Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight. But I will soon(EVIL LAUGH!)
Chapter 1
Bella's POV
I look up at the ceiling of my room. I am trying to figure out why the world is so cold. Why I have parents who do not love me, and are always looking for reasons to strike me. I can hear Charlie coming up the stairs. I do not call him daddy because a daddy is suppose to make his children feel protected and loved.
My door busted open,"There you are you little whore," Charlie said. "Didn't you hear me calling you, bitch?" I just stared up at him. "Oh, so you're gonna try the silent treatment , huh? Well you won't be quiet for long," he said, unbuttoning his pants. I started to get scared. I hated whenever he did this. I do not know what he is doing to me but it hurts a lot.
I opened my mouth to scream but it was quickly muffled by his hand."Oh no you don't!" Charlie said. "Even though I love to hear you scream, you can't tonight. We have some new neighbors and I don't want them to ruin my fun." New neighbors? Who are these new neighbors that I am just now hearing about? I wonder if they are nice. If they knew what happened to me once these doors close would they help me?
My thoughts were interrupted when I felt that familiar burn in my private area. I screamed, but it was muffled by Charlie's hand as he moved above me. Tears started to form in my eyes. Why is my life like this? I wondered. Soon I could not hold the tears anymore and I started to sob. It felt like I was in pain, crying for hours when I finally felt that slimy weird stuff inside of me ad between my legs. I knew Charlie was done but he didn't move yet. It was a few minutes until he finally started to move. He got up and started to put on his clothes. When he was fully dressed he started heading towards the door. But once he got to the door he stopped and looked at me. It was silent for a while until he finally spoke. "God I hate you." He said that in a voice so cold and full of hate that I felt so . . . unwanted. Then he left. Just like that! I turned over on my side and cried. I just cried until I fell asleep.
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I woke up the next morning in extreme pain. Even though this has happened more than once, it still hurts. I could barely get out of my bed, well if you consider a plain old mattress in the middle of the room, a bed. I took a long hot bath, making sure I scrubbed my skin red. When I got out, I put on a pair of shorts and a tank top. After I was done, I went downstairs to see where Charlie and Renee were. I did not see them in the living room, so I went into the kitchen. There was a note on the refrigerator. It said,"We went on a last minute honeymoon vacation. We will be back in a week. There's frozen fish sticks in the freezer in case you get hungry."-Renee
They're gone. They are gone. For a whole week. I did not think that I would ever smile so hard in my life. No beatings for a while for me, I thought. I went up to get my favorite book (well my only book) Wuthering Heights. When I found it I turned to leave but stopped when I looked into the the full length mirror I have on the back of my door.
I looked and looked but I did not see a little girl in this mirror. What I saw. . . was horrifying. I saw a person that had bruises up and down her arms and legs. That person lifted up her shirt and there were bruises in the shape of hands there. Some were new and some were old. She had dark circles under her eyes. She looked like she was drained. Her eyes. . . Her eyes looked so dead and lifeless.
She was me. This girl is me. I felt like I was in a trance. Just staring at myself. I looked away after it felt like hours. I went downstairs and back into the kitchen. I tried to forget about my image. I got all the ingredients I needed to make pancakes. When they were done I grabbed my radio, my book, my pancakes, a glass of orange juice and went outside to sit on the porch.
I had finished my breakfast and was reading my book when a silver car parked at the house across from me. Huh, these must be the new neighbors, I thought.
So, as you can see Bella is very smart for her age. Anyway please let me know if I should keep doing this story. I want honest opinions you won't hurt my feelings. Thanks! :D