer- I own noting from Yu-GI-Oh

Summary- I don't want to be here anymore. Why do I have to be alive? I just want to end it all. Will they even notice? Will they even care? I can't be saved, am already too far gone. As I sit here with tears rolling down my face, can I truly do it or am I making a permanent decision for a temporary emotion? I don't know anymore. Can anybody help me before its too late? Yugi sat there and asked himself these questions as he did it again. Once, twice, 3 times he lost count. " It helps you know, to get rid of the pain. It really does. I don't want to feel the pain from others I rather feel my own pain. I doubt you would understand.

Chapter 1-

Blood

Blood everywhere

I need to hurry and clean it up before people see. They can't know if they did, it would be worse than anything. The disappointment shinning so bright in their eyes as they stare down at me, and some might even laugh. I wouldn't blame them. I must look pathetic, but I can't help it its like a drug that I can't stop. There's no way anybody could understand or even try to bring me back from rock bottom. Who would want to even try? Nobody cares about people like us. Were not meant to be alive. That's why I want to die, well one of the reasons why. There is another, do you want to hear it or are you going too leave me like everyone else? Actually your the first person, well you're not technically a person so dose that even count? The other reason is because I cause pain where ever I go. Do you not believe me? Its to be expected, nobody does. Well do you want to hear….wait someone's coming. I have to go, am so sorry.

Just then there was a knock on the bathroom door, followed by an old man's voice from the other side. " Yugi are you ok in there? Is something wrong?'

The boy inside tensed as he quickly grabed the bloody paper towel's and stuffed them into his pants pockets, and to answer the old mans question he opened the door. Standing on the other side was an old man with graying hair under a bandana, dull violet eyes that are full of knowledge and experience, and he had a worried look on his face. Yugi smiled a bright, but forced a smile to his only living relative that the boy has and it kills him a little inside every day. " Yeah am fine grandpa. I just had to find a new tube of toothpaste from under the sink is all." The old man gave his grandson a warm smile, but his eyes gave everything away. The pain, sorrow, hurt, worry, and it hurt Yugi knowing that he was the one causing those emotions in his eyes.

" Ok my boy what ever you say. Now go and get ready for school so you don't end up late." the old man said kindly Yugi nodded his understanding as he walked past the man and into his room. To anybody his room would look sweet and innocent, but to him it was hell. Why wouldn't it be. All he sees is pain. Its hell, but at the same time it's his sanctuary. Its safe. He can do as he wants and nobody has to know. He sighs to himself as he hides all of the evidence in a dresser drawer like he always does. He would have looked in the mirror, but he hates them. When you hate something what do you do? You do something with it, so he did. He smashed them. Every last one in his room into tiny pieces. He then lied to his grandfather telling his that he had bummed into them and they fell off the wall, but he could tell that the old man didn't buy it. He did extra that night.

As he walks out through the door to the game shop the bells ring signaling that his grandson was on his way. Yugi is a senior in high school, but he looks like a little kid at about the age of 5 or 6. He has star shaped hair that defies all laws of gravity. The base is a pitch black just like his heart, out lining the black is a beautiful amethyst like his eyes used to be, to finish it off he has soft golden bangs hanging down to help hide his ugly face from the world. As soon as he walks through the gates to hell , the school gates , the true torcher begins.

" hey look it's the shrimp!"

" owww is the wittle baby going to cry!"

" what's wrong Moto not cut deep enough!"

As the words continued he walked with his head down, no emotion on his face what so ever. The new wounds hurt, and not the ones that he did. He tried to ignore them at first, he really did, but now they're just one more cut on his already scared and broken body.

The warning bell went off signaling that they should get to homeroom, but he ignored it and continued to walk slowly . Because of him walking with his head down and having headphones in he didn't see the ball come flying at him or even hear the person yell for him to watch out all he felt was the impact. The ball ended up hitting him dead in the face, causing him to drop all his books , and fall to the ground. He didn't yell, moan, or even groan in pain as he fell on his fresh cuts opening them up again, and he didn't even move or look up at the man standing right in front of him. The thing he didn't expect was to see a hand being reached down to him, or the mans words.

" hey you ok?"

He felt his heart stop beating. He knew that voice, who wouldn't. That deep baritone voice belongs to no other than Yami Sennen twin brother to Atem Sennen the most popular kids in school and the stars of the football and soccer teams. Yugi knew who they were. From middle school all the way up to 10th grade, he had a crush on them, but that all change his Sophomore year.

/ Flashback /

Yugi's standing there a few feet from the 2 most popular kids in the whole school, and today he was going to do it. He was going to confess his feelings for the 2 of them. If you looked at this Yugi and the present Yugi, you wouldn't believe that they were the same person. This Yugi always smiles a smile that could light up any room, always happy never sad, and he had bright amethyst that were righter then the actual gem. This one is long dead. He walked up so that he was standing in front of the 2 brothers causing them to stop talking and look down at him.

Yugi's standing there with his head down to hide the rapidly growing blush. He then was just barely able to stutter out " Hi..Atem …Yami…hhhow are you?"

The 2 Sennen brothers are standing there staring down at him, and because of him having his head down, he couldn't see the smirks that they were giving each other.

"Ohh were doing good." said Yami

" What about you" asked Atem

Yugi smiled under his hair. He thought that they were being nice, but if he knew back then what he does know he would have never told them. But back then he was so naïve and wrong, ohh so wrong. " am good. I have something that I wwwwant to tell you guys." Yugi stuttered out

" Oh and what might that be?" asked Atem in a sickly sweet voice.

" I …" Yugi froze. He just couldn't get the words out. He wanted to cry. He practiced all this morning in the mirror, and now he could say 4 words.

" You what?" asked Yami with annoyance oozing from his voice.

" I LIKE YOU BOTH!" Yugi all but screamed at the 2 There was a moment of silence where nobody talked. The only sound was the noise the sound of Yugi trying to catch his breath after his outburst. Then..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

Laughter erupted all around him, but he kept his head down not out of shyness, but of embarrassment.

" WHAT WRONG WITH YOU!"

" YEAH DIDYOU REALY THINK THAT WE WHERE GAY!"

" DAT WAS FUNNY MAN. TEL ME ANATHA"

They just continued to laugh and spit insults and each word broke him. He did the only reasonable thing at that moment, but that only made it worse. There words, there laughter, the pain, sorrow all came together to make the new Yugi Moto.

/ Flashback end /

Yugi just glared daggers at the offered hand as he recalled the memory as to why his life is now hell back home and at school. After that day that Yugi died and he was replaced with a cold hearted, broken, and suicidal boy.

"Hey you ok kid? I didn't hit you too hard did i?"

" I think you did dear brother"

That small conversation snapped Yugi out of his thoughts and made him remember where he was. He slapped the offered hand way hearing him a gasp in surprise. He then slowly got up onto his feet and started to pick up his scattered books and his forgotten head phones.

" Here let us help you. My brother did hit you with a football."

Atem said as he knelt down and started to pick up the books, but a hand grabbed his wrist in a painfully tight grip. " I got it." came the harsh and cold words of the boy as he released the hand and started to pick up his books.

The words caused anger to flare up in Yami at the boy being so cold to his brother. Yami reached down and grabbed the collar of his school jacket and brought him up to his face, but still Yugi didn't look at him. Yami was just about to yell at the boy when he saw something that made the words get caught in his throat. When Yami had picked him up the sleeves of his jacket went up as well to reveal red and bleeding cuts going up his arms.

Slowly looking up from under his bangs and when he realized why Yami didn't say anything , and he panicked. Yes people knew. Yes he got bullied because of it, but he didn't want them to know. Before Yami could say anything about it or show his twin Yugi did the only reasonable thing that he could think of. He kicked him in the balls, hard. When Yami dropped him in exchange for holding his balls Yugi took that opportunity to grab his headphones and his notebook, then he took off running. By doing so he left one brother wonder what just happened, and the other wondering why.

Hey guys I hope you liked it. Am working on the next chapter, but if you could review and let me know how you thought that would be amazing. So good bye and good night .