A/N: Hope you like it. ALL-HUMAN.

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight, all rights go to S. Meyer

Prologue:

I was standing in the pouring rain, it felt like I was free and noone was ever going to hurt me. I smiled at the thought that Jacob had let me fall. It felt like it was years since he broke his promise and left me all alone with my life.

My life. These easy words were like hell to me. Did I have a life? But what I was living for, then? Where I came from? Was I human?

I didn't felt so. I may have lost my memory, but I still can feel. And some things – they are ment to be wrong.

I took a deep breath and I knew that everything's going to be over. Not now, but soon. Jane opened the door and nodded me sadly. She was my best friend, standing at the same place where I had put Alice.

"Who's there?" I heard Alec say. It was close, it was over.

"It's Bella."

- - -

"You don't have to do it, you know." Renee watched me taking my bags into the car she was sharing with Phil, her new husband.

"Yeah, but I want to." A lie I didn't have to tell."I'm going to be alright, how bad Forks can be? Just a little bit rain don't melt me up."

"But you hate Forks!" She muttered hoping I was not able to hear it. What a dissapointment for her.

"No, I don't. You hate." I smiled apologetically and sighed."Mom, I haven't seen dad for so long. I should live with him some time before I go to Dartmouth. Forks would be a good start. Anyway, if I want to come back, I can always give you a call, right?" She smiled and I knew she was hoping to get the call soon.

"I'll miss you, sweetie," she said hugging me. For once I was scared. How can I leave her alone? How can I leave my mother? It was hard to understand, but she wanted to spend time with Phil. And all I wanted was to see her smiling.

"I'll miss you, too," I vowed knowing it was true. I won't miss only my mother, but the sun, the heat. It was everything to make me think of Phoenix. In Forks, there was no sun. I couldn't believe if my dad called me and asked if I would want to spare some rarity time with him. How could I say no?

But then, again, I didn't know that ment moving to Forks.

"Time to go," Phil hugged me and gave me the keys. I smiled as I understood I was going to have all the ride alone, just to clear my mind.

The flight from Phoenix to Seattle wasn't a problem. I also missed my chevy, which was waiting for me in the parking lot.

The only problem was that my best buddy was coming with me...

In the airport, there was a lot of people, but an indian boy caught my attention at the same time he saw me.

"Bella!" he yelled running towards to me."How you doing?"

"Jake, shut up." I suggested him friendly. He laughed over me and gave me his 'I'm hurted' look. It made me laugh and when we were in the plane, I was getting anxious. What if people there won't like me? What if I was going to have no friends?

One was sure, Jake is never going to leave me. He's my brother-from-another-mother or something like that. We always wanted eachother to be happy.

"Aren't we getting too close to the ground?" Jake asked suddenly from a flight attendant. She looked out of the window and started screaming. I covered my ears and closed my eyes. It was all before all went black.