Tonight I Wanna Cry

Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me the way that it was and should have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away . . .

InuYasha sat there in the dark with a bottle of sake, thinking about it. Nearly a week had passed and was still dwelling on it. He blamed himself for it. 'Why? Why couldn't I save her?'

Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry. . .

They had succeeded in destroying Naraku but even that couldn't relieve the pain in his heart. How long could he live like this?

Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All by Myself" would sure hit me hard, now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way . . .

Sango and Miroku had offered to help but he refused. They buried Kagome by the tree where she first met InuYasha when she broke his seal.

Cause I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry. . .

Then it hit him. He loved her and wanted to be with her. He couldn't stand it anymore. She was gone and there was nothing he could do about it, unless . . . And then he saw it that long, sharp, beautiful knife.

Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with this pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry. . .

A.N. This is a prequial to the beauty of a knife. I hope it helped you solve my little mystery from that story. Anyway, song fic for tonight I wanna cry by Kieth Urban (I doubt I spelled the last name right) I just heard this song for the 3rd time on the radio about 10 minuets ago and thought why not make a story out of it. Read and Review.